He suffered in his past life. Borned as slaved to be sacrificed to dragon and ended up having to kill himself to make sure the covenant intact. And in his new life as ian, he suffered as a loner due to having power like archaian and having to concealed his power otherwise to be tortured and being controlled by lorkan. And now he’s with soleite but soleite sees him as brian and not as ian ╥﹏╥ when will ian have his own peace smh ╥﹏╥