Blackie's Favorite

Alright, someone just told me to fucking die for being straight.
Sorry for not being LGBTQ+ ig lmao.
Fuck you and your fucking heterophobic ass. Thankfully your ass isn't as rude as my other LGBTQ+ friends.
Why is it that people immediately assume you might be a homophobe if you're hetero?? i dont understand. fuck you istg. I have nothing against lgbtq+ ppl and fucking love them. they're giving me LIFE- they're wonderful people and it's awesome that they can be whoever they wanna be. but i dont need to be LGBTQ+ just cos they are..




excuse me if this seemed aggressive. I meant the ''fuck you'' to that one person. Not you guys who are innocent lmao.

*SHaRP exhALE*

people are fucking irritating. (￣-￣)

The topic section has completely gone off the rails because of Chapter 21, mainly because of the rape scene. It's sad to see the squabbling that's been going on between fellow readers, and I suppose everyone is entitled to their opinions and how they feel about the story. So here's mine.

First of all, I'd like to view this from the perspective of the author. It is Byeonduck's story to tell; this is their work - not ours. The plot, the characters, the direction of the manhwa, it's all engineered by the creator to fall towards their intended conclusion once we have reached the end. We are the audience who partakes of Byeonduck's brainchild with every chapter that he/she releases. It is his/her option whether to listen to the feedback of the massive following of the manhwa and allow the audience to direct/guide the plot; OR to follow his/her own ideas and write the story as he/she sees fit - and watch from the sidelines how we react to it. Seungho, Na-Kyum, Inhun, Jihwa, and every single character in 'Painter' have their own personalities and parts to play in Byeonduck's tale, whether we agree or disagree with their actions and decisions.

From the get-go, most, if not all of us, have already surmised that Seungho and Na-Kyum are the main pair despite the cruelty and abuse that the former subjects the latter to. To a majority of us who have primarily read romantic BL and yaoi, this is a deviation on the relationship we are used to seeing between the main seme and uke. Typically, the seme loves, nurtures, and protects the uke. In this case, the seme is unfortunately one of the uke's abusers. This is how the author intended Seungho to be - a libertine who has too much money and influence, and does whatever he wants whenever he wants to - regardless of how others feel or think. He is a thoroughly terrible human being. He snuffs out his servant as if it were nothing, then selfishly takes Na-Kyum so he can paint Seungho and his partners during their sex acts - even if Na-Kyum has openly declared that he no longer wishes to do so. He even goes so far as to blackmail Na-Kyum by having Inhun in the estate. With the way he was created, it is expected that sooner or later, Seungho will go beyond the blackmail, the slaps, and the threats. And he did cross the line when he raped an intoxicated Na-Kyum.

The rape scene, I believe, was the author's way of making us think. This is Seungho taking his depravity to the next level in terms of sex. He has done it unabashedly with various willing partners, but now he finally did it to someone who didn't have the ability to resist or give consent. He still went through with it even when he was caught by the servant! This decision of his to go ahead with his plan is made to further emphasize what a malicious person he is. However, I don't think the rape was injected to normalize or romanticize the act. It is meant to show the lengths that Seungho will go to satisfy his perversions. It's meant for us to despise him. I was honestly scared and saddened for Na-Kyum during the rape scene, and I definitely wished that his first time with Seungho would have gone down differently. This is how I reacted, and how others do so is beyond my control. Some found it hot, sexy, or seductive - but I do think it wasn't the rape that generated that reaction. It's the idea that our protagonists (who both happen to be drawn as good looking people) are engaging in a sex act, and not because the uke is getting raped. Remember, rape is NEVER okay, whether the seme is attractive or not.

Another point to consider is the era the story is set. Someone had mentioned that in the Medieval or Renaissance period in our world history, criminal acts such as murder and violation of those in lower classes by people in power can go unchecked because their influence and wealth provide them the entitlement to do so. Those that complained got their rights trampled further, or worse. This was also the zeitgeist for Jeoson era Korea. The author was following a perceived 'norm' by nobles and warlords of the time when they wrote this sensitive scene and the story entirely. We cannot explicitly impose our modern day ideals on a general mindset that was adopted several centuries ago. For example, if a female servant gets abused by one of the other characters, we can only scream and thrash behind our screens at how wrong the act is, because in our day and age, women have to be treated with the same respect we render men. But the scene will remain what it is because first of all, that is how the author wrote it. Second, women's rights were practically non-existent at the time as it was primarily a patriarchal society. In the same way, low-borns like Na-Kyum had no rights. He was viewed as simply a disposable object that Seungho could do what he wanted to.

