I've had a similar experience to MIKAKO growing up as a child, my mom was extremely poor and would often bring me around old guys. Unlike MIKAKO i wasn't r#ped just touched sadly. My mom was there most of the time but i remember this one time i cried saying i didn't like it and that it was wrong she said. ' Your body isn't fully developed when it is ill stop'
i relate to MIKAKO so much because all she ever wanted was her mom to just see that she wanted help. Oversexualizing and prostituting herself was just a way to 'relief' herself of what had happened.
My mom never really apologize to me, and now looking back at it as a 15 year old that is really sick and twisted, no matter how poor a parent can be, making a kid go through that is sickening!
She also has daddy issues, which is why i say she's relateable. i dont have a dad and would look male validation from older guys, just today my sister said ' its so sad seeing females without a male guardian look validation from guys older than them'
This may seem like a trauma dump, it is actually but MIKAKO story is so sad TvT
I am so sorry that you went through that. I hope that you have found some comfort from genuine people who care about you without expecting anything from you.
I have to admit i thought he was a narcissist at first but i feel so bad for him TvT
Seem who want their friend called them cute every morning I like chill please
But now I feel sorry for him ╥﹏╥