I am 15 and suffering from a sort of depression. At least, I think I have it now that I tried to kill myself about two weeks ago but called suicide hotline last minute and they required me to tell somebody so my family found out. Okay, that was a while ago but it still ties into things.
For the past three days, I have been hanging out with my sister, Len, and Kuma, Len's fiance. Both of them I am really close to. So they talk about me moving in with them when they get a new house which is quite soon. I get really excited but of course, I am holding back since I don't want to burden them financially or because of my emotional state.
So when I get home, I talk to ma and dad about it and both say no. My father says his reasons in a very vague way, but at the end he said that I will understand when I get older and have my own family. Either way, since I don't understand it, it really upsets and stresses me. He also seemed to say that it would effect my future, maybe I might make a wrong move, or something along those lines.
The reason I want to move out is to get away from my mother and brother, both of whom were half the reason of my depression because of how they put my father, sister, Kuma, and so many good people down.
When I play rant to my sister about it, she tells me she was actually thinking I could move in with them when I was around 18. So basically, I was an idiot and misunderstood that I wasn't moving in with them anytime soon.
Dad already knows that Ma and Bert are contributing to the cause of my depression, although ma doesn't know since that will just cause more arguments between me and her and that will just jump-start those dark suicidal emotions again.
Is my depression just not that serious? Am I just being a selfish brat? Are my parents right and I should stay home and not move in with Len and Kuma? I am currently chipping off college years by taking clep tests and plan to get a high paying job after graduating. Is there some type of grown-up thing that I can only learn when I am older? Please answer honestly even if it might hurt ╥﹏╥
For the past three days, I have been hanging out with my sister, Len, and Kuma, Len's fiance. Both of them I am really close to. So they talk about me moving in with them when they get a new house which is quite soon. I get really excited but of course, I am holding back since I don't want to burden them financially or because of my emotional state.
So when I get home, I talk to ma and dad about it and both say no. My father says his reasons in a very vague way, but at the end he said that I will understand when I get older and have my own family. Either way, since I don't understand it, it really upsets and stresses me. He also seemed to say that it would effect my future, maybe I might make a wrong move, or something along those lines.
The reason I want to move out is to get away from my mother and brother, both of whom were half the reason of my depression because of how they put my father, sister, Kuma, and so many good people down.
When I play rant to my sister about it, she tells me she was actually thinking I could move in with them when I was around 18. So basically, I was an idiot and misunderstood that I wasn't moving in with them anytime soon.
Dad already knows that Ma and Bert are contributing to the cause of my depression, although ma doesn't know since that will just cause more arguments between me and her and that will just jump-start those dark suicidal emotions again.
Is my depression just not that serious? Am I just being a selfish brat? Are my parents right and I should stay home and not move in with Len and Kuma? I am currently chipping off college years by taking clep tests and plan to get a high paying job after graduating. Is there some type of grown-up thing that I can only learn when I am older? Please answer honestly even if it might hurt ╥﹏╥
2018-05-20 00:21 marked
I've been looking for this manga for some time but I can't find it. It's about a shy, gloomy guy who gets heartbroken and goes to a salon to get a hair cut and falls in love with the owner. And he also becomes an actor because he's actually good looking... That's all I remember please if you know the title then let me know. Thanks!
2018-05-20 00:17 marked
Hi
Not a specific manga only a request
Any BL/yaoi manga or novel the resemble catwoman movie/story
I prefer a manga thou ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Not a specific manga only a request
Any BL/yaoi manga or novel the resemble catwoman movie/story
I prefer a manga thou ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
2018-05-20 00:17 marked
people are so rude here why?????? I wanted to be friends with Hamesthejames and twinkb because we are the same fellow fudanshis since I am male too but I am told they are bad people I know hamtesthejames is because he likes trump many weirdd haters people here????? I wanted male friends with same hobbies as me thats allll!!!!! >:(
2018-05-20 00:13 marked
Any manga/one shots where arrogant ukes get fucked senseless?
My weakness is arrogant characters becoming a moaning mess
NO RAPE PLEASE!
Also will expect arrogant semes and power bottom ukes
Thanks (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
My weakness is arrogant characters becoming a moaning mess
NO RAPE PLEASE!
