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yes I cried, what about it?
I think this is such a good prompt, I don't know if it's universal, but the feeling of despair and envy when everybody around you has a significant other is SO REAL.
The feeling that you can't feel nor find love is so agonizing, specially when you're a teenager.
I didn't have a teenage love story, I'm in my twenties now and still struggle with not being romantically involved with anyone, and the feeling of not being good enough or that I don't deserve to be loved is always in the back of my thoughts. HOWEVER I am in therapy and am learning to deal with these emotions.
If I have any advice to yall that are going through the same shit, YOU'RE NOT ALONE, I know that we tend to isolate ourselves and hide these emotions, but know that we are here, Life is NOT short, we have plenty of time to learn, make memories and experience new things. In the end of the day is better to heal yourself first for THEN to start a relationship. I think that it's WAY BETTER to be alone and healthy, than be with someone that will cause you harm. In Brasil with have a saying "Melhor sozinho do que mal acompanhado" that explains exactly what I mean. well, if you need solace just return to this post. byeee