
when you were expecting P & E to be making sweet love but then find out that E is a selfish lover who don't give a shit about how P feels and P's feeling disgusted with himself while having sex with E >_> I-ssi please come back, I need you to come heal P

If I understand, P and I are a couple and to test their love I let P and E meet, he was gambling hoping P will chose him but P cheated with E but they are not in love with each other it's only physical.

a very kind person posted a link to ch 443 and 444...
and in ch44 Rai faces off against Ignes and her crazy demon spawn, and really struggles to hold off this crazy blue thing she made
he's bleeding from his mouth, get injured, and when he shows his wings only has one left and is bleeding from his eye again >_< Rai Rai Rai Rai Rai please don't dieeeee please please please
Franky come help Rai!!!!

this manhwa is so mysterious!!!
if P's family was killed, then why is D still alive??? Also, anyone have an idea as to why P is first (in the word PRIDE) while E is last, and why R is after P? cuz it seems to suggest some kind of order, thought not hierarchy exactly...aaaaaaaaaaah I really want to know more about all of these characters, especially I's performance and his reason(s) for retiring...I had a thought: what if the reason why I had a breakdown after his last performance (if he did have one) was because he was trying to match P but realized he wasn't the one??? just a random thought that occurred to me after reading the updates...

I'm thinking maybe P was adopted? D seems to be from a rich family and he's also the ambassador. I would have thought they would be related cause they both had black hair haha. I'm sure we'll have more explanation later though.
Yup, "I" did have a breakdown, he's the same guy E was talking about in chapter 11 that was crying.

Eeeeh! A fivesome with I in the middle!
I-ssi sandwich.

I absolutely loathe that Youhei or whatever his name is. These are the kinds of people who force their "friends" into depression and even suicide because they keep pushing the people they look up to or like or whatever into a cage and squeezing them to death. I do like how sensei set it up so that the housekeeper was low-key totally on Youhei's side too; it's so subtle but made me so uncomfortable.
Poor Asahi, I wanna give him a billion hugs >_< this manga is getting at so many issues it's amazing and I love it so much
Asahi and Yuuki please be happyyy
the first story/couple were so painfully sweet aghhh