Okay so at this point I'm going to need y'all to drop quick ways to die, it can be painful. Because I really can't do this anymore. Trump just fucking won.
What the fuck. I've always loved my life, being a girl. But I can't stand it anymore. This just isn't fair. Why do my rights, hell, my life have to be on the line just because I have tits and to flaps of meat between my legs?
Now I'm scared to go outside, for all I know a disgusting creature could violate me in all types of fucking ways, and I'll be expected to carry the fucking baby and give birth to it? Hell, now my mom has to pay more taxes? She's going through enough.
I can't believe people are so fucking idiotic and really think trump is going to do anything good for us. He's just going to up the suicide rates, like it wasn't already high enough. Will I even be able to go to college? Have a life? Anything I've planned?
no comment ^_^;
The fact being a girl does higher ur chances but wager on risk factors , like your environment , if u are ever alone when walking home.
My point is it's not 100% which means it's not guarantee , and i am sure even when trump was not in power people were still being r*ped , ur just more aware of it now.
Are you a trump supporter or something? Because I'm getting your point, but it's a dumb one.
Yes it's not 100% likely that'll it'll happen, but that fact it's even a risk factor I have to worry about is crazy enough. And yes people have been getting raped before, but not forced to keep the goddamn baby by the government because they have control over females bodies?
no i don't support him .
nor was i aware he was forcing girls not to get abortion , ( tho i am not surprised he would do that )
what i don't understand is why worry about an issue that has not even occur .
but if ur that worried then u should find ways to protect yourself , to at least live a decent life .
instead of looking for ways to die .
First of all, it's my life. I'll die if I want to. And it was clear that I wasn't actually being serious. Sarcasm.
And I'm going to worry because it can happen to anyone, any time and that doesn't exclude me. My life is decent enough and that could literally all go out of the window because of a man.
And the fact that you're telling me to protect myself (which I already do just fine but I still have the rights to be worried) instead of maybe thinking that I shouldn't HAVE to worry about protecting myself from disgusting human beings?
I understand how you feel. I hardly ever go anywhere at all and never purposely make myself look good unless it's in my own home (for fun) or if I'm seeing family... and 2 years ago I still got roofied by a neighbor I trusted. I saw my doctor, but going to the cops? It's never gotten justice. I partially have an iud because I want to feel safer from at least pregnancy if something like that happened again...
With politics constantly going to the right, feeling safe as a woman is getting progressively scarier. When even presidents getting elected treat people so badly, of course it continues to become more normal to be sexist, racist, ableist trash. I'd say one day we could have an alpha podcaster as president, but honestly at least they're smarter and wouldn't destroy *all* rights? Idk. The future doesn't look good.
Anyway- I know it sounds extreme, but there are sites that will still ship meds for causing abortion. In the situation of nonconsentual pregnancy, you would know about it before the pills would no longer be effective on their own. I know it's insane that we're stuck in a place that is slowly *removing* rights, but we have to stick together to help how we can (such as organizations that will still mail the pills at least) and keep being active with campaigning and voting in all elections, including local. We can't give up.
Not American but my heart hurts for the women of america. I was feeling really depressed and I found someone saying this :-
said this in another thread today but I think it’s worth repeating.
I read this somewhere and it gives me some solace. I don’t even remember where.
“In the time of dragons, raise dragon slayers”. In other words, yes it’s a difficult time, but we have to rise to the occasion, we don’t have a choice.
I had my moment of sorrow, and on vacation no less, but I’m going to be resolute. This too shall pass and it’s our job to keep our resilience. Take breaks when you need it.
I also remember learning something in college that really resonated with me. It was about how everybody assumes that progress will eventually come, but that’s not true, it’s hard fought, there are set backs, sometimes it even goes “backward” but every generation has had of group of fighters for progress. You can decide to be one of them. I know I will. I’m here, and millions of other women too. I’m scared, but not defeated.
Okay so, what do you do after finishing the most perfectly crafted piece of literature, that happens to be a fanfic after reading along for four years. Four fucking years.
It was so magnificent my kids are going to hear about this, it's just so well crafted and it was literally the only consistent thing in my life and now that it's over. I don't know what to do with myself.
Okay so it has occurred to me that, I have not chosen my favorite Manhwa I've ever read. Yes I have a favorite BL in general but it's a manga but not a Manhwa and I mostly read just Manhwa now. And I'm thinking about making an Itta bag for it.
I'm not sure which it is yet, but it'd really love to hear y'all favorite's!!
