
I'm sorry but why does he hate his defense mechanism? Most omegas would kill for that and he calls himself a monster? I feel like in terms of omegaverse this wouldn't be an omega's first thought? It only activates when he is in danger

Because he got traumatized by it... Imagine as a kid feeling so scared by someone that it overwhelms ur senses and BOOM. the person is FOAMING AT THE MOUTH passed out on the floor and there's literally no one else to blame for it other than you. AND HE ENDS UP COMATOSE FOR 3 DAYS. 3 DAYSSS??? WHATT???? I would be scared and blame myself too because that's scary . What if it happens to someone I care about? Or someone I need conscious??? Hell naw bro

Is it attempted murder if a victim didn't intend for it to happen (it wasn't pre-meditated) and their body defended them from get coerced and raped by alphas who intentionally use their pheromones to subdue omegas because they believe they are "lesser" than them? What about the crime of the alphas here? I think it's a "you get what you deserve" type if situation. I understand the trauma from hurting his cousin, but concerning other strangers or alphas that would harm him which happens to him quite often every board meeting--idk at the very least I didn't expect him to be suppressing that defense mechanism using medication considering how much he depends on his "monster body" to not go into heat every board meeting and get raped. Personally I think he doesn't have much survival instincts. And who knows, maybe something the cousin did, put him into a state of fear that his body worked to protect him from immediately and suppressed his memories of that moment. In any case I think thay defense mechanism is a good thing.

Those alphas in that meeting were so fucking disrespectful. Even if they were mad talking thay way has no professionalism. And also them intentionally using their pheromones to pressure owen??? Can those motherfuckers go to jail? Like that's literally coercion. Like how are those assholes on the board? Gahhhh I'm so triggered by his working environment

I like how this is written and the story telling! I expected it to be regurgitated villainess content that I've seen before, but It went beyond my expectations. I love the MC, she's smart and able to assess situations calmly and she acts tactfully with the information given to her, even if she's reacting emotionally due to anger--she makes sure to calculate her emotions into the equation. And it's just so fucking SATISFYING when she fights head on and reads them to filth. I'm so glad I found another strong female lead who doesn't stay silent and actually gives back the same energy to those bitches

I'm calling it rn he's gonna eventually fuck the sunbae isn't he? Cuz he's a dumbass bitch who has no spine to stand for what he wants. I can't handle thisssss. Someone spoil me cuz If that happens I'm going to RAGE. I'm so done with misunderstandings tropes like FUCK U SPINLESS BASTARDS AND DIE SUNBAE MOTHERFUCKER

Ngl...... chapter 25 backstory was cringe LMAO. Just my opinion but I cant stop laughing. Like it's cool to see a ML for once realize he is a character of a book. But dear lord the way this was executed sent me . Like imagine your most embarrassing cringe moments were a YouTube reaction video that went viral but instead of dying from embarrassment, you just yell at your computer screen, "Noooo stopppp!", but then an unknown YouTuber makes a reaction video and says, "No you dont understand him guys! But at least I'm here for you edwin, I love you!"...... is how I feel about this chapter. Are u saying she unironically, and sincerely loved a fictional character so much that she got angry at the princess character and said, "you dont understand love! at least I'm here for you, edwin I love you!". That part took me out . I would also argue that the ML definitely is not normal either like true to his backstory, he's still "devoting himself to the first desire he feels", but now instead of the princess it's the MC, all cuz she's the anomaly in his 2nd life. Like I thought he gonna be the logical pragmatic type, but turns out he's the possessive type.
That story of Guwon crushing the skulls of the Vet's children and his wife in front of his eyes made my pussy dry up so fast I dont want our MC to sleep with him anymore. But that's not gonna happen lmao. From now on I'm changing gears. I'm not here for the smut anymore the plot is just too interesting. Also I can't find that zombie hot anymore until he gets a redemption arc or something.
Couldn't have said it better