Also will expect arrogant semes and power bottom ukes
Thanks (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
2018-05-20 00:05 marked
Yaoi oneshot about the son of a yakuza raised outside of the group. His father trades him to a man in exchange for continuing their group(?) The son is described as standing proudly, but the seme discovers that the uke wants someone to hold him.
2018-05-20 00:01 marked
i've seen so many arguments of late about this one.
Most of us don't even give a rats ass that people enjoy something with rape in it. it's when they deny it or defend it that i think a lot of us get annoyed.
Like, why is that a thing? Can you not read and enjoy it without justifying to yourself that it's rape? You can like that shit. But god, i wish people would stop defending it.
rape is a cliche. we get that. some, like ones by harada can even be fun for physiological reading. but stop trying to defend it as romance and every other overused excuse out there.
Most of us don't even give a rats ass that people enjoy something with rape in it. it's when they deny it or defend it that i think a lot of us get annoyed.
Like, why is that a thing? Can you not read and enjoy it without justifying to yourself that it's rape? You can like that shit. But god, i wish people would stop defending it.
rape is a cliche. we get that. some, like ones by harada can even be fun for physiological reading. but stop trying to defend it as romance and every other overused excuse out there.
2018-05-17 20:00 marked
This is a kiss in a fricking jgv but they look like the love in this whole universe is theirs. Wtf, when will I find love?
https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-hT87Y1G-ieg/WZZOAQCyIvI/AAAAAAAABCc/VNmBTXIRhpcP_-4INmCjxXkNlzjPDbKZwCJoC/w400-h225/tumblr_nzzb4ci3hL1t0xzmxo1_400.gif
https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-hT87Y1G-ieg/WZZOAQCyIvI/AAAAAAAABCc/VNmBTXIRhpcP_-4INmCjxXkNlzjPDbKZwCJoC/w400-h225/tumblr_nzzb4ci3hL1t0xzmxo1_400.gif
2018-05-17 19:59 marked
How is the LGTB society viewed in your country? And what do you think about it?
2018-05-17 19:58 marked
can someone recommend some yaoi where seme regrets how he behaved with uke and it is maybe too late
2018-05-17 19:56 marked
... or do i have to stick with watching ads?
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2018-05-17 19:55 marked
Do you know any yaoi manga that has a scenario like this~ uke confessed to seme back then. And so seme accepted the confession and started going out with uke but little did uke know that seme wasnt being serious that time. He eventually over heard seme defensively saying that going out with uke is disgusting or he declines uke whenever someone asks if they are together. And so uke felt really hurt and ran away. Only then seme realized that he was in love with uke but everything was too late. Years later they met again but this time seme was the one who's trying to bring uke back..... You know something like Sekaiichi Hatsukoi but not really and preferably with happy ending. THANK YOU SO MUCH! I wish someone would read this until the end bc i just want to let you know, i love youヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
2018-05-17 19:45 marked
Hi guys...I remember reading a manhwa not too long ago but I can’t seem to remember anything from it and it’s killing me. All I remember is that the uke had an ex that had light blue hair and piercings and he wanted the uke back even though he already moved on. Also something about the uke feeling bad because he “ruined” the ex’s life ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ I know it’s not much but if you do happen to know it could you please help ╥﹏╥
2018-05-17 19:43 marked
I’m looking for a manga. The school has a ranking system that requires partners. The main character is pretty emotionless and basically outs a couple that doesn’t want people to know they’re a couple. This occurs at an arcade and makes things awkward and everyone turns against the MC. The MC’s childhood friend basically tells everyone he is broken because of his past and that he is helping the MC become a proper human. Please include link if possible!!! (My phone is being weird) (/TДT)/
2018-05-17 19:39 marked
Hello, is therw a yaoi wherwin the uke was in a accident bexause of the seme and he forgets all about the seme?
2018-05-17 19:38 marked
Good day to all of you, I need your help to find two Mangas I love but forgot the titles so I'm kind of fucked.
Both of them are not Japonese mangas, but I'm not sure if they're Korean or Chinese (probably Korean).