My favorite is rainbossi teehee
my second fav is "little mushroom"
3 is "into the thrill"
4 is "the protagonist only thinks about falling in love"
5 is "sweet desire the cold lord god who can tease coax and act coquettish
I love "breaking through the clouds 2: swallow the sea"
i love "payback"
I love "hwang young's misery"
I love "the foul"
I love anything written by Chaepali (except the ones I haven't read but I love Chaepali so I automatically love all her works)
I love "my perfect enemy is finally broke"
I love " the origin of species"
I love "my four masters"
I love "Mr.Dior"
I love every bl with pretty men, amazing plot, good art style, minimal angst, complex characters AND A DYNAMIC THAT'S TO DIE FOR
I LOVEEEE MANHWA AND MANHUA
There's a sort of manga style that just doesn't sit right with me so I don't read much manga, but when it comes to manga likeeee
"First call 1〜 The Virgin Surgeon is About to be Married to a Young Yakuza!〜"
or "black butler" (OH I FORGOT TO MENTION I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BLACK BUTLER GRRRR WOOF WOOF) but yea when it comes to those I LOVE!!!
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/murderer_llewellyn_s_enchanting_dinner_invitation/ This manhwa is my favorite but idk why really I’ve read stuff with better writing, less plot holes, better art but this one..something about it is really special maybe it can be your favorite too (although I do dislike how slow the start is as it can make people drop it mid way..)
I have to get this off my chest, after reading a very concerning manga for my health. I've come to the conclusion that I will never get over my disgust and fear of hairy men.
I don't like beards. I don't like mustaches. I don't like armpit hair. I TOLERATE pubes. And I fucking HATE ass hair.
Crazy thing is, I only feel that way towards men with hair.
OMG YOU ARE SO REAL OMG THIS NEEDS TO BE SAID. ALL MEN AND I MEAN ALL MEN, DON'T MATTER YOUR SIZE, RACE, ETC, IF THEY GOT A FACIAL THEY ARE UGLYYYYYYYY I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO SAY THIS I DONT KNOW HOW PEOPLE FALL FOR MEN WITH FACIAL HAIR. IF YOU GOT FACIAL HAIR YOU UGLY. NOT JUST REAL MEN BUT FICTIONAL MEN AS WELL, ITS FUCKING GROSS.
I RELATE TO THIS I SO RELATE ITS WAY TOO REAL, IT NEEDS TO BE SAID.
BEAUTY STANDARD MY ASS THEY BUILT LIKE PORCUPINES, FUCKIN NASTY SO DISGUSTING "oh but I look bad without my beard" YOU LOOK WORSE WITH IT BBFR, ISTG SINCE WHEN WAS HAVING HAIR ANYWHERE BUT YOUR HEAD AND YOUR EYEBROWS CONSIDERED ATTRACTIVE. WHO TF SET THIS UGLY ASS BEAUTY STANDARD. I tell you I literally go outside with my head faced down CAUSE MEN WITH FACIAL HAIR MAKES ME WANNA DIG MY EYES OUT, IM SO SERIOUS RN
i need to calm tf down BUT SERIOUSLY I RELATE SO HARD, JUST WHY
I'm so glad I've found my people that embody the same amount I have for facial hair- any type of hair on a man. Hell, I'm barely tolerating them having hair on their heads.
All men with unnecessary hair need to be put on the pedestal and await execution for their disgusting trifling crimes against humanity and my damn eye balls.
What a weird thing to be alive at all. To have a gender. To be a human. It's a weird experience.
It would be easier if I just wasn't anything at all. At least not alive.
yk I used to think "what was the purpose of living" but then I read rainbow city and I finally knew....ANYWAYS LESSON IS "Staying alive is weirdge but Rainbow city is worth it" ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ all hail Chaepali
All hail RoGer nim
rainbow city gives you all your daily nutrients, let's hear a word from the people that read rainbow city!
"Oh I love rainbow city, after I read it, it cured my emo phase" - PrettyMenSupremacy
"Rainbow city makes me feel alive" - PrettyMenSupremacy
"Who cares what you identify as, I identify as a rainbow city enjoyer!!!" -PrettyMenSupremacy
as you can see everyone who has read rainbow city LOVES IT. And for the low low price of "reading rainbow city" YOU TOO CAN FORGET ABOUT THE HARDSHIPS OF YOUR IDENTITY IN LIFE. MWAHHHH <3
Yalllll, pleassssseee. They never stop, they never fucking stop. Allm they do is fuck like fucking rabbit with HIV that want to spread the virus far and fucking wide. Do they have not a lick of spit worth of respect for me? My siblings??? Fucking kids???
They do this shit every fucking night. They woke me up out of my sleep with their sex sounds. Shaking the whole damn foundation of this weak as apartment complex like it's a fucking earthquake.
What type of mother does shit like that??? God please if you real you'll take me off this fuck ass planet. Because whyyyy??? Why me? Why for two hours straight?
It's not like they didn't know I was awake, I made that very clear. But they give a slick of fucking gel? Hell no, they said fuck my and virgin ears. Which would be a lie because they fuck so fucking often and so damn loud.
Does it look like I want to woken up out of my sleep by my own mother's moaning because the backshots are devious? Please somebody come get me.
Okay y'all, be honest with me. Is stepping on a bug, any insect, on purpose on not a red flag???
Me personally, I'll step on a bug if I'm on a walk. Just because I can and because I don't like them. But is it seriously people that think I'm a terrible person for that?? Because I think it's a bit insufferable....
