Toxic dick wouldn’t be addicting if it wasn’t good, but enough is enough. That man is poison and has no boundaries nor any respect for you, and now that you found someone who does with no ulterior motives hopefully you’ll finally find your self worth and leave. Don’t do it for your cute Hoobae, do it for yourself cause you deserve better than this and do it before he breaks you down; if he actually cared he would’ve made things official a long time ago.
Like, he initiated this whole thing and every resulting sexual contact, goes out of his way to be kind to uke, is physically intimate outside the bedroom (skinship), is nosy with uke’s business, and tries to get stolen moments with uke at every opportunity.
He talks a good game about rules and distance, but if you compare their actions Yoon is the only one walking the walk; seme is literally blurring the lines and even contests uke whenever he tries to keep boundaries. Like, how tf are you gonna create rules you can’t even follow then act all hot n’ cold? The whiplash is annoying and uke doesn’t need this after such a big heartbreak, but I don’t blame him for being so lonely and needed any semblance of human intimacy. Seme should know better, like if you’re doing all this even in public and still have your ring on and the divorce is still recent...it could all easily turn into a sitch where uke is accused of having an affair with his boss and being the reason the marriage dissolved if target were ever discovered. Like quit playing games and either commit or let go, cause uke has everything to lose if this goes south.
Normally I can’t get enough of smutty goodness, especially when big tits are involved, but this series feels like it’s dragging to the point I don’t even know where the plot is going; like, what’s the end-goal/solution to curing Rix? Every leg of the journey it’s the same conflict of Nuah being unable to understand human feelings and Rix being unable to admit his due to trauma and it feels like there’s little progress to either, especially when Rix gets assaulted every other sex scene. I don’t even know how far along they are on their sojourn to the Black Forest or wherever they’re going to fix the sex curse, and I feel like more strangers have fucked Rix than his curse has for a handful of chapters now. Also considering this is technically a fuck or die scenario not even Rix and Nuah’s scenes can escape the dub-con nature of this series, it’s just a mess and I feel like more should be spent on the plot and world-building and not necessarily less on the sex (cause it’s still a smut yaoi), but maybe they should be spaced out more?
Is anyone else feeling similarly or am I just overreacting?
Haha dont worry. Anyway if shes doesnt show up soon im gonna be mad.
I was really looking forward the plot when the author talked about planning 3 seasons in an extra. The world-building and characters (especially secondary) have so much potential!! Like if rix and nuah's relationship isnt advancing, can't we just shift the focus to smth else ://
That was the most bullshit mutual confession I’ve ever seen. We’ve been through 40+ chapters of Keith’s abusive/toxic bullshit and Yeonwoo is so desperate for that dick he’ll chase him down and accept the bare minimum with no apologies. I knew this was how it would end, but I couldn’t predict the sheer disgust this would inspire. I still have no idea what is tying them together outside of sex, trauma, and a baby: the struggle love trifecta.