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I HAVE SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT TO DO. AUG 29 2023 3PM

Cause of the lovely weather it feels like it's 5PM right now. Anndddddd cue the heavy rainfall.. dangggggg... that was quite the coincidence XD I love this... now I'm wondering whether I should stock on some canned food. This is just temporary , right? The weather is crazy as heck. Anyway, I bave something to do. But this soooooo gooodddd.. that's all byebyeee.. MAMA BEAR IS SOOOO KYUTTTTT

Will read when I'm mentally stable and not triggered easily. Shit's just too annoying rn. Uke can fucking suck his own ass idgaf. AUG 25, 2023 9:18AM 95%

Read it just now again,, am at 108 i dont have anythinkifn capacity and ita so hqrd to type lololol. Idl whqt to sqay i loce the storu i lve ir i hoep i have other thing to sqy mahne lqter





OHMYGHAD

I HAVEN'T READ A MANHUA I'VE LIKED THIS MUCH IN A WHILE. Honestly, I haven't been reading as much.

BUT THIS-

I think everyone should read it. ML will raise your standards. When I was reading this I was like this is the kind of relationship I want.

I don't know though if I'm suited for this kind of relationship. But yeah, it is really nice. To have someone like that.

Anyway, I got an urge to do a life update even though I've said I won't anymore cause am afraid someone I know might find me. But I forgot they, too, are here. In the forbidden yaoi land HUEHUEHUEHUE and now I don't really mind anymore. Why do I have to hide myself for the comfort and my image in others? Lately I've just been ruminating that. And when I sit with it. The thought of them finding out. After imagining what happens after I feel embarrassed after being found out.. there really isn't much to it. I will continue to exist and still continue to read it. And the freedom. I guess, in the end, the world (for example) can come to hate you but nothing will deter you from doing what you want. It's surprising what we can do to get what we truly desire. And I say this, for temporary pleasures only. I've yet to chase my dreams lol.

I read more than I write. I watch more than I draw. I listen to music more than I sing. The act of not trying. Of staying in the what ifs is like a drug. Or a delusion. In not commiting and finding out what I could have been brings this ego that should've been of those who risked. It's pretty funny ... and pathetic. I'll figure it out. Idek what I'm saying. I was just tryna comment how lovely this manhua is for me. Goddang. Existential crisis 2.0.


Aug 3 2023 I've seen better days..no.. these are my better days. I'm proud of myself for getting by and getting here. To the thousandth sleepless nights of the future, I wish for peace. 12:56am