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i want to stop reading the raws and comment translation bc it kinda ruins the actual translation for me... i dont enjoy it as much anymore bc i feel like i already read it even though its not really the same ;^; can i refrain from reading the comic for 5 weeks come back and start fresh and new we will see
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I've been keeping clear of the raws so far, but now the spoilers were too tempting so I had to check 24-25. Now I will get back on track though!
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this was such a pain to read from chapter 48 on. i felt so sick to my stomach throughout the whole time and now i really feel like i have to throw up. i needed to stop now at chapter 56. normally i would find those sex scenes hot and eunhos demanding intimidating behavior sexy but in this case i just needed to stop reading because it felt so wrong, it was sickening. i would not recommend reading if you have depression or your period, or at best both .
i don't think jaeha is an asshole and deserves this like a lot of comments are suggesting. he is a really sad, borderline and lost person and put himself through hell his whole life. i thought eunho would already know this and understand where jaeha was coming from. the break-up was painful, yes, but nothing that is out of the ordinary. the regret and revenge theme is huge in manhwa so i guess it has to be somewhat overly dramatic but in the end i think this change is still very out of character for eunho. i get the whole point and it makes the story really engaging but its a bit too much.
i also think why the story is so nerve-wracking is because there are a lot of dramatic hints but the solutions are not really satisfiying, a lot of things just feel unneccessary and regretful. there are some plot holes and i remember back in chapter 25 the author said they were half-way through with the story, so i guess they were changing up things and this made everything blew out of proportion.
however, its still a great manhwa. i really enjoyed reading it. the story is a bit flawed and i think i as a reader maybe suffered a bit too much but it was so engaging and i will continue after i regain some strength
also the development of eunho really reminds me of damon from the vampire diaries, anyone?! he used to run after katherine like a puppy and after he got his heart broken he turned into, well, damon.
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i dont get it. why did he react so nonchalant when she said she knows he is dating her oppa? wasnt it his biggest fear that she might find out? or did he believe her being angry before was her finding out he was dating "him"? i have to reread now because i dont understandddd
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he interrupted mari and didn't let her finish her sentence. so he still thinks that he's dating the married dude who's cheating on his wife with mari and cheating on both of them with him. he didn't get the chance to hear the part were she said that it's actually her big brot-
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He is no longer afraid of her finding out.
He dumped Sugar Daddy with the expectation they will no longer be in contact--- he exiled Sugar Daddy out of his life.
So whether Mari knows now is no longer relevant. The guilt he felt about being involved with Mari's lover (and that other lady bitch) was really short lived as he felt horrible over the fact he can't have Sugar Daddy just to himself.
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There are two panels missing on page 13 of chapter 17.
Between the panel which shows DG and the panel where Alex is laughing is a flashback panel (alex's imagination) of DG smiling back in chapter 15 after he visited Alex's broadcasting room (Alex asked him if it makes him that happy and DG smiled happily and answered "Yes! I love it!" which Alex reacted baffled to). After imagining DG's smiling face Alex begins to blush (bc of the wine?) and burst into laughter in the second missing panel.
So Alex is not really only laughing because of the thought of DG being his boyfriend but also because he remembered this exact (very cute) moment, that somehow really stuck with him.
DG being this happy because of him obviously made him happy too.
I think this is a really important part in this chapter!
raws with the two missing panels:
https://toonkor.com/data/file/wtoon/15184546088359.jpg
https://toonkor.com/data/file/wtoon/15184546096396.jpg
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Oops! I forgot to clarify something. I meant to phrase it in a way to state that Mangago has been uploading Lezhin's English translations with some missing panels. Here is the exact example mentioned in this post below to try and make up for my goof:
https://i.imgur.com/5545d8Z.png
Enjoy!
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http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bj_alex/uu/bj_alex-chapter-16/10/
The first panel of Jiwon staring at DG sleeping is missing (it wasn't a major thing so I never pointed it out)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bj_alex/uu/bj_alex-chapter-14/6/
The first part of Chanwoo's question is missing... I can quickly provide it here:
https://i.imgur.com/9zDX7p2.png
I was tempted to point this out when chapter 14 was newer but these missing panels haven't really made anything too confusing...
So, all in all, I do have to bluntly say the webtoon's integrity is a bit lost through Mangago, it's still a free option...so it is what it is.
I personally get all copies from Lezhin even though there is drama there. I'm actually going to great lengths (I feel somewhat comfortable stating I'm in the "intermediate" stages with Hangul and that helps me figure out the Korean writing system with syntax/etc.) to figure out the whole legal situation behind it and unfortunately the BJ Alex webtoon is contracted through Lezhin and my coin purchases (especially the English versions) are mostly going to the Lezhin company and not Mingwa herself.
I also have checked Mingwa's tweets from time to time on Twitter and I know she's retweeted on the Lezhin issue, but there isn't much I can do but just try to remain informed as much as I can and hope BJ Alex's doesn't get put on an indefinite hiatus because of it.
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