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If you read it between the first chapters you would really cry for Chika. I actually did cry for him, literally. I felt sorry for him, he knew it would not end well and all, nd saying he has a responsibility for his family. And yes, maybe if only Hotaka felt the same way and told him that he loves him, then maybe Chika would have gave up that responsibility. But Hotaka didn’t feel the same, he was all along in love with Masato, the ending was a bit complicated. I know yaoi mangas are so complicated but this one is so fvcked up in a bit sad way. If I look at it in a more “realistic” way, Inthink even though Chika and his wife will be okay, there might be a chance that in the future they will break up like what happened fo Masato and his ex wife..
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The story has a lot of potential but ended up where the M just accepted every sh*t the S gave him. There wasn't even any conflict even if it'll make it another cliché yaoi story, i think if it did a lot of the readers would have accepted it even if the play was already too rough for the M. smh
The art was beautiful but such a waste for an ending.
I love this manga that everytime I reread this I still feel that bit pang of pain for what Sakai felt when Shizuku didnt remember him.. But I get what he felt having that decidion before the accident because lets face it having a relationship like that really gives you insecurities..