Megumi's step mom's Favorite

Poor Yashiro, he has so low self-esteem that it’s impossible for him to believe that Doumeki still has feelings for him :(( Not to mention that he believes that Doumeki has a woman now and fucking him is just some kind of enrichment of sexual life (just as for majority of Yakuza men Yashiro has had sex with during his lifetime). And I need to say that at first, in previous chapters somehow I enjoyed the idea of jealous Yashiro, but just now, when he described himself as a livestock uncapable of growth I saw how miserable he feels and how deeply depressed he is. It’s now even jealousy, it’s something that eats him from the inside. :((

i would really like if someone could explain yashiro’s behavior to me. when he and doumeki did it and he cried, why did he cry? also what was the reason for throwing doumeki away? i’m not good with philosophical themes so if anyone has any interpretations share pls

Chapters 22 - 50 are in the PRESENT TIME. Zhan Zheng Xi is in College and Jian Yi, who has been missing for 3 years, is now back and apparently living with him(?) as he makes up high school. The only background that we're given is that Jian Yi went missing the 2nd day of his and Zhan's first year of high school.

Chapters 51+ are set in the PAST. They're a flashback to Zhan's and Jian Yi's third year of Middle School (yes they are 15 and middle schoolers so calm your horny down a notch lol). We see the build up of the friendship between the four boys and their individual relationships. Everything we're reading now is building up to their middle school graduation and eventually the day that Jian Yi disappears.

EXCEPTIONS -- Some of the SPECIAL Chapters, such as Ch. 224 - The Christmas Special, are also set in the PRESENT. Which is why we see that the boys look a bit different, and in this specific chapter Jian Yi mentions that everyone else is in college but him (bc he has to make up high school).

As things have developed I'm sure the creator probably didn't realize this would be such a BIG project or so popular so they've probably have added and developed things in the PAST chapters, that don't translate well to the PRESENT chapters ( such as Zhan's Present personality in the early chapters being a bit more snappy and irritable, while his current Past personality actually shows him be a bit more laid back and mellow). DON'T look too much into it. Just enjoy things as they develop. The author may go back and revise the Present chapters to match things up a bit more.

Not only have I been blocked by YD (which is GREAT) but she and her minions have gathered around and made a list of a few people who are blacklisted AND IM APART OF IT Someone check the calendar it isn’t Christmas right? https://twitter.com/stanktomr/status/1415566102239842305?s=21

Damnnnn alot of mahwas are getting deleted but anw the author has the right to delete this coz its their work but it went way too far for the uploader and the author,,,,,the drama

Finally, the one asshole I care about in this story

Last night by mistake, because I wanted to read more, chapter 43 came under my eyes. I had forgotten it. Tae practically choked the boxer... He couldn’t breathe.... And then his usual way of fucking that guy. Then those who DEFEND TAE, explain to me for the umpteenth time how Soo Young is consenting to be strangled, to get fucked in such a way as to lose consciousness and to get fingers in the ass while sleeping. Neither should be defended. I’m scum both, I hope the host just survives. BUT STOP TRYING TO MAKE TAE LOOK LIKE A MARTYR . He’s just a crazy, mentally ill, maniacal, toxic stalker

Toxic, never gonna read this again i used to read this only for the bottom and now he is enjoying the bullshit that fucking top does so its a no and i just dont understand the plot what is going on like wtf

This is just my understanding it may be wrong~ so I think the part where most got confused was when that doctor appeared in the apartment and they were having an argument. The guy with with white skin was supposed to be looking for that doctor on Cain’s order but he didn’t want to obey his orders for some reason. So a few chapters back he sent someone to “kill” that doctor but it was just a copy of him i guess. Anyways they were arguing back and forth bc the white skinned guy was clearly keeping a secret. Cain had already suspected that he was doing stuff behind his back anyways so he wasn’t surprised. The white skinned guy confessed that he did it or the doctor said it out loud. It’s not that the doctor already knew what was going on he kind of just came to the conclusion on his own. They started to fight and the white skinned guy sent some kind of attack and it was going everywhere . The guy with the doctor wanted to leave but the doctor didn’t. I think someone got hit but whatever happened was the reason why the doctor wanted to stay. The doctor started to take the thing that was stuck inside of Cain out but to do so Cain had to hold hands with the human. Then they met in his mind( i don’t rlly know what that was) and fucked (this sounds so vulgar but oh well). After that the human started saying saying stuff and it worried Cain. Cain woke up but the human didn’t and Cain told the doctor to stay and heal him. Then Cain went out and slayed all them demons and as we just read he killed the white skinned guy too. But probably not since he made a deal with the devil or whoever that was. And that’s it (●'◡'●)ﾉ

I didn’t really get chapter one can someone summarize it for me plz

Okay I totally dislike Yahwi and I've expressed that so many times in the comments (Cain >>>>)

But I really don't get how ppl claiming Yahwi doesn't like Jooin, and that he's just manipulating Jooin...? HUH

Is it not quite clear that Yahwi does like Jooin lol. He's so attached to him and keeps thinking of bad ways to make Jooin happier, asking him what he wants or whatever. He equates what Jooin wants with materialistic or sexual things: when all Jooin wanted was love/affection. So yeah. Pretty sure this asshat just REEEALLY lacks emotional intelligence and didn't understanding shit about Jooin liking him, and him liking Jooin back. Until it clicked in his brain that this is how he feels.

there are people who work hard to do it regularly and with quality not just out of boredom please be respectful of the author and the uploaders this is not good

INSECRET - 7 members
Yuwon - MC
Dojin - ML
Dawol - Light purple hair, green eyes
Jihyuk - Smol black hair, purple eyes,
Haesung - Purple hair, pink eyes
?YeonOh - Grey hair, blue eyes
?Eunhyun - Tall brown hair, brown eyes

Bruh y’all stop complaining abt the translation and just be happy someone’s doing it unless ur gon do it urself （/TДT)/

Like plez just relax a little lol

isn't he basically trying to get the MC to rely only on him by making him realize how miserable he is by beating him up and ruining his life?? That's so fucked up, it reminds me of one harada's stories I read the train one

Okay, shipping Soo-Young with his Ex and Minhyuk (Blonde guy) is pretty disturbing.
I get it, the sex with the Ex and Minhyuk looked great, and you probably have a personal kink for that kind of thing but, those two (Ex and Minhyuk) are far more toxic than Taesung...
And it’s even more worrisome how you can’t pinpoint the fact that, Tae-Seung is making Soo-Young value himself more, hence the “Punishment” whenever Soo-young gets so much as a scratch.

Yes it’s a messed up method, but like the saying goes “experience is the best teacher.”