I read the novel and every single chapter left me crying my eyes out and shouting "why" lmao. Ilya is just too kind for her own good to the point of making me wish I was there to kill them for her. I'm gonna write a novel about this atp lol and I really can't forgive any character even Crow because of what he said to Ilya and I just really want her to be happy. As stated, she is quite an unreliable narrator but that just makes this story more interesting and I really find the writing style intriguing and immersive but it's probably also because of my own family traumas that made this more relatable. I'm actually really writing a novel based on this and it's about 2 best friends getting transmigrated into a novel and the MC trying to be save the og Heroine (it's typical Ik lol) ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
I read this years ago but came back to say that I still haven't moved on from the ending...this is my roman empire for sure