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Ghostieboi13 July 2, 2025 9:43 pm

He's to happy... Something's gonna happen... I just feel it in my jelly's

Ghostieboi13 June 4, 2025 6:37 pm

Maybe it's just me being weird and over thinking but I don't this this story will end well
Yatora reminds me of Vincent van Gogh which If you don't know his story then I recommend looking it up.

Van Gogh was never a happy person by any means and you can see that by how his art represents his emotions, when I look at his art I feel unnerved and uneasy as if something is wrong but it's so slight that it feels irrational, he struggled with severe depression, anxiety, BPD and schizophrenia (although it's not been proven if he had schizophrenia) and he spent a lot of time in Mental hospitals, he also struggled with alcoholism.

He ended up passing away from a self inflicted gunshot wound that happened to get infected, He was 37. Within his career he only sold one work out of over 1100 pieces his death made his work know to the world.

Yatora reminds me of him in many ways such as the depression, anxiety and borderline suicidal thoughts.
He lived a normal life and started late and is an underappreciated artist, even though he's not an alcoholic he drinks daily.
He's unstable and doesn't know where he wants to be in life, he thinks the only worth he has is his work and even then he doesn't think he's any good.
Now don't get me wrong I think Yatora is a wonderful artist but his art reflects his feelings, he's fragile, anxious, scared, horrified of himself, self-centered but self sacrificial hence why we never see many self portraits or art about himself, he's scared of himself, of the mirror and how it can see the deepest parts of his worries and anxiety.

The more I read the more I get anxious that it won't end well.

It's just a theory tho!(๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    bubblybtch June 25, 2025 11:40 am

    OMG YOU ARE A GENIUSS

    faded June 25, 2025 3:53 pm

    yatora is also very young. i think its a stretch to assume that all the anxiety he faces will get the best out of him and give this story a sad ending. as a fine art student, alot of this shit is just relatable. the contemporary art scene is MEAN and scary. often, younger artists straight out of highschool find that they have no sense of direction. back in the late 1800’s, when vincent van gogh was painting, a number of sociocultural expectations of what it mean to be an artist weighed on him, but to a more extreme degree than we face now. being a professional artist was more straightfoward, and less about creativity than artisinal skill honing and thats why his work was either unknown or heavily scrutinized. he was also super mentally ill during a time where mental illness wasnt really a thing to society. yatora is developing his skills at a contemporary art university and he’s beinf exposed to a variety of new ideas all at once. that overwhelming feeling is very real and present at art school, and all students go through it. i think its an interesting theory but i dont really see it. i think this story shows great character growth in yatora that can also allude to a good ending.

    Ghostieboi13 June 25, 2025 7:28 pm
    yatora is also very young. i think its a stretch to assume that all the anxiety he faces will get the best out of him and give this story a sad ending. as a fine art student, alot of this shit is just relatable... faded

    Yeah! I think it's more like a theory if anything! It's more likely to have a good ending then bad :)

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Ghostieboi13 February 12, 2025 10:17 pm

Anyone have any recs about mortuary stuff? It can be bl or gl or nothing at all I'm not picky, sorry for the hard request

Ghostieboi13 February 9, 2025 6:21 am

Does anyone have some fics where one of them is a monotone guy but LOVES and I mean LOVES cute everything
And a love interest who loves them and only them?

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