Continuing to read a story that contains abusive themes like rape does not automatically equate that the reader supports rapists/abusers. Like myself, I am simply enthralled by the beautiful artwork, the plot, and the fact that it's a historical one (I'm a sucker for history). This just happens to be a story with callous murder and rape in it. For instance, I watch documentaries on serial killers, but that doesn't mean I am their groupie who condones the evil they did. It is primarily to educate myself on their various modus operandi on gaining victims to avoid being one, and to be wary of seemingly normal people who could be leading double lives.

Also, here's my take for those who find it hard to believe that other readers would ship Na-Kyum with a scumbag madman like Seungho. As I've said, Seungho was written to be an atrocious human being. However, we are being shown glimpses by the author that he is a man not beyond saving, despite his brutality. In the beginning, we have seen nothing but his cruelty - killing, kidnapping, and taking advantage left and right. But as we go along, we see little snippets of his intrigue towards Na-Kyum affecting him differently.

1.) He withholds an even harsher punishment on Na-Kyum for the ruined painting.
2.) He 'saves' Na-Kyum from Jihwa's wrath and jealousy, and even throws out the man we see as Seungho's 'favorite' lover for stepping out of line.
3.) He tasks his manservant to care for Na-Kyum's wounds after his straw mat episode. He could have easily just left the artist to writhe in pain and recuperate on his own.
4.) He becomes an attentive and gentle lover after hearing Na-Kyum's drunken declaration of love for Inhun in the middle of their initially rough intimacy. I imagine that this is due to Seungho's deep-seated desire to be loved by someone the way Na-Kyum is devoted to Inhun.

It is my belief that Byeonduck doesn't wish for sweet, lovable Na-Kyum to be miserable throughout the story. They paired him with a man who is vile and violent, but is written to be capable of redemption. Personally, I'd like to dispel the notion that every single person who has done evil will ALWAYS be evil (although Sangwoo in Killing Stalking is cut from a different diabolical cloth). There are those beyond saving, that's a given. But there are those who, despite everything they have done, can still become a changed individual. And I think that Seungho is one such person (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

I apologize profusely if this is such a long-winded topic. But as a reader and fan of this story, it's difficult not to feel strongly for the discussions flying around about the latest chapter. Remember, everyone is entitled to their opinions. I'm entitled to mine, and those who may not agree with me are entitled to theirs as well. I just hope that we treat each other respectfully when talking about our differences regarding this work (▰˘◡˘▰)

Ok this witch hunt and personal attack on people who supposedly sIt On ThEiR hIgH hOuRse got out of control.
People seriously don't understand what is the core of the problem. It's not about works having rape in them. No it's about the way rape is being portrayed. How romanticised it is, how rape is not a big deal, how authors draw the scene super erotic so many people even doubt it can be rape, how victim isn't traumatised and just goes with their life as if nothing happened. How victim always falls for their abuser. This, THIS is the problem, not rape itself.
It's rather obvious that nobody support (I hope) the rape/ killing in real life. It's common sense.
You would say it's just the porn. If it was just a porn, it wouldn't be a problem. People have various fantasies. But we have storyline there, we have plot, out characters are deepened, have personality, so we can emphasize with them. Feel their pain or their happiness.
That's why for many people it can be strange how others ship rapist with his victim, how they marginalize or even try to justify rape.
Can you imagine you are sitting on the cinema. There is a rape scene right there and guy beside you have a wide grin and whisper to their friend how hot this scene is.

I read the raws.. plus with a little knowledge of Korean reading.. I can simply summarize based on what I understand..

