avivi February 19, 2025 2:11 am

To be honest, the MC is not that bad but I do understand why people will relate to him or hate him. He's okayish written too.

First of all, he’s not really a good guy, but he’s not bad either—he’s morally grey. He’s selfish, and there’s nothing inherently wrong with that. But I get why people might be turned off by him wishing death upon or hating that poor innocent transfer student, Taesan, just because his crush likes him. (Fyi I will die for taesan)

Despite that, the MC still helps him. Sure, it’s partly to “get rid” of him in a way, but he’s clearly conflicted about his feelings—the guilt. He tries to reassure himself, like in that one chapter where he let Taesan sleep over, telling himself that he’s only helping to look "good." But the story implies he feels empathetic toward him, especially when he says “don’t misunderstand” in that panel. That line hints that his motives aren’t completely selfish—there’s a part of him that cares, whether he admits it or not.

There are also moments where he feels disgusted, knowing that Taesan sees him as "the light" or "savior" when that was never his true intention. But on the other hand, he takes advantage of that image. By allowing Taesan to idealize him, he gains a certain level of control over the situation, which he uses to his benefit—like when he advised Taesan to transfer schools, supposedly to escape bullying, but in reality, to get rid of him.

His character is consistent too. Since he’s a people pleaser who’s always lived the way everyone wants him to, it makes sense that he’d focus so much on his crush. His mood becomes dependent on him, and he constantly does favors—desperately trying to be liked. Even after being hurt multiple times by him, he still expects him to care. And even after getting beaten in that chapter, he quietly cleans up the mess himself, not because he’s okay with what happened, but because he doesn’t want his caretaker to worry. The fact that he goes so far as to lie about it shows how deeply ingrained his need to keep up appearances and not be a burden.

Plus, he’s so real for crying. He doesn’t want to be the villain, the conflict, or just a side character in his crush’s story… but he is, and he’s painfully aware of that.

Anyway, this is just my take. I know not everyone will agree, and that’s fine. So please take this with a grain of salt. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    sechan February 20, 2025 12:35 pm

    Jun feels more human in my opinion

    duyen February 22, 2025 9:15 am
    Jun feels more human in my opinion sechan

    he is not more human, he’s the most unrealistic written character in this manhwa what bfr

    sechan February 22, 2025 1:40 pm
    he is not more human, he’s the most unrealistic written character in this manhwa what bfr duyen

    As ive said "in my opinion", i respect ur take on that however me saying hes more human - its because he's selfish , he's jealous, he's a ppl pleaser and so on which for me represents emotions of a human being rather than just kind. Anyway you do you. It was just my take on that

avivi February 11, 2025 6:15 pm

I love how we are ALL grieving about charin. I thought jts jst me, but turns out in the clerb we are all fam. But like I can't believe we got EDGED on a happy ending for them. Wdym they finally met, made up, confessed, and fucked BUT then in a blink of an eye, charin is dead...??? like gyatt damn. I wasn't aware of your game, author.

avivi January 29, 2025 1:23 pm

This story feels so human because of how the MC stays true to his character: awkward, shy, and timid yet still pushes himself out of his comfort zone to express his feelings for the ML. He is completely smitten. Even though the ML has a future fiancé, he can't help but hold onto his love for the ML, even if it means being selfish. Despite being rejected too, he still prioritizes the ML’s happiness, going so far as to try and save his sister from a death, even if it makes him look like a stalker, weirdo or a creep. Which is a nightmare to be perceived by. Especially, if its your crush too. YET does so, cause he loves the ML and knows the future events.

Yes, trying to "steal" the ML from his fiancé is selfish, but honestly, I can’t blame him. If I were in his position, I’d want to take my chance and convey my feelings too. The heart wants what it wants after all. And that, to me, is what makes him feel so real too. It’s almost ironic.. he’s timid, yet when it comes to love, he’s willing to cross lines he normally wouldn’t dare to. Being selfish then the next selfless. It’s so human, how contradictory and hypocritical his actions are, and that's what I love about him.

I DO get why some people wouldn’t like the MC, and that’s fair. But personally, I don’t think he’s *that* bad.

    punpurin January 31, 2025 4:47 am

    yeah i usually don't like the kind of plotline where the mc tries to "steal" away someone but i kinda can't hate the mc cause even if the rest of the story is a little weird, the mc is well written i think

avivi January 23, 2025 2:40 pm

I'm a bit lost in the story rn but hey its going great i guess..! (im in distressed everytime I read this /gen)

    2touchy January 24, 2025 9:25 am

    Right it’s like at any moment something will go wrong or another plot twist. I hate too intricate stories that nobody can understand the plot of.

avivi January 11, 2025 4:36 pm

im sorry but yeoenaowb or whatever the hell that beta's name was deserves a whole ahh manwha for himself. HE NEEDA ESCAPE THIS SHI BRO. Nah cause he's a saint fr. If my mom and my ex did this, id crashout big time. Perchance, they might not live to see the next day too.

avivi January 3, 2025 4:37 pm

it was going good.. then it started to not be. I don't like how these characters are going thru this MUCH shit like DAMN. its lit so messy too. Cause LIKE first of all, save jian?!?! why does his shit keep pilling up. Second of all, I wish the focus (main / 2nd couple) in the story wouldn't keep switching. I do get the appeal but maybe its jst not for me. Its jst overwhelming. Anyway, I'm gonna drop this. I just wish the BEST for these characters cause this is literally so depressing I can't. WISHING THEM A GOOD ENDING FR. ON EVERYONES.. SOUL WHO IS READINF THIS!!!

    Huaran January 4, 2025 11:47 pm

    Same. And I feel like it’s hard to save someone that doesn’t really want to be saved or doesn’t let someone else help them. This is so frustrating!

    Huaran January 4, 2025 11:47 pm

    Oh shit I forgot that secretary can help (I guess) but he’s holding off, since he wants Jian to come to him first for help. So annoying!

avivi December 20, 2024 3:39 am

SORRY BUT I hate how the mc constantly RELIES too much on them. Like, its not like they'll always be there to help them.. and THATS A GIVEN, SO its driving me insane. Throughout all those chapters, the mc could've been taught about how to defend themself esp with how things are going.

I wish the next season will teach them about their power and how to use it CONCIOUSLY. SIGHS.

avivi October 28, 2024 1:50 am

WHAT THE GYATTY!!!! THIS IS SOO WOWZA.. like I cant believe this made me jump off my seat. THEY ARE SO CUTE AND WOW AND AHH. The ending just ties this all togsther. IM CRYUNGGGG. IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM.

avivi October 12, 2024 7:32 am

IM SO HAPPY THEY FINALLY TALKED IT OUT!! like the sex was not surprising at the end but at least they had a proper conversation before that. LETS JUST HOPE THIS LASTS!!

but knowing my instincts as a reader and with this being only chapter 19... the dread is there. SIGHS BEYONCÉ PROTECT US.

avivi October 3, 2024 7:50 pm

they have to talk this thru the next chapter. LIKE id deadgyatt cry if it went with straight up sex like PLSPLSPLSSLPSLS S HEAR EACH OTHER OUT thisnis making my hope die...!

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