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No bcs Cane is so overly annoying- I ended the chapter (26) with the thought of “kill your self ” please he pisses me off so much AHHH
Isn’t it hilarious how we all have our own life like- one of us could be a scientist, Lawyer, student, basically in their mid 70s and we all just kinda brain rotting here on an illegal website reading either the most fucked up shit or comics, Mangas etc were too broke to pay for?
I have money but I ain't wasting it on sht I might drop.
But what ur saying is true and scary
literally cus what if i spend like 10 quid on sm and it has a rape scene or sum shit that turns me off an im like uuurgh spent a tenner on thiiiiis
Exactly
Exactly
This is so real! Actually I came to the point of reading it here and as soon as I have money I will buy the ones I liked (also when I get my first win flat, can’t let my fam see the stuff I read)
Valid
Sooo I don’t really have a question, but I think some people may also need to hear this.
So for context: I had therapy yesterday again and my psychiatrist told me smth I usually know but hearing it from a real life person hit me differently.
“It’s not your fault, you were a kid and needed support yourself” had me almost crying tbh.
Also continuing to think of it, it’s seriously so logical, how is a kid supposed to act like an adult, when biologically everything inside you screams “children”? How in fact did I personally even manage that to be so mature and parent-like, even manage school when I was a literal kid??
Well everything is hitting me now and I don’t feel like almost 21, but as if I was 16. So all in all I guess it’s okay to be immature and childish, when you didn’t had the opportunity to be a kid.
Idk maybe whatever I just said was able to make someone feel less miserable for a second. May yall have a great week and y’all’s pillow be always cold on both sides <3
I feel like often times when growing up in an unhealthy or traumatic environment you just slowly start cutting out the part of your personality that makes us children. ( this is so tmi on my end lol sorry ) but growing up in a single parent household after my dad past. As the oldest I cut out all of my wants putting myself on the back burner and “ maturing “ by working odd jobs at 12 and all throughout school . There was so many things I wanted to do with my money but I put my wants to the side and became an adult . My therapist says it’s a natural thing to do when I’ve been in a situation where my needs haven’t been met because I put others before my own mental health.
I only just realized once I got my own home and started doing things with my bf that I never did growing up . ( sorry again for the random over sharing ; )
Real! Gotta be honest, you even could say “yeah it’s your parents first life as well” well yeah, doesn’t mean she has a right to ruin the first two decades of mine? (Not only my mom but we get it)
I want to fuck his ass while eating his pussy and being pounded by him at the same time for gods sake I am- UGH
Thank you big buff twink <3
You’re welcome