I can't help but feel a little jealous, I wish I had what they have haha xD
Well, this ending felt very refreshing and was worth the wait in every sense.
I actually cried when she was told she has had a miscarriage. What it meant for her then and what it meant after, I grieved for her a little in that moment, although I don't want to be a mother myself I'm not sure if I'm completely against it. If I were in her shoes all my might to live would have died just there and then.
She still loves him, but she's obviously tired of what it costs her to love him. It's so overwhelming to watch. Her absolute shock when she woke up and despair when he showed up in front of her...
This is the first time I've ever seen such an accurate description of depression.
My honest opinion is, this fuckin sucked big time.
All the way to before the ending was perfect but the actual end was so so frustrating, what was the idea?? I physically cannot even phantom what was going through the author's mind. I actually feel the need to write an alternative ending for just how obscenely grotesque the ending was.
In my head, the ending is a lot better, I'll keep my ending in mind and disregard this pile of fuckin trash