can i just say one thing...this is actually surprisingly traumatising like my guy is in a really really bad mental state, like, i actually think this needs trigger warning, because IVE HEALED MY TRAUMA BUT THIS IS LIKE REMINDING ME OF IT AND OMG I JUST, THE BETA-GUY NEEDS THERAPY, NOT TWO IDIOTIC BOYFRIENDS WHO KEEP PLAYING THE DAMN VICTIM GOD IM MAD AND SCARED RN IDK