If you don't like them just ignore them or runaway. But purposefully killing them is definitely a Red flag . Come on if someone killed a person purposefully just cuz they didn't like them ... Would you feel nothing hearing it ??... Don't say it doesn't matter cuz it's not a human being. If that being has life in it .. it matters .
And what does that change? We're not talking about cleaning your house of pests here, we're talking about consciously killing something. I don't understand killing like that, you necessarily get satisfaction from it, hence why i'm saying that yes it is weird.
If you're talking about problematic species, like the processionary caterpillars in my area, then I understand of course, but that's not what your original comment said.
Hi guys, I just thought I'd let someone know what's going on at home since I don't have any friends to tell!
So my momma has a boyfriend, I don't know his real name, so we call him Yodie. He doesn't pay rent and he often makes her really pissed. But that's very unrelated to what's happening now.
So, from what I know. Yodie got mad that my younger brother was sleeping with my mother, which started a small argument. But it seems they had things to get off their chest ( Cheating, gang activitys, not enough weed, sex, me and my siblings, dinner, who pays rent, and things of that nature.) which ended up in a fight. Like an actual fight.
My mom (being a barely 5'3 woman, of course couldn't hold her own in the fight in a nearly 6'7 adult black man) was getting her shit handed to her. I was trying to be responsible, telling one of my siblings to call the cops, but my younger sister slipped past and hit him with the fan.
And a lot of other things went down (Yodie trying to fight my brother, and me holding my own siblings back, the kitchen got ruined). So yeah, I'm pretty sure my life is fucked!!!
U should reach out for help I'm dead serious rn. Let a relative know what ur going through. If it's impossible, if u have a therapist, tell them. If you're still a school student u can even tell a trusted school teacher or the school counsellor. U have younger siblings yk even if u move out of the house first, ur siblings and mom will have to go through this for longer. The best option u have rn is to get any help u can. Ur mom's boyfriend gotta go. Be safe, take care of urself. Don't rage at him, you'll get hurt in the process
Hii Wanda!!! My relatives don't like my mother and siblings (The only time they ever call us is when they need my mom to do something for them!) So they're not an option, and will never be because I hate them with all my guts and I'd rather die than live in such a filthy home with them.
I'm just a teen, so moving out isn't an option and even if it was, I wouldn't. Because of my younger siblings. School counselor also isn't an option because they'll either tell my mom everything I tell them (their required too) and or CPS will get involved. I don't want to go through that!
I also think he has to go, but for some reason my mom is very attached to him even though he does no good, isn't that crazy? They made up again apparently already.
Hiii!! We're fine here, the cops were called. But I'm in a city where crime rates are very high and often if the cops don't think it's serious enough, they just won't come (This has already happened three times before and we've called the cops but they never come), so no charges were pressed and probably won't be!!!
I hope ur ok sweetheart. Hope you'll never have to go through that again. But if it does happen again, don't get involved in the fights and don't focus too much on this. If there's nothing u can do about it, u shouldn't ruin ur mental health over this. Sharing this with ur friends will help u relieve alot of stress, even though ik it's kinda hard to open up and talk about it irl. Even venting on the internet like u did today will help u but if it gets hard for u, u really should have a private talk with ur mom and tell her what you're feeling and how these things are affecting u. U can't change ur family situation without the adults changing.
Anyways take care. I hope everything gets better for u♡ don't ruin ur mental health over this. life gets better darling
Hiii again, Wanda!!! You're very kind, I'd thought I'd say that much. The two friends I do have know a little about my situation, but as y'know, it's hard to talk about stuff like this.
I don't think my mental health is being ruined over this or anything, this has happened before. It's nothing I've cried about or whatever. But seriously, thank you for your very kind words!!!
I don't have many cause I've read so much different shit that I've just learned not to get angry.
But I always get a little irritated when the bottom is throwing that shit back and the top doesn't look like he's feeling it all, but he's supposed to look like he is, that's how sex works. It kinda feels like the top is there just so we can get good shots of the bottom.
Guys please, I lost it. I really need help finding this Manhwa please!! I'm not really sure if it's popular but I think it is? I just don't remember the name.
It was something like the emperor married my mom? The MC is a little girl and basically her mom reincarnated but it's all from her pov? And she's like so fucking adorable. She has brown hair and her mom is a blonde and she always says how pretty her mom is.
Her mom married the emperor, who's like a dragon descendant or something? For eight years, until his nephew is old enough to take over the throne. So it's just by contract I guess, but like he is a good husband (ig)?
And the art is literally phenomenal, like it's so delicious. I think they said the had the same artist from the novel draw the Manhwa??
That's all I remember, pleaseee helpp
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_mom_entered_a_contract_marriage_bored_corona_kids_version/
this one's good, fr. first manhwa I read where the mc isn't the one who reincarnated/time travelled (excluding orv)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_mom_entered_a_contract_marriage_bored_corona_kids_version/
Thank you so much I've been looking for this for fucking ever!!!