
Jo is such a beauty, jovial and joyous and cute,omg, and Ian doesn't deserve him. I mean Ian doesn't have a grip on his fucking life. Be it emotional or sex. He really need to be super courageous to leave his roots and past to be with Jo. And the "now" Ian doesn't have this in himself. Like obviously fucking 19 years of toxic unlabelled (inevitable) codependent love, seen each other's every lows and highs. Author is literally portraying their favoritism and who is meant to be with whom. But if Jo is the Ml then I don't know how, when and where Jo x Ian will be the end game, and if it happens I know I'd be disappointed. Moreover, at least TJ knows what he wants and acts upon it. Even persuaded Ian to get back. Ian is fickle-minded tho. Just end up together and leave sweet Jo out of it. Sometimes it really feels Jo is the 3rd character and not one of the leads. It's fucking mixed-up story. Gang (darker) shit is mixed up with (joyous) era. I am torn into pieces coz I love both but obviously separately. It's like Shutline mixed with the pizza delivery boy.
And Everytime I read this I miss Shutline.
See, it is not just me missing TJ in "these" scenes ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭. One panel struck always "think of me when you cum" (╯°Д °)╯