
So This particular scene was my favorite in the whole novel and it contained Ruby's determination and unwavering love for his husband...
Cesare asked Ruby to come with him and he will make her the queen...
To that Ruby replied....
"You asked me if I wanted to be a queen? When I'm with him. I'm not just a queen, I'm a goddess. When he looks at me, I feel like I'm the only girl in the world.
When he looks at me.I don't have a single flaw.I'm a
goddess in his eyes. I'm perfect. Who knew that being loved would feel like this?"
Cesare smashed Ruby's head multiple times until glass pieces are stuck on her arms and blood is trickling from her forehead...that's the way Izek saw Ruby, and he totally lost it.. this scene is way too intense in the novel...but still seeing this in manhwa i am overwhelmed and sad again...Ruby my baby happy days are coming soon, just a little more drama left

J.J still wants to reconcile, as we can see him thinking about Leo at hospital and he was about to say something..but he wants Leo to pull his sh!t together, to take him and his love for Leo seriously...but Leo's proposal to be FWB just broke his trust and heart once again...Leo is dumb, arrogant and WAY TOO careless towards others feelings...i was defending both till now...but now i kind of want Leo to grovel at J.J's feet and beg to take him back...ugh this is so frustrating

I know everyone says communication is the key...but what you expect J.J to say who is clearly hurt.. who clearly bottles up his feelings.. who clearly is waiting for a call from leo...who is clearly blaming himself for breaking up and beating himself for Leo's fall in race.....when Leo casually brings being fck buddies,
only when luck is not with him ...how do you think it will make J.J feel...honestly i will feel like sh!t...like does my feelings matter that less to you?? Do you only want me to warm your bed.. and guess what i am not the only one you are fcking so you want me to be ONE OF your fck buddies...sorry but i would have appreciated a punch right on Leo Lombardi's handsome face to knock some sense in him...no communication only punch needed
AND I AM SOO FURIOUS, I AM LITERALLY ANGRY TYPING NOW

What do we expect ? For him to have a brain and learn to communicate, and maybe he'll share it with Leo so that we don't fall in this crappy toxic relationship that they're BOTH maintening. Or maybe ooooh idk just refuse Leo's stupid attempt to cling to him ? That's another smart thing, but it's clear by now that intelligence is nowhere to be seen between those two.

Like in ch 7 he did explain some of his grievances...and his anxiety related to their relationship, but Leo chose to not explain his side and assume J.J hates him and now as his luck is not on his side he wants him back...like who is the serious one here...J.J who is genuinely worried and runs to pick him up from bar or Leo who remembers J.J when he needs his luck, only j.j can't save the relationship you know

lmao no he didn't say enough, he didn't do enough either, this start of a conversation should have happened BEFORE the break up, no after. If you think we should understand his lack of communication based on his character then with that logic Leo being a dumb and carefree person should also be understood. Leo was always like that even before JJ, and JJ had a preview of it, he knew what he was getting into. They're both to blame for the failure.

I don't have remember well but i think they started off well and had their honeymoon phase..but Leo slowly started taking J.J for granted at some point and then it's only for s*x or cleaning up after him..i see myself in J.J that's why i feel irritated that he is repeating my mistakes and i understand him...everyone has expectations in a relationship and some show their love through action and j.j is one of them...if it's not a manhwa where j.j and leo are leads and have to be together for a happy ending...i will say a breakup is good for them as they are clearly not compatible at all...but i am gonna take a break from this manhwa...this sh!t is so frustrating i lost patches of my hair
I almost felt sad, as i went to grab my ear phones to turn on song as my babies are going to have some quality time, but then the deranged dragon refuse to give the D to my son...but good thing he is simple minded and continued with the mating process...but seriously i have to wait a week for the smut scenes, oh lord how long i have been waiting to see those raging pink sfxs...gimmee moreee (๑•ㅂ•)و