Hee Sung submitted so fast. I know technically it’s been months in the timeline but the use of drugs, the monitor injection in his chest and fear was used in the first few chapters and never used since. I kinda was looking forward to him being more broken through assertive means, not coddled with a dildo in his ass for hours and a few blowjobs.
My hopes were for Jae Yeon to be a more aggressive sociopath but he went back to just being a Hee Sung pleaser after he threatened him in the bath in chapter 10. Like Hee Sung raised his voice and cursed you out earlier on when he was being more resistant and Jae Yeon got angry,but getting hit in the head repeatedly with the edge of a book while you’re sleeping with the clear intent to murder wasn’t a tipping point? Hello?! I know logic in BL is a lot to ask but was way off the mark with how the story was initially set up.
I won’t stop reading though! I need to know how this train wreck ends. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
umm i don't think he submitted fast, coz like you said, it has been technically a fair bit of time since he was held captive. rather than "submitting too fast", its more like he reached his breaking point? i'm still at chapter 16 rn but i clearly see a form of stockholm syndrome developing.
as for his jae yeon's actions, since heesung clearly wasn't acting like he wanted, i feel like he's subconsciously (or not) mimicking the way the researchers treated him before, but with his own twist ig. and its pretty evident its working, especially with the help of that aid making heesung think in the direction that benefits jae yeon.
This manwha basically set itself high with manipulation, violence and drug use but forget about it for the sake of romance ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
Yeah, he kinda flipped because he started to feel like he wasn't "trying his best". He said he was going to start doing all Hee Sung hates because it wasn't working how he wanted (the attempted murder with the book), then he had a chat with red head where he mentioned "doing your best" and child-brain Jae Yeon took that to where we are now where he's redoubling his efforts to do as Hee Sung wants because he wants Hee Sung to love him
Ohhhhh, okay! That makes a little more sense.
I adore the love language and chemistry the boys have for their love interest! It feels so organic how their relationships play out in each chapter. Their group is so great and I don’t think there will be another series quite like 19 days.
Artist excels at drawing,but their story telling is choppy. They need an author to help them write and plan the vision of their story better. It’s going to fast and there’s no connection to the reader as to why they should even care about these characters breaking up. The break up and reasoning all happens in 2 chapters of barely knowing anything.
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Ummm although I somewhat agree with you on certain points, I would like to point out that the author and artist are two different people. The author is Neko and the artist is called PurpleCotton
“This alpha is mine until the day he dies,”
Can’t tell if that’s a death flag or not?! Hello? Σ( ￣□￣||)
Your mom dates a nice guy when you’re like 5 years old and you develop feelings for that same man years later and since your mom is dead. He is officially free game. I can’t imagine how Pilgyun would deal with his feelings if his mom was still alive and wanted to get back with Ryu!
I love the story, don’t get me wrong! I just had that sudden thought cross my mind wondering if Pilgyun would have been more mentally sound if he had gotten extra love he needed from his mom. Just from the little context about her we got, she seemed to have always kept a man until she got sick. But there aren’t any sentimental/happy moments Pilgyun has with his mother in the flashbacks. Poor Pilgyun is love starved. Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
Assuming we go off the lore of the ‘red thread of fate’ of two people destined to be together. The thread can tangle and twist but never break. The accident seems to be the start of this connection so maybe until we learn more about the accident it would make more sense but maybe Eunhan thread is black because of trauma caused by Hangyul making his fate with him more twisted and dark. The aggressiveness of the spirits after the accident are possibly result of Eunhan doing some how( caused spirits for the accident to happen?)
The role that Hangyul was meant to play as a child was taken away after the accident. He seems to be so obsessed over this ONE role like it was a turning point in his career and his life would have been different being famous, in the position that Eunhan has now.
(Chapter 5-6) Hangyul is very angry when Eunhan messes up the lines. As if he is saying the reason his child career ending was the fault of someone else and not his own bad karma.
Hangyul: “ Do you think I brought this upon myself.”
Response: “I do.”
Hangyul: “You pretend to not know the truth but you do, You know who’s fault this is….It’s his fault.”(May imply that Eunhan knows and is causing everything that’s happening in his life.)
(Chapter 9) Hangyul has a role that has him playing a criminal which his brother mentioned he attacked someone at age 12. Like he wasn’t acting as himself at the time and the spirit completely took over him.
“Fuck please shut up.I can’t hear myself…. I’m sorry I keep hearing something.”
Hangyul probably isn’t a great actor without the spirits and him being a brat and seeing people less than him when he clearly had this unfair advantage over them. Eunhan most likely can sense or influence spirits himself.And Hangyul just messed with the wrong dude for being too cocky!
This is just me waffling and I’m okay with being completely wrong. I’m hyped for this story. Okay?! Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
*Immediately types this after reading chapter 28*
I knew he killed their baby from earlier chapters implying it but the way he went about it was so messed up. Not only did he already know before Jaein said anything to him but he hype him up with a brief glimpse of hope just to say ‘Sike! Baby gone! World too bad and cruel.’ (You sir are the reason why the world is continuously fucked! Hello?)
I feel like there will be an explanation for why Choi is the way he is now, but damn no time to communicate with Jaein. Just his way and no one else’s. But Choi wants Jaein back even though he assaulted, drugged and emotionally damaged him further out jealousy for wanting someone else? Get this man outta here! He can’t be redeemed! I hope Taeyeon wrecks his shit!
TJ is a broken man, but please don’t let him get shafted.(Unless he really fucks up, even though he most definitely will if that Artemis and Orion story is foreshadowing some things!) My heart is not strong enough to go through those emotions!
I need Ian to let TJ go! Baby,I know it’s hard but you know you guys aren’t healthy together! Let Jo in and live happily. ╥﹏╥
It’s making me blush extra hard! I don’t know why, maybe because I know they are filming but damn, I can’t stop feeling embarrassed myself! They execute the story so well so far.
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Pilgyun is grown and even said it himself that he is fully capable of taking care of himself.
Nanmu is coping hard. He knows Pilgyun is up to his bloody massacre shenanigans again. (￣∇￣")
Yes, let the angst continue!