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I really do like jahan’s character and I can empathize with his situation but I’m a bit suspicious now, he knew hawon’s stepmother came to find him years ago and lied to her sending her away which makes sense when you realize he and hawon have an extremely codependent relationship. Hawon is the only thing he has and he may have the tendency to self sabotage relationships (unintentionally) he keeps bringing up the possibility of hawon giving his stepmother money and basically forgiving her. I think jahan doesn’t want that bc he wants to be the most important person to hawon as hawon is to him he cherishes him in an unhealthy way (honestly they both do but again it adds up) However it’s a bit odd that Tangbang the man who literally buys information knew that hawon’s stepmom came back to visit him and when he shared that with kwon taeha he was fairly certain that hawon didn’t even know that his stepmom came to visit him years ago. Why/how did he know that at all. To me Kwon taeha also seems a bit suspicious of jahan but I might be misunderstanding that. Overall I think jahan has abandonment trauma which I think was triggered when he saw hawon reading his stepmother’s apology note again he was more visibly upset about it than hawon appeared because A: He’s probably been abandoned before and empathized and B: he feared hawon would forgive her and he’d be abandoned by him as well. Just my thoughts