I know you going through a lot, Jichan with your hormones all wack but girly this ain't it! This is not you!
He drugged, kidnapped, assaulted you and held you hostage. Don't give out your heart like that. Especially knowing Jichan doesn't know that Eugene is the person he been looking for and giving your love suddenly to a "stranger" who is actively hurting you while you are searching for a boy for 10+ years. If the good time with Hyeon wasn't enough, what make you think you want Eugene when all he did was do wrong by you?!? Because he fucked you silly?!? Make it make sense!
I like to think Jichan is psychologically latching onto Eugene because somewhere in his heart his know he found him. 'Let-me-fall-for-you-while-searching-for-the-boy-I-abandoned' logic is just a metaphor for the developing/rekindling love and not writing problem.//cope//
I still love this will all my heart though. ♡ ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Yeah he is so kind even to his kidnapper, he has so much sympathy even when the guy was crying, personally I wouldn't cry I would've laughed, but he is a different person, so strong even. Also he grew up in a dangerous environment, he grew up terribly. And also he didn't really have much of a reaction when turning into an omega, I mean he did but he let it go later and not only that he even doesn't view omegas as lower than, he views everyone equally so he is just really pureish... He even still thinks about his first love. I feel really bad for him and your so right. And I also think he sorta knows, because when he saw him he immediately pointed out that he was his childhood crush, but later turns out he was an alpha but now that he knows their is a drug that turns someone he should have an idea that this person is in fact his crush he lost... But of course the crush was always an alpha but he doesn't know it.
Dude left his son as a baby then comes back to criticizes Euihyun about how his debt/ living situation is bad for his little brother and he should be under "his father's care". Honestly it feels like he doesn't actually care for his son and is working for someone to get to Euihyun, but Taeju is in the way. I don't know, the dad just seemed too eager to take his son back after all this time. #－.－)
no because you're so right, i said the same thing. he left his baby in front of the door one random day and forgot about him for years then, all of a sudden popped up and wanted to be father of the year
I don't know why but I feel like Pilgyun might end up killing Nanmu [accident or otherwise]. I just feel it,but I hope I'm just wrong. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Same... Nanmu is his last target. I feel like it's neither he really does off him and himself too or they pull a fake death to reset their life
Knowing the uke is pregnant knowing neither of them wanted kids and their “rut/heat” put them in these situation against their will makes me upset deep down. And the fact that neither him or the seme knows on top of all their problems just makes me think the child will just be the arching solution to get their shit together. I hope I’m wrong and it could just turn out completely different but I somewhat doubt it at this point.
#－.－)
I have a theory, what if uke's father take him to the seme enemies and use him as a bite, and we know that the uke will fight back and get beat and all, probably he will have a miscarriage or be close to, and then they get closer and have a better relationship or something like that after be rescued ╮(￣▽￣)╭
I been reading this weekly and I just forgot where this story is going. I remember bits and pieces but they should have wrapped up the story with ML/MC before going into Min-Hyuk back story. It feels so side tracked from what the main story is about. How did we get here again!? Σ( ￣□￣||)
If Nanmu has to pick between his brothers living and Pilgyun my heart won’t be able to take it.
I kind of forgot how truly fucked up Pilgyun was until Joelho said they could be next. Didn’t even think about that possibility being on the table,but Pilgyun is spiraling now.Now that hitting too close to home. Nanmu please talk to your son asap!
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I’m on chapter 8 and ain’t not way they fucking with that man’s dead body on the floor.
I’m glad that piece of shit is dead though. The instant satisfaction I felt, honestly thought it would happen in the middle of the story.
O babe …he’s far from dead
Pilgyun is grown and even said it himself that he is fully capable of taking care of himself.
Nanmu is coping hard. He knows Pilgyun is up to his bloody massacre shenanigans again. (￣∇￣")
Yes, let the angst continue!
Hee Sung submitted so fast. I know technically it’s been months in the timeline but the use of drugs, the monitor injection in his chest and fear was used in the first few chapters and never used since. I kinda was looking forward to him being more broken through assertive means, not coddled with a dildo in his ass for hours and a few blowjobs.
My hopes were for Jae Yeon to be a more aggressive sociopath but he went back to just being a Hee Sung pleaser after he threatened him in the bath in chapter 10. Like Hee Sung raised his voice and cursed you out earlier on when he was being more resistant and Jae Yeon got angry,but getting hit in the head repeatedly with the edge of a book while you’re sleeping with the clear intent to murder wasn’t a tipping point? Hello?! I know logic in BL is a lot to ask but was way off the mark with how the story was initially set up.
I won’t stop reading though! I need to know how this train wreck ends. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
umm i don't think he submitted fast, coz like you said, it has been technically a fair bit of time since he was held captive. rather than "submitting too fast", its more like he reached his breaking point? i'm still at chapter 16 rn but i clearly see a form of stockholm syndrome developing.
as for his jae yeon's actions, since heesung clearly wasn't acting like he wanted, i feel like he's subconsciously (or not) mimicking the way the researchers treated him before, but with his own twist ig. and its pretty evident its working, especially with the help of that aid making heesung think in the direction that benefits jae yeon.
This manwha basically set itself high with manipulation, violence and drug use but forget about it for the sake of romance ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
Yeah, he kinda flipped because he started to feel like he wasn't "trying his best". He said he was going to start doing all Hee Sung hates because it wasn't working how he wanted (the attempted murder with the book), then he had a chat with red head where he mentioned "doing your best" and child-brain Jae Yeon took that to where we are now where he's redoubling his efforts to do as Hee Sung wants because he wants Hee Sung to love him
Ohhhhh, okay! That makes a little more sense.
Ah shit, here we go again.