spicychocolel#0000 ❤ August 27, 2023 4:56 am

I LOVEBTHEM SM I LOVE THISBAUTHOR AGAJDVSKAGWIZVAJSCWLZVSKZJSHSH

spicychocolel#0000 ❤ August 22, 2023 1:05 am

hyeonjin my baby doesn’t deserve this

spicychocolel#0000 ❤ August 22, 2023 12:59 am

tw opinion!

personally I find straight up asking for consent doesn’t normally show up in BL manga. I don’t see it a lot, they kind of just get in the mood. here, I feel like Yohan (the bottom, I think?) was actually enjoying himself from his own thoughts and facial expressions. i really, REALLY, like this author, and I hope Jay doesn’t become a bad person.

    Jiwon's⛲fountain August 22, 2023 1:01 am

    ikr?and like, maybe people also misunderstand cuz of the translation (since it seems kinda off) but stilll ┗( T﹏T )┛

    Nobody August 22, 2023 1:50 am

    Define “bad”, because Jay is not “good” overall. He’s “nice” to Yohan because he genuinely likes him, but “nice” doesn’t mean “good”.


    Spoiler:



    The novel series is split Into 3 parts. Payback, payoff, and paid paid back. In the last series, paid payback, you find out that Jay doesn’t really feel any emotions and that is something his mom would like him to know, then one summer he goes to a foreign country and he gets a job at a construction site where a lot of shady shit goes down. Eventually Jay kills a few people then goes back home. His mom notices he did something bad and warns him about not doing bad things and she asks again if he feels anything. Then his mom dies and he meets Yohan and seeing Yohan cry finally unfroze his heart and he wanted to take Yohan with him back to the US. Then he says he looked for him and eventually what he felt when he saw Yohan cry was forgotten.
    So in short he’s a sociopath and he shows his sociopathic tendencies throughout the series even with Yohan.


    But that doesn’t mean I don’t like this couple. I’ve come to the conclusion that as long as the “weaker” party knows they’re in a toxic relationship and they’re not complete doormats I don’t mind the toxicity because it just plays into the relationship. Jay is toxic af because of his mental state, but Yohan is no pushover and even though he could never win against Jay, he doesn’t have to.

    Gzxii August 22, 2023 5:29 am
    Define “bad”, because Jay is not “good” overall. He’s “nice” to Yohan because he genuinely likes him, but “nice” doesn’t mean “good”. Spoiler:The novel series is split Into 3 parts. Payb... Nobody

    You are so right with Jay being a sociopath, I don't get yohan tho cuz everytime jay molests him he doesn't seem to like think about it that much???!?!?!?! Idk how to word it better but yeah, if I was yohan I would try to step the fuck away from Jay and like push him away if he tries to molest me

    Nobody August 22, 2023 6:06 am
    You are so right with Jay being a sociopath, I don't get yohan tho cuz everytime jay molests him he doesn't seem to like think about it that much???!?!?!?! Idk how to word it better but yeah, if I was yohan I w... Gzxii

    Jay mentions this all the time. Yoohan feels a lot of guilt for what happened to his family, so everything Jay does to him, Yoohan considers a penance. He’s not thinking about pleasure, that’s why he doesn’t push him away. He wants to be punished.


    Spoiler:


    When they finally have sex, Yoohan is the one that calls up Jay and tells him to “make him cry”, which Jay does and that’s also when Yoohan finally let’s go of that guilt.

    Gzxii August 22, 2023 9:24 am
    Jay mentions this all the time. Yoohan feels a lot of guilt for what happened to his family, so everything Jay does to him, Yoohan considers a penance. He’s not thinking about pleasure, that’s why he doesn�... Nobody

    WOAH now it makes sense btw can you spoil me why yohan wanted jay for him to like "make him cry" I don't mind spoilers

    Nobody August 22, 2023 4:09 pm
    WOAH now it makes sense btw can you spoil me why yohan wanted jay for him to like "make him cry" I don't mind spoilers Gzxii

    I can’t remember exactly, but Jay has been trying to get into Yoohan’s pants by using his feelings of guilt, but at the same time he’s been trying to get Yoohan to let it go using the same methods. Anyway, Yoohan ends up in his old neighborhood and if I remember correctly goes to the place where his brother was killed and I think Jay sends him a text or calls him, but that’s when he tells him to “make him cry” and meets Jay at a hotel. Then the text goes on to say that the first time was tough, but after he cries, the second round was a lot more like actual lovers. So the first round, Jay really showed no mercy since that’s what Yoohan wanted. He didn’t want to feel pleasure, he wanted to be punished.

    spicychocolel#0000 ❤ August 23, 2023 1:37 am
    Define “bad”, because Jay is not “good” overall. He’s “nice” to Yohan because he genuinely likes him, but “nice” doesn’t mean “good”. Spoiler:The novel series is split Into 3 parts. Payb... Nobody

    i meant “bad” as in, well, a rapist

Lily August 17, 2023 12:53 am

i kinda wanted them to die right there.
that would be their happy ending, right?

    Reaper August 17, 2023 1:25 am

    We can have them die in the same spot pilwon dies

    Yandereknifes August 17, 2023 1:43 am

    I was thinking that too

    Catgang__ August 17, 2023 1:51 am

    I ready did think the author would kill them off !! But LMFAO!! THAT WAS NOT EXPECTED!!☠☠

    Reaper August 17, 2023 9:29 am

    I meant cant* who's tryna die near pilwon ... I'd never so im kinda happy that guy saved them even if it was to get his brother back.

Lily August 17, 2023 12:49 am

I’m confused why does everyone want the MC.. imo he ain’t even cute

    Porcelain Girl August 17, 2023 7:48 am

    I'm pretty sure it's the power of his magical cum

    MochiYomi♥ August 17, 2023 9:01 am

    He is cuteeee, look at that pretty pink cocklet, the tiny (again) pink rim and his cute flushed face when he's cumming, you're so blind

Lily August 13, 2023 9:01 pm

When she shot him I actually laughed bcs its FUNNY how bad the ending is. like this had SO much potential, but the ending was SO FUCKING RANDOM LIKE ☠

Lily August 10, 2023 10:32 pm

this is unfunny just stop

Lily August 8, 2023 2:11 pm

NO BLACK BOXES?? thank you translators you have blessed us

also dayummm zhen hao is SOOO FINE

    TrueEyes9 August 8, 2023 2:56 pm

    Ikr he’s lucky for having him

Lily August 8, 2023 2:08 pm

i feel like the seme looks more uke, but it seems people like it the way it is. plus WHY HE ALWAYS COMING SO FAST like cmon bro..

Lily August 8, 2023 4:21 am

ngl they are both assholes, these levels of testosterone r crazy

i loventhe author tho they always leave me hooked

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