That face of desperation was so sweet (๑•ㅂ•)و✧, and simply so satisfying (▰˘◡˘▰), our boy literally had to make a whole show of a suicide for him to realize his feelings, every time he was showing that manipulative face was so annoying(╯°Д °)╯╧╧, but the more delulu he was about "not having feelings" the more satisfaction that ending had (▰˘◡˘▰), and that's what I call true revenge hehe (≡^∇^≡)
I know that the uke also used him in order to die, but we all saw what he said when the seme finally realized his feelings (〃゚3゚〃), he knew that before the seme didn't truly love him so he didn't have a reason to keep living, but the seme finally realizing his feelings is all he needed to pull himself from the darkness (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
For anyone that's interested in the story of the last panel from the chapters with the old man and the beast here is the link to the manga, no need to thank me, I read it and enjoyed it, I highly recommend it
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https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_monster_and_the_beast/
Thank you!! I’ve been trying to find it ^^
I hope u enjoy it, hehe, cuz I did (▰˘◡˘▰)