Ichigo October 17, 2023 12:02 am

to be clear, I do not condone cheating whatsoever, but the context and circumstances here are a bit different than the common scenarios. He grew up being abused his whole life as a child, and SEVEN years of mental and physical abuse as an adult, that's not something that can be fixed or healed over night. He doesn't cheat for fun or pleasure or because he's in love with the black haired seme, but because he has been CONDITIONED into dependance and submission. He's literally mentally ill. someone like him subconsciously seeks certainty, something that's familiar and a relationship where he doesn't have to feel or think for himself. So brown haired guy being impatient or constantly doubting him etc. basically trigger his subconscious to retreat back to what he knows, like a defense mechanism. Again, I'm not saying any of that excuses or justifies his wrong actions, and at the end of the day, MC is simply unfit and unable to maintain a healthy relationship without extensive therapy.
And That being said I'll probably either drop this or wait until it's completed.

    aaa October 17, 2023 12:19 am

    This exactly. Obviously cheating is wrong, but this is also a story about someone that’s never known real love and would self-destruct at any second to have it. A seven year long abusive relationship is hard to break out of for anyone, but especially for someone who struggles with affection like this MC. I just feel pity for him :/. I hope that no matter where the story goes, he can at least develop and feel happiness at the end of it.

    Ichigo October 23, 2023 9:25 pm
    This exactly. Obviously cheating is wrong, but this is also a story about someone that’s never known real love and would self-destruct at any second to have it. A seven year long abusive relationship is hard ... aaa

    right. someone like him unfortunately has never known what a healthy relationship looks like, be it family or love or whatever... even if he does find someone who can help him heal, the partner needs to fully understand his past and accept him as he is. As in, they should understand that mc will unconsciously do things that may cause problems in the relationship. it's just all so sad tbh...

    notyourfriend October 25, 2023 2:56 am

    I’m only dropping in to read the reactions from people because I am so hesitant to watch the brown haired guy get heartbroken. Because the black haired guy is ill, it’s not his fault, and there’s no one to hate on here (besides the abusive ex but it’s not enough )

    Ichigo October 31, 2023 6:42 pm
    I’m only dropping in to read the reactions from people because I am so hesitant to watch the brown haired guy get heartbroken. Because the black haired guy is ill, it’s not his fault, and there’s no one t... notyourfriend

    reading chapter by chapter has been stressful ngl lol so I think I'm gonna go ahead and finish the raws. I'd be happy to spoil in detail afterwards

    plinky25 November 6, 2023 1:33 pm

    Sorry but reading the season/raws during the time the mc cheated on him- I didn’t see the brown haired guy doubting him or being impatient at all. They had a perfectly fine relationship and things were going well. But it was the mc’s insecurities that caused himself to be the one doubting and being paranoid. He was so insecure that he saw the brown haired guy simply talking and walking side by side (no physical contact, no reasonable actions or expressions to cause a misunderstanding), next to a girl that he just imagined him cheating. He started being cold and withdrawn from brown hair and not communicating his worries and eventually took the initiative to cheat by calling up his ex for comfort. He only realized his mistake the morning after but he fully enjoyed the deed during it.
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    The brown haired guy only became suspicious AFTER the mc continued to cheat and sneak out multiple times in the middle of the night to meet his ex. The brown hair guy caught on and eventually confronted him one day, the mc was in denial and got defensive, trying to hide the evidence of love bites all over his body. (If I remember correctly the mc was still being withdrawn and cold to the brown haired guy to avoid him finding out).

    plinky25 November 6, 2023 1:38 pm

    I can understand the mc’s trauma and I wouldn’t have minded if he was struggling and going back and forth if he wasn’t in a relationship. What bothered me the most was how things were basically settled and he was fully in a healthy relationship with the brown haired guy, but then decided to go back to the ex and made a mistake. I don’t blame too much for the continuous cheating after the first time since the ex blackmailed him saying he would tell brown haired guy he cheated on him. The mc got scared and did what he wanted in exchange of keeping it a secret. Afterwards, brown hair found out and of course was reasonably upset and left while the mc cried and ran after him.

    I just think if the mc was at least aware of anything internal issues he was struggling with, I wish he would’ve decided to never date until he was mentally ready. To avoid hurting brown hair.

    notyourfriend November 7, 2023 4:48 pm
    I can understand the mc’s trauma and I wouldn’t have minded if he was struggling and going back and forth if he wasn’t in a relationship. What bothered me the most was how things were basically settled an... plinky25

    This!!! Hurts me so much because brown hair doesn’t know a THING about that terrible relationship. I feel so bad for him to have to go through all of that.

    Ichigo November 7, 2023 6:00 pm
    I can understand the mc’s trauma and I wouldn’t have minded if he was struggling and going back and forth if he wasn’t in a relationship. What bothered me the most was how things were basically settled an... plinky25

    this is a more detailed spoiler than I was aware of.. and truly awful of mc, I agree. While I do have sympathy for him, there's only so much that can be excused because of trauma. Like I said earlier, mc is just unfit and incapable of maintaining a healthy relationship as he is now, so shouldn't have started with brown haired to begin with, especially when he's still mentally shackled to his abuser. it's a terrible situation for both of them, and I hope there's some kind of healing for them at the end. sigh

    plinky25 November 7, 2023 6:26 pm
    this is a more detailed spoiler than I was aware of.. and truly awful of mc, I agree. While I do have sympathy for him, there's only so much that can be excused because of trauma. Like I said earlier, mc is jus... Ichigo

    Yeah honestly, I’m a little biased since I’ve read many trash ML stories where the top is the one being terrible and cheating- so when the mc does it, especially to someone who doesn’t deserve it, I don’t see much redemption when it comes to salvaging the relationship. (I do always give benefit of the doubt and exceptions to cheating due to rare circumstances).

    The best ending I see is the MC actually becoming independent, healing from his trauma, and not getting into a relationship at all. Despite how cute brown hair and mc were, I can’t deny the fact that mc likely gave brown hair trauma as well from his cheating, so now brown hair is suffering due to mc. I would like brown hair to stand his ground and not go back to such a complicated relationship. (Since I’ve seen a couple of mc’s who either cheat or go back and forth between two leads but the good ML is a pushover and forgives whatever the mc does). At most it’d be nice if they became friends. I really hope the author doesn’t brush aside the pain brown haired suffered simply cause mc is a victim of his own trauma. Both trauma’s should be addressed.

    Rin May 5, 2024 9:54 am
    Yeah honestly, I’m a little biased since I’ve read many trash ML stories where the top is the one being terrible and cheating- so when the mc does it, especially to someone who doesn’t deserve it, I don�... plinky25

    Yes exactly. Thanks for saying that.

Ichigo October 16, 2023 11:27 pm

I hope he keeps up that energy in the future too

    Titanium1 November 5, 2023 12:43 am

    Ikr not once but twice how satisfactory (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

    Anonim January 13, 2024 10:53 pm
    Ikr not once but twice how satisfactory (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 Titanium1

    TWICE MENTIONED

Ichigo October 16, 2023 11:17 pm

green haired bitch is obviously in love with mc so he's fcking a look-alike.. assholes like him who use and abuse someone else as a replacement are a different kind of scum in my opinion. They don't even treat the substitute like a human being

Ichigo October 16, 2023 10:48 pm

I feel so bad for the Alpha that's being catfished. He seems like a decent guy who genuinely liked the real Omega.. yet this asshole is having the time of his life pretending to be someone he's not without a care in the world for the consequences of his actions or Alpha's feelings. And what exactly made him qualified to be a love counselor in the first place?? cuz he's doing a piss poor job at that too. He himself needs therapy and counseling. I really hope there's enough suffering and groveling once the Alpha learns the truth.

Ichigo October 16, 2023 10:39 pm

I started this for the pretty art and I was hoping for a decent plot, but I'm dropping it after reading the spoilers. I was already annoyed by ML's actions and behavior, but it seems he's even worse than I thought. Insufferable trashy asshole!

Ichigo October 16, 2023 8:21 am

I understand wanting to set boundaries, and yes he should focus on his training, but I feel like that was poorly done on Dante's part. He's making one sided decisions to cut off all contact without considering Rafael's feelings.. it's clear that he's sad and hurt, and even he himself knows it's unlike Rafael to mess up etc. so why not have an actual conversation with him to see what's really going on??

Ichigo October 16, 2023 8:08 am

but idk about the blonde kid.. his face is unappealing to me. not sure how I feel about their dynamic/age either, and I don't feel any chemistry. Jess's character is being wasted..

Ichigo October 16, 2023 7:47 am

packages get miss delivered all the time, wtf is his problem? why would you open someone else's package in the first place? mc is an actual idiot too.

Ichigo October 16, 2023 8:22 am

bro, he just shared a very traumatic memory and told you about how his entire family was murdered in front of him... and you want him to masturbate for you?? after also telling you that he doesn't have much sexual desires?!

Ichigo October 16, 2023 7:18 am

this chapter really pissed me off. I feel so bad for MC!
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apparently he was gang raped in his past life, and he has to put up with his constant harassment in this life?? give him a fcking break!

    Tobi_Tobi October 16, 2023 8:06 am

    Whattt??? I didn’t get that from what I read at all

    Blue October 16, 2023 8:37 am
    Whattt??? I didn’t get that from what I read at all Tobi_Tobi

    Yeah same wait what???? Which chapter was that from hold on....

    pyongpyong October 16, 2023 11:27 am
    Yeah same wait what???? Which chapter was that from hold on.... Blue

    here are the raws and it happens at chapter 14
    https://evil-manga.eu/manga/that-sexapparition/

    pyongpyong October 16, 2023 11:28 am
    Whattt??? I didn’t get that from what I read at all Tobi_Tobi

    same it seems unnecessary even for "plot"

    orangeyeji October 17, 2023 1:02 am

    Now why would you spoil me

    orangeyeji October 17, 2023 1:03 am
    Now why would you spoil me orangeyeji

    I mean did

    Tobi_Tobi October 17, 2023 7:28 am
    here are the raws and it happens at chapter 14https://evil-manga.eu/manga/that-sexapparition/ pyongpyong

    Wow welp. We can’t have nice things anymore ig rip another story

    Suga October 17, 2023 12:48 pm

    Literally!!! Wtf is he degrading him when he never wanted that in his previous life

    Ichigo October 17, 2023 7:56 pm
    Literally!!! Wtf is he degrading him when he never wanted that in his previous life Suga

    exactly!! shit is pissing me off

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