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I'm putting this off in reading but decided to finally read this and all of that shit happenings I don't know what to say and I don't know what I'm feeling right now it's just it left a heavy feeling totally and the ending doesn't even help and make sense itself. The story just progress into unnecessary dark/angst arc. I'm not against the angst infact it makes me thrilled but because why does Jooin have to repeatedly experienced getting gang raped while not totally cope from having PTSD. Also imagine you're already ripped and swollen in your ass but you still keep wanting getting drilled. Girl, I'm the one getting hurt especially those blood dripping in his legs. The sudden death of Pilwon doesn't even make sense. Author just gave him an easy way out. He should be the one experienced being gang raped, chopped him into pieces and throw his fckng parts in the Atlantic ocean and not the twin brother getting raped (I don't know why but I'm highly interested in those twins). It's just sad that author doesn't even give us some fluff or wholesome moment of the two. I don't know what to say. It's good specially the sex scene between the two but there's still lacking what I'm hoping for. I just wouldn't recommend to reread this again if you doesn't want to left with emotional trauma and heavy heart.