Fuji is more of an alpha due to his lineage than the VP with his beta/omega parents...and I fantasize that his love for his sempai draws out stronger and stronger alpha instincts. I want to see Fuji establish dominance over that alpha and take his bae back but that probably won't happen. The best we can hope for is some kind of 3some. The alpha only wants to screw-no love lost there; Fuji & Yuki love each other and can continue to have great sex as long as Fuji keeps that collar on.
I agree with you on that, but I kinda don't want to see a threesome with this manga because I feel like that Yuki will unintentiolly focus more on the VP more so than Fuji because of instincs. I don't know, I just feel like it won't go too well with all three of them in the same room, with two of them trying to have sex on the same person.
Yeah, no. If it happens, I will pass. I may read it, but proably not be able to approve this type of "relationship". -__-
Yuki is trying to protect Fuji from getting hurt, can't you see? It is obvious that Yuki's heart and mind belong to his kouhai though his body betrays him and longs for it's fated pair who comes off like an ass and who is no better than the alpha step dad who kicked his mom to the curb...but I digress. Yuki is afraid that his heart and mind will eventually be won over by the VP and he'll hurt Fuji...he'd rather hurt himself by leaving Fuji's side now. I don't get the sense he thinks he'll fall in love with the VP or vice versa really...it seems like their relationship is more for sex and business convenience. The VP isn't making any attempt to woo Yuki, he's expecting that fate will do all of the work for him.
I get that, but I still feel like that even though he's doing this to protect the people he loves and cherish deeply like Fuji as an example, I believe this will still hurt the both of them in the end. And I think it's unfair for Yuki to full on decide this without Fuji's input at least. I mean the impact of what VP's mother said was what probably made him decide without really talking it out or truly letting him decide wheather or not he's willing to sacerfice everything for his relationship with Fuji.
In other mangas, there's some characters who have completely happy lives even though they were beta-omega or aplha-omega. And I understand they're not in the same "universe"/"world", I believe that if Yuki at least gives this a try and is able to restrain himself from succumbing to his instincts, he may be happy. If it doesn't work out, then okay, go to VP. We all may not be happy about this decison, but we tried right?
I just don't like how Yuki is willingly to give up his true happiness for the "happiness" of his body and the supposed happiness for Fuji because in the end, it's probably just going to lead an unhappy life for everyone.
Was he actually dating his first crush, the one that didn't want to hold his hand? It wasn't clear but I think that would be more traumatic than trying to hold hands with an unrequited crush...Anyway in traditional Japanese society public displays of affection was a no no, even for heterosexual relationships, but geez they were in the middle of nowhere...Also the Manga is marked as ongoing so there may be other chapters out there to translate..I hope
He is not dating his first crush. Now he only has sex with a sexfriend. Since the time his first crush, shreddered his heart into pieces by shouting "disgusting!", there is always this "disgusting" in the back of his mind like a trauma. So he thinks feelings are prohibited. It's only okay if its the body so he doesn't mind even if it hurts.
But his sexfriend loves him and wants a real realationship with him. He shows him in public by telling him his love and not let go of his hand, there is nothing to fear, nothing is disgusting by showing feelings. He is reaching out a hand to free him from his fear.
I hadn't read this in a while so I revisited it to refresh my memory. It is obvious he is not dating his first crush after the country scene when we are fast forwarded to the present..My comment above is ONLY regarding pages 4-8 where I'm trying to get a sense of the depth of the initial trauma. I compare being rejected by your lover vs being rejected by your unrequited crush for a public display of affection. I think the former would be more likely to shatter an oversensitive heart.
I agree with your analysis of the story so far and I think the seme is #boyfriend goals.
Hmm interesting take on the childhood friends turned lovers. Fumi is the one who loved first but Shunpei is the one who makes all the sacrifices...ex. painful sex as the uke; coming out to his friends. Fumi even gets mad that Shunpei doesn't lust for his body the same way he lust for shunpei...give the uke a break, he's obviously straight turned bi...he still likes hetero porn.
so, there seems to be a lot of turtle symbolism throughout these 2 chapters so i looked it up to see what it meant 'Turtles – ‘Kame’
The Japanese believe that the turtle is a symbol for wisdom, luck, protection, and longevity; longevity due to their long lifespan and slow movements. The turtle is magic and unites heaven and earth, with its shell representing heaven and its square underside representing earth.
not sure how that fits in with the story
1. Give great bj or hj
2. Initiate sex
3. Make/buy them a fave food
4. Hugs
5. Dogeza + bj since you're already in a good position
6. Turn things around and make it about you (tsuns only)