So, basically, after Yujin's confession during high school, Siwoo felt guilty when he saw Yujin's crying.. At some point, he also felt so bad and he thought he really was a terrible person for making Yujin's crying so bad.. (At this point, Siwoo already likes Yujin, but he just doesn't realize or maybe he still not sure about his feelings, that's why he rejected Yujin)

When he grew up, he met Hyun (The Fucking Sadistic Bastard, I'm going to use TFSB after this) at his workplace which was TFSB was apparently his manager.. At first, their impressions towards each other are somehow like hate.. As usual Siwoo he is super clingy with whomever he being with, as well as with TFSB..

Then, there was a day, comes TFSB suddenly confessed to Siwoo and kissed him and wanted to go further (I mean sex).. Siwoo surprised on the situation and ran away scarily with tears flowing down his cheeks.. Then, when he ran, he bump onto The Jerk Old Man, TJOM (I don't know what position that TJOM and I don't his fucking name, let just assume TJOM was his name, haha.)

While Siwoo with TJOM.. TJOM is super great at manipulate the situation.. He said he would listened to Siwoo he currently in state of afraid on TFSB.. TJOM brought Siwoo inside the hotel and it turned out TJOM a sadistic bastard.. He rape Siwoo, after finished, he called TFSB to pick him up.. Woaww that old seriously I really want to kill him!! Haha. Okay, continued.. Oh yeah, let me remind you, along this situation, TFSB not yet a sadistic.

Then, after the incident, Siwoo become a slut. He maybe think, doing from the back is much better than the front, then he is having sex with so manyyyyy other old guys... During sex, he Yujin suddenly appeared on his mind, the day Yujin confessed to him, and accidentally said Yujin's name.. You know the others feelings when you having sex but the other suddenly said another guy name.. You suck the situation.. Then Siwoo was treated violently from all the fucking guys he being mess with.. (That's when he also realizes that he got feelings towards Yujin)

After being treated violently, Siwoo went meeting TFSB, he just cried, but inside, he felt so much sadness and guilty, he maybe thought that he supposed to accept Yujin's confession.. So that, he will happily that day.. Later then, Siwoo and TFSB being sex partner or maybe he was accepting TFSB to be his boyfriend.. Sex partner, read my word, because this 2 words about to change later but then Siwoo keep it secret.

During sex partner stage, he messing around with TFSB like kissing publicly until The Fucking Sunbae, sunbae blackmailing him.. Still, Siwoo keep refusing to have sleep with sunbae.. Then comes the day, where at some point, TFSB also had a girlfriend (that's what I think, or maybe I read it wrong,).. Siwoo felt sooooo jealous.. Ha. Ha. Ha. This is when I hate Siwoo.. I'm not sure why he is jealous, but it shows that Siwoo maybe thought that TFSB having sex with him as a replacement of that girl.. (Yeah, you can assume, this was when he have slightly love towards TFSB)..

With the jealousy, he called the sunbae to sleep with him.. Guess where they did.. Inside TFSB house.. When TFSB came home he heard and saw those two having sex in the living room as I recall, or maybe in the bedroom, I don't remember.. But Siwoo looks at TFSB with a smirk, which mean Siwoo wants to make TFSB jealous too.. I tell you he seriously make a wrong step for making TFSB jealous.. Because after sunbae leave, TFSB pull and hit Siwoo's head violently to the walls, Siwoo's head bleed so bad.. It's like TFSB turn himself from angel to demon.. He violently rape Siwoo.. (actually, on this moment, I'm on TFSB side but after the violence.. I said NO!)

The next day, Siwoo went to his best friend house looking pale but try to covered it with a poor smile.. When his friend try to pat his head as usual, Siwoo's looking so terrified, and told his friend everything about the violence he had on his everyday life with TFSB after the incident with sunbae. Then, I don't know what happen, but after that, Siwoo keep changing manager until Yujin's appeared..

Then, a happy life with Yujin also include his trauma.. Which is why he keep dreaming about that TFSB.. He is actually also want TFSB to turn back at his past self which was a caring, gentle guy..which mean, his still not over TFSB and maybe still have a bit love towards TFSB.. Yujin, who is innocently deeply in love with Siwoo, tried hus best to make Siwoo love him..