Ymai's Favorite

Woah this is some high level brainwashing going on and I don't know if it's DG doing that to the people or if people are just naturally escapists from reality. Haters, please do click on the dislike button and move on, I know you guys can't bear different opinions.

So correct me if I am wrong in my summary of this manga:
There's a guy who's obsessed with one popular gay cam boy and he watches his show live, every single night and masturbates to him. All good, we all know it's okay to fantasise and jerk off. And then he claims to be in love with the cam boy. Yeah, he's just seen the guy's abs and not even his face but o..k..still valid. Yeah he doesn't seem to know the first thing about love but we all can "fall in love" with people with hot bodies. We all have our celebrity crushes. But then, this guy is so obsessed that he gets a job to give "chestnuts" to his dreamboy. And he is also fantasizing about said crush in a classroom and his imagination is wild, he's thinking about the guy's abs and body and even his dick. He's also imagining getting fucked by this faceless crush. Hmm. And we see him not being very assertive with his classmates. So in summary, one can say DG is an introverted guy with a really abnormal obsession with a gay soft porn actor who's face he doesn't know and claims that to be "in love" with him. What exactly is his definition of love? A hot body that fucks him. Hypersexuality?

Enter "Asshole" Alex as the readers call him. He's the kind reliable sunbae at his university and everyone looks up to him. But he is also the gay cam boy DG is "in love" with. He's super sweet to DG until the night when DG, who can't stand up for himself when he's bullied, ends up drinking a lot. Alex takes him home and stuff happens and DG realizes Alex is his cam crush. Now Asshole Alex shows his true face by making a chocking hold on DG. So in essence, Alex is actually a nasty bastard. DG who realizes that, gets fucking afraid and because he's a sissy, doesn't retaliate back. And he also gets super hard in this situation after seeing his camcrush up close. Alex sees that and in turn gets hard himself. So he asks DG to sleep with him and how does DG respond to a guy who just had him by his throat? He responds by jumping up in joy and undressing and spreading his legs. Asshole Alex is sensible enough to ask for a condom but Mr. DG who lives in his own paradise doesn't have the first idea of safety during sex but is still shameless enough to sleep with a fucking stranger because he wants to get fucked by the body of his dreams. Asshole Alex refuses to do it and DG gets all depressed. So Asshole Alex pities DG and gives a handjob and leaves.

Asshole Alex has threatened DG to not interact with him at uni. And DG who's high as a kite after reimagining their night of passion in uni, gets depressed when Asshole Alex ignores him. Now, Asshole Alex tried to do one of his cam sessions only to realize he can get hard only when thinking of DG. Which continues for a few days until he's had enough. He finally can't hold it in and he asks DG to be his sex partner. He gives him a choice. DG who can't imagine that hot body on others, agrees. He agrees to having a guy who he hardly knows because he's "in love".
Then comes the day of fucking. Alex rudely asks DG to blow him and DG who's treated like shit, complies and gets hard as a rock. And when Alex puts in his dick, DG screams in pain and kicks Asshole Alex who is stupid enough to keep going when DG says it hurts. So Asshole Alex takes some lube and opens up DG and they fuck.

Next scene, Asshole Alex wants to fuck at uni. DG knows it's a bad idea but he gives in. Why? He's a sissy. And they're almost caught red handed and DG opens up to his friend and gets some advice and decides they should fuck at Alex's place. Asshole Alex agrees reluctantly and they go. And then they fuck. Asshole Alex then wipes a passed out DG and tucks him into bed and goes to his recording. But that's only because he didn't want his sheets covered in cum. Alex then kicks him out of his house like DG is a stray dog and DG goes home with droopy ears. Finally, we see Asshole Alex laughing maniacally and saying he won't have anything to do with DG is he goes the "senpai notice me~" way.

Next time, Asshole Alex meets up with BJ MD and the latter says some stuff about wanting DG for his cam show which has Alex seeing red for some unknown reason. We also see DG having talks with his friend and getting flustered over some sexual fantasy where he's a dog. And later when the MCs are together, Asshole Alex who's lost it, tells DG they're gonna use sex toys given by MD. DG who's scared, agrees and is experimented on until he cries- definitely not cries of pleasure. They fuck again normally and DG who was assaulted an hour ago, asks Alex an most important question. If Alex and MD fucked, because he was dying of jealousy. Here is a guy who knows his priorities.

Next is DG who's at his cafe, a public place, watching softporn by his sex partner is approached by MD. Asshole Alex witnesses this scene and his brain goes into overdrive. And then DG who got some sex tips by MD comes to Alex with a fantasy. Alex who's already on fire, metaphorically speaking, agrees with difficulty. But midway, he snaps with jealousy and shoves his dick into DG when there's already a dildo inside. DG is in fucking pain but he doesn't retaliate by kicking or whatever. Instead he cries and gives a lengthy flashback to appease Alex's jealousy and finally Alex calms down. DG who had to put up with such a horrible experience decides to get back at Asshole Alex. How? By going on a date with his harasser.

Finally the first date (one-sided). DG is nervous as hell and Alex couldn't give a shit about it. They go to the theater and DG uses the "guilt card" to have some romantic moments with the guy of his dreams. And then they play a game where Asshole Alex isn't too happy about losing and is on the verge of snapping at DG.
And that's how it stands.

So this entire story is about two pretty freaky characters and that is an understatement. I see a plot creepier than Boku no Pico and nothing else. But that is perfectly fine, there are all kinds of stories, who's to judge? Though the most bothersome thing is, I don't see why this is considered a love story at all? A gay guy with zero courage who's got it really really bad for one body with abs and a sexy face(because come on guys, I don't see ANY other reason for DG being with Alex) and a egoistic prick who treats him like trash is the new face of boys love? But DG did have fantasies of being a dog for Asshole Alex so is this perhaps actually working out for both characters and we are being wrong in assuming DG is suffering?

Wouldn't you agree that it would be better for both the characters to get professional help before they go about being a couple? There is a giant can of worms between them and the possibility of a relationship. But wait, I'm jumping the gun, Alex doesn't even want a relationship but he gets jealous as fuck when his sex partner talks to other men. Would have been easier and more enjoyable on me if it had the horror tag. I would have been mentally prepared for this stuff that way.
Anyway, this is just me with my thoughts of this manhwa. Signing off now.