They are not yaoi nor shounen ai, yet somehow I discovered them in the "Popular Mangas" area where almost everything is bl, so they are a rare happening.
They are kind of creepy and psychological, so maybe some of you'd remember seeing some scenes from them.
-Spoiler alert to identify the mangas-
1) The MCs are a group of students (Red-head with his psycho little brother, a guy that used to bully red-head (also got a scar from the psycho boy) when they were in middle school, and the dirty-blonde crush of red-head that was very two-faced). The story evolves as the little psycho gets more and more out of control and his abandonment and abused issues lead him to hurt the people that tried to get close to red-head, and ultimately also starts to hurt red-head by strangulation (little psycho was adopted after his parents killed each other if I remember correctly). The first chapter began with "the future" when little brother is being interrogated for the murders of 18 (? people. I don't know if the Manga is completed yet.
2) The MCS are two students (disable rich and extremely bullied guy and the new, weird and kind of creepy guy). So, this Manga is easy to identify because two main reasons: the violence and bullying is fucking extreme and quite disturbing (students made the disable guy take laxants and literally poop in lunch. It sounds silly when describing but it was horrible when reading), and the art is AMAZING, specially in the kinetic (moving) scenes where the emotions and everything were conveyed perfectly. It turns out the new weird kid is a psycho himself and starts taking vengance on all the kids that bullied the other guy (who is, ta ta, he's lost biological twin). I'm 100% sure this Manga is completed.
If anyone knows the titles of these Mangas or their links, please let me know. Thank you.
Both of them are not Japonese mangas, but I'm not sure if they're Korean or Chinese (probably Korean).
They are not yaoi nor shounen ai, yet somehow I discovered them in the "Popular Mangas" area where almost everything is bl, so they are a rare happening.
They are kind of creepy and psychological, so maybe some of you'd remember seeing some scenes from them.
-Spoiler alert to identify the mangas-
1) The MCs are a group of students (Red-head with his psycho little brother, a guy that used to bully red-head (also got a scar from the psycho boy) when they were in middle school, and the dirty-blonde crush of red-head that was very two-faced). The story evolves as the little psycho gets more and more out of control and his abandonment and abused issues lead him to hurt the people that tried to get close to red-head, and ultimately also starts to hurt red-head by strangulation (little psycho was adopted after his parents killed each other if I remember correctly). The first chapter began with "the future" when little brother is being interrogated for the murders of 18 (? people. I don't know if the Manga is completed yet.
2) The MCS are two students (disable rich and extremely bullied guy and the new, weird and kind of creepy guy). So, this Manga is easy to identify because two main reasons: the violence and bullying is fucking extreme and quite disturbing (students made the disable guy take laxants and literally poop in lunch. It sounds silly when describing but it was horrible when reading), and the art is AMAZING, specially in the kinetic (moving) scenes where the emotions and everything were conveyed perfectly. It turns out the new weird kid is a psycho himself and starts taking vengance on all the kids that bullied the other guy (who is, ta ta, he's lost biological twin). I'm 100% sure this Manga is completed.
If anyone knows the titles of these Mangas or their links, please let me know. Thank you.
2018-05-16 00:26 marked
Hi I'm looking for a manga i've read long ago. It was about a boxer and his blackmailer who has issues whom he initially wanted to recruit to their gym after seeing him wondering around?, the start goes like that iirc. It was ongoing that time and i forgot to add it on my lists QQ. Help anyone?
2018-05-16 00:24 marked
searching for a manga ..
sadly i do not renember much
seme and/or uke have some (ear) piercings
uke/seme is sensetive to the cold crawls under the shirt of his patner
mostly takes place at a school
I know the description is really vague but I am thankfull for all answers ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
sadly i do not renember much
seme and/or uke have some (ear) piercings
uke/seme is sensetive to the cold crawls under the shirt of his patner
mostly takes place at a school
I know the description is really vague but I am thankfull for all answers ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
2018-05-16 00:20 marked
Guess what they all have in common (▰˘◡˘▰) : Bi_FanboyFudanshi, Being-you, Vincent, FudanshiPsycho100
2018-05-13 22:32 marked
Rant on Parents