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I know you going through a lot, Jichan with your hormones all wack but girly this ain't it! This is not you!
He drugged, kidnapped, assaulted you and held you hostage. Don't give out your heart like that. Especially knowing Jichan doesn't know that Eugene is the person he been looking for and giving your love suddenly to a "stranger" who is actively hurting you while you are searching for a boy for 10+ years. If the good time with Hyeon wasn't enough, what make you think you want Eugene when all he did was do wrong by you?!? Because he fucked you silly?!? Make it make sense!
I like to think Jichan is psychologically latching onto Eugene because somewhere in his heart his know he found him. 'Let-me-fall-for-you-while-searching-for-the-boy-I-abandoned' logic is just a metaphor for the developing/rekindling love and not writing problem.//cope//
I still love this will all my heart though. ♡ ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