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Can anyone recommend more of this trope please? Thanks so much

This story is sadistic and Evil, and sad. The cycle keeps repeating for anyone who is in the top.

(I'm gonna say it now bc I wanna get this out before I dive into my thoights on the story) D didn't deserve that kind of torture, I always feel very sad and I feel respect towards sex workers. Safe to say D is my favorite out of everyone.

The characters passions and grievances are illustrated well and felt real not only in art but also dialogue.I love that I Hate this so much and I Hate that I love this so much. It's an utterly sadistic story that'll make you question Love, Morality, and how the two can affect one over the other. Love can affect your Morality and Morality can affect how you love. It is a fascinating read, and I will never read it again, it's a story that's hard to stomach at times. So many times did I feel like spilling the insides of my stomach, not bc the art was horrifying, no the art was beautiful, it's so beautiful that it's hard not to notice how the "beatiful" scene is portraying something disgusting and horrible, you can and can't stomach the image and scene at the same time. It perfectly shows how horrible things could be hidden and looked past because of beauty. I'll never read this again, since the 1st read was enough for me, I understand and I hate that I did understand it. It traumatised me. I find the story perfect in how if portrays emotions; you can never only feel one, if you think you only feel sad, then you are wrong, you feel more than sadness. If you think you only feel happy, you're wrong, there are other emotions that make up that happiness. Sometimes you understand why anger and love are painted in the same color.

I love that I Hate this story, but I hate that I love it just as much.

Wow I have infinite list of seme's whom i wanna watch begging,crying ,crawling , kneeling, screaming, suffering, dying to get love from uke hehe. Jiri the man you are

I don’t even know where to begin or how to feel. I read the entire thing in one sitting when I was in middle school. At the time I was extremely mad that Haesoo didn’t end up with Taku, but rereading it again after getting older, I’m starting to realize a lot more things I never realized in the beginning.

Joowon was always endgame. He was from the VERY beginning, and I don’t know how I never noticed it. It was obvious that the story started with him, and would end with him. I’ve had an extremely similar relationship to Joowon and Haesoo, and I know first hand that it’s inevitable for them to come back to one another in the end. Taku’s feelings felt very surface level during the entirety of this manhwa, up until the very end when he realized how serious it was to him. But the fact he drew comparisons between Haesoo and candy just displays his childlike outlook on love, which was bound to fail. And honestly?

I think Haesoo was kind of a villain through the entirety of this thing. I get it, it’s a love triangle story and the entire plot was him picking between the two men. But the way he handled everything was so childish. He hurt Taku, and dragged Joowon along the entire journey before finally deciding “Wait I actually love you oops.”

And honestly? Now I’m not even mad that Joowon won Haesoo’s heart over in the end. The whole stepbrothers thing was really weird to me, but I feel like the story itself is too complex to be mad at that. Joowon and Haesoo have a connection built off the need for familiarity in their lives, so I’m kind of happy they got together. I’m sad Taku was so upset over losing Haesoo, but his feelings were too mild for the entirety of their relationship for me to mourn his own loss.

5 star manhwa overall, I’ve never been so frustrated reading something in my life.

im just happy that pilwon die, i kinda feel bad for him but his traumas or something was not meant for use to abuse jooha