He’s so fucking miserable and it’s all because he bottles up shit. And his hidden animosity. Urgh, he’s actually getting insufferable.
Expecting thanks from people who’ll drop you in a heartbeat just to not be blamed? How fucking pointless.
Damn.
One thing that irks me the most is SAINT ASS LIKE PEOPLE
I’m just at chap 4 and I fucking hate HATE
I LOATHEEEEE people who let others use them. REPEATEDLY. Learn your lesson ONCE. I just can’t bring myself to look at people who willingly go through hard stuff for others. AGAIN AND AGAIN. That shits so fucking ass. How low is your self esteem that you cant even