"Loving you feels like loving myself" BRO THESE TWO ARE SO MADLY INLOVE — IM GALLOPING. This is literally my fav line in the novel. The way they love each other is literally so beautiful. Neither of them asked to be seen, yet somehow, they saw each other.
IT HAVE NOVEL??? pls do shareee
My fatass finger pressed dislike on yet another comment on accident
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HAHAA please they’re so cute in the novel <3
Okay yall they had me rooting for soohan and sungjoon ngl.... IT HURTS THAT THEY COULDVE BEEN SUCH A GOOD COUPLE.
AND dont EVEN get me started with sungjoon's ass wife bruv
To be honest, the MC is not that bad but I do understand why people will relate to him or hate him. He's okayish written too.
First of all, he’s not really a good guy, but he’s not bad either—he’s morally grey. He’s selfish, and there’s nothing inherently wrong with that. But I get why people might be turned off by him wishing death upon or hating that poor innocent transfer student, Taesan, just because his crush likes him. (Fyi I will die for taesan)
Despite that, the MC still helps him. Sure, it’s partly to “get rid” of him in a way, but he’s clearly conflicted about his feelings—the guilt. He tries to reassure himself, like in that one chapter where he let Taesan sleep over, telling himself that he’s only helping to look "good." But the story implies he feels empathetic toward him, especially when he says “don’t misunderstand” in that panel. That line hints that his motives aren’t completely selfish—there’s a part of him that cares, whether he admits it or not.
There are also moments where he feels disgusted, knowing that Taesan sees him as "the light" or "savior" when that was never his true intention. But on the other hand, he takes advantage of that image. By allowing Taesan to idealize him, he gains a certain level of control over the situation, which he uses to his benefit—like when he advised Taesan to transfer schools, supposedly to escape bullying, but in reality, to get rid of him.
His character is consistent too. Since he’s a people pleaser who’s always lived the way everyone wants him to, it makes sense that he’d focus so much on his crush. His mood becomes dependent on him, and he constantly does favors—desperately trying to be liked. Even after being hurt multiple times by him, he still expects him to care. And even after getting beaten in that chapter, he quietly cleans up the mess himself, not because he’s okay with what happened, but because he doesn’t want his caretaker to worry. The fact that he goes so far as to lie about it shows how deeply ingrained his need to keep up appearances and not be a burden.
Plus, he’s so real for crying. He doesn’t want to be the villain, the conflict, or just a side character in his crush’s story… but he is, and he’s painfully aware of that.
Anyway, this is just my take. I know not everyone will agree, and that’s fine. So please take this with a grain of salt. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Jun feels more human in my opinion
he is not more human, he’s the most unrealistic written character in this manhwa what bfr
As ive said "in my opinion", i respect ur take on that however me saying hes more human - its because he's selfish , he's jealous, he's a ppl pleaser and so on which for me represents emotions of a human being rather than just kind. Anyway you do you. It was just my take on that
I love how we are ALL grieving about charin. I thought jts jst me, but turns out in the clerb we are all fam. But like I can't believe we got EDGED on a happy ending for them. Wdym they finally met, made up, confessed, and fucked BUT then in a blink of an eye, charin is dead...??? like gyatt damn. I wasn't aware of your game, author.
This story feels so human because of how the MC stays true to his character: awkward, shy, and timid yet still pushes himself out of his comfort zone to express his feelings for the ML. He is completely smitten. Even though the ML has a future fiancé, he can't help but hold onto his love for the ML, even if it means being selfish. Despite being rejected too, he still prioritizes the ML’s happiness, going so far as to try and save his sister from a death, even if it makes him look like a stalker, weirdo or a creep. Which is a nightmare to be perceived by. Especially, if its your crush too. YET does so, cause he loves the ML and knows the future events.
Yes, trying to "steal" the ML from his fiancé is selfish, but honestly, I can’t blame him. If I were in his position, I’d want to take my chance and convey my feelings too. The heart wants what it wants after all. And that, to me, is what makes him feel so real too. It’s almost ironic.. he’s timid, yet when it comes to love, he’s willing to cross lines he normally wouldn’t dare to. Being selfish then the next selfless. It’s so human, how contradictory and hypocritical his actions are, and that's what I love about him.
I DO get why some people wouldn’t like the MC, and that’s fair. But personally, I don’t think he’s *that* bad.
yeah i usually don't like the kind of plotline where the mc tries to "steal" away someone but i kinda can't hate the mc cause even if the rest of the story is a little weird, the mc is well written i think
I'm a bit lost in the story rn but hey its going great i guess..! (im in distressed everytime I read this /gen)
Right it’s like at any moment something will go wrong or another plot twist. I hate too intricate stories that nobody can understand the plot of.
im sorry but yeoenaowb or whatever the hell that beta's name was deserves a whole ahh manwha for himself. HE NEEDA ESCAPE THIS SHI BRO. Nah cause he's a saint fr. If my mom and my ex did this, id crashout big time. Perchance, they might not live to see the next day too.
“In this world, there’s no such thing as a worthless life.”
That line hits me especially hard when you think about who he becomes: an older man living with Alzheimer’s, full of regret, fading memories, and a life that seems to have slipped away from him. But what the story shows so beautifully is that even if he forgot, even if he never got to say the things he needed to, his life still had meaning.
He loved someone deeply. He felt joy, pain, longing — all the things that make a life worth living.
He made mistakes, yes. He hesitated. He lost time. But he also remembered, even at the end, what mattered most. And that memory was enough to reach across time — to remind his younger self (and all of us) that just existing, just feeling and loving, makes a life meaningful. The story is also a reminder to take the chances we get while we still have them. To speak when we’re afraid, to listen when someone reaches out, and to really see the people around us.
Because sometimes we don’t realize the value of a moment until it’s already gone.
And sometimes, it takes looking back (or forward) to realize that even a life full of regrets can still be filled with meaning.
ANYWAY, IM GONNA CRY IN THE CORNER NOW.