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Im the type of person that when j like someone id keep it to grave and rather die than confess unless they found out without me telling them and im also don't like telling anyone about my personal feelings i have a habit of bottling it all up.

So the situation is i always end up one sided admiration and right now im secretly admiring someone for about a year now without telling that person or anyone else. Then one day i found out that my classmate and that person are dating then my classmates asked for advice about thier relationship.

I really struggled keeping a smile while they tell me the story of how lovely dovey then are. It's like my heart is being stabbled over and over again.

Can anyone tell me a good way to make this feelings go away