The S-Classes That I Raised
Chap 77
I really should make a habit of leaving comments. So, in a way, I am talking. I never talk. Not much in real life. But, with reviews it feels like I'm talking even if I'm just typing them. I giess, if given a chance I might be a talkative person. Idk. I should feed my puppy... the milk's still hot. So later.
Anyway, how do I make friends? I learned that for those out of school.. to make friends you have to show up consistently in places .. cause that's how you make friends at school. I tried online but I flaked out after a few days. I do wanna have friends though. Not just superficial friends. I wanna have friends like those friendships I read in stories. It's kinda awesome to have friends like that...
Like this story so many people deemed him important. Like .. they really want him around. That's nice. But, I'm not fun. So, I am still working on it. Sometimes, I can be fun. But, when I'm really myself. I'm no fun at all. And people have let go of me because of that. Hmm. I mean, I am at the bottom of the barrel when jt comes to people they wanna hang out with. I am having fun though.
I've always thought this. I probably have no personality. I did not cultivate myself to be entertaining to other people. But, I sure did made this world interesting for me. I made the world fun for myself. But isn't that just escaping? Hmm. Yeah. Idk. ... even though I think I know a lot about myself. I still don't really know myself to a T.
I'm hungry.. it's Mar 15 2023 2:06am 54%
This story really made me want a person to like me. I do love myself but to be loved by other people??? That must be nice. It must mean, you're good hearted to be liked. Or even pretty enough. Or smart and funny. I wonder how to be those things.
I sound so lost. Maybe I am lost. I am going to take nmat. Probably. I just need sleep. I'm too sad right now. I am not thinking well. I should eat, too. Anyway, self. We'll meet friends. I promise. Though.. I also promised we'll get a job and now we will ty and become Doctors.. I guess, we suck at promises huh?
The Heroine Wants Me As Her Sister-in-Law
How to Hide the Emperor’s Child
So I read til the current chap .. CHAP 54 ..and I just want to say.. your face doesn't help at all ML. I don't know why but to me he looks like something is stuck in his ass. Always that constipated look. Like dude .. Aaaaa Fuck off. He found out about the child and was like preparing a whole goddang NATIONAL WEDDING. TF. This bitch was angry the fl hid the kid ..bro couldn't remember his past. That stick in his ass is longer than expected. It's messing with his brain. I'm just here for Astelle and the kid y'all. I read the spoilers and I had always thought ML let go of the FL because he was goddang protecting her. But no. Dude deadass wants her away cause he was a puppet to his father. 10 whole fucking years they've been together. He straight up dine and dash.
I can't even.
And he's such a fucking bird. He can't speak y'all. Birds are better, they chirp. But the mofo just looks constipated when he wants something to say. He doesn't know words y'all. He just keeps jumping to conclusions like a goddamn grasshopper.
Idek why he fell in love with her in that short journey y'all. I really thought he was in love with her even before (I'm freakjn sleepy, it'z 10:20am I haven't slept.) Anyway, he was sending all these gifts yall. Idek
He Awakened When I Died