
I actually liked this better before... cuz wtf is even happening?? what's with this random weird "romance" now?? it's giving stockholm syndrome! Does mc have nothing else to do but sit around and wait for blondie?!? he doesn't have a life? If this story was going to continue, I really wish it'd focus on him fixing and healing his broken life, get back on his feet, and find joy and peace in his freedom. but I guess everything he went through did too much damage...

I love that they're like the most normal and realistic looking gay couple!!! neither is over the top beefy and big nor is either of them a small twink. no third leg sized dick either... both of them are very regular, yet super attractive, dudes. I really love that about this story!! and Angel's character is a breath of fresh air. Josh is also very likable!

maybe I missed something... but him suffering to this degree seems a little out of nowhere. doesn't it?? like, up until the day Sein went missing, he wasn't feeling no remorse for anything he'd done to Sein. if anything, he was actually gloating and feeling full of himself knowing that Sein was in love with him. So how is he falling to shambles so suddenly?!? idk if it's just me but I ain't buying it. I'm still not convinced he actually loves Sein.. whatever he's feeling seems to be a byproduct of his bonder's wishes. He wasnt feeling shit until Sein started wishing for real.

sure he's obviously better than 80% of all these other tops.. but the unnecessarily rough sex is so... idk, unnecessary!? especially given the fact that Taegun isn't even in his right mind so you can't exactly call it consensual either... shoving his dick in when he wasnt even ready and forcing his head down really pissed me off. but go ahead and call him cute or whatever

Yeah 100 percent agreed. Like in this situation i would have expected him to take more care and be gentle with him because he cant remember anything rn, why would u treat someone u love in this way when they're in a vulnerable position that they cant control. His character changing to be more rough and kinda mean is like :/ the opposite of character development tbh and if i was mc i would feel angry and hurt to be treated this way when ml KNEW mc wasn't in the right state of mind, especially when having bad experiences with guides, why would he be so forceful? Shoving his face into the desk too like :/
I hate it when writers try to throw a pity party for scumbags like him and want you to feel bad for them or something MC has to be the most fcking stupid idiot to go back with him... once a pushover always a pushover I guess
i don't think it's a pity party, i think it's actual character development.
I get that a lot of people feels rape is unforgivable (before u attack me; I agree tbh), but the author clearly disagrees.
and even tho seme did terrible things, he is GENUINELY sorry (don't fucking come up and say it's crocodile tears, you read the story too, it's so fucking obvious he's genuinely sorry, you LITERALLY read his mind. his apology IS true), and he is TAKING ACCOUNTABILITY. So no, it's not a pity party, because he's not deflecting blame or playing victim (not anymore at least). If he continues this path, he'll end up becoming a better person. It's character development.
Feeling bad after repeating the bad things you do isn't character development, it's like me stealing and doing it over again and the only thing different Is I feel guilty after, I get he feels bad but that's just feeling something not doing something to change
I disagree with the other commentor, this is totally a pity party. He feels bad & guilty because he got caught & MC decided to leave him. So now he's trying to do damage control. That's what it's coming off as. Seme had alot of opportunities to do the right thing, & he thought about it, & still chose to just keep violationing the MC.
Sorry I'm venting cuz this chapter frustrated me so much!!
he stopped doing it though? And he IS trying to be a better person too? And he's changing his personality slowly, becoming more empathetic and compassionate. It's not a pity party, it's character development.
This is gay fiction in a manhwa. It's a low-grade-writing about practically gay porn, don't analyze it like it's fucking Kafka. What you see is what it is: the bitch seme IS sorry, he IS becoming a better person.
If this is an actual literature with more depth or if this is real life, obviously you're right, but it's NOT.
I get so frustrated with ppl like u sometimes, it's like you're absolutely blind to context. Why are you relating this dumb ass fiction with reality, your own experience, or acting as if it's a higher form of literature with things to look into? This shit is shallow asf, the seme IS sorry, you LITERALLY READ HIS MIND.
WHY are you bringing real life logic into it?? It's like you're pulling out a chemistry formula just to answer 2+2, like bro why??? Get the context bro.
If you just had said: This manga has shit logic and it doesn't fit my taste, that actually would have made sense more.
You saying that the seme isn't sorry and that this is a pity party is plain wrong, because it's LITERALLY not what happened. You're like making your own story if you said that.
sorry if I sounded aggressive but it's just so frustrating that you don't get the basic logic of a context.
If you want to read something with more depth or multiple interpretation and make up your own pov of the story then go read Franz Kafka or David Foster, NOT a hyper-unrealistic gay manga on a hack site.
Look like someone struggle with basic criticism skills
exactly! thank you
exactly! making a conscious decision to change because you realize what you're doing is wrong and abusive Vs. "if I don't change I will lose him so I have no choice" are NOT the same. This isn't the character development the other commenter thinks it is... he's just desperate now and ofc will do anything to do damage control. He had every opportunity to do things differently in this life and do right by Geolson, but instead he chose to blackmail and violate him over and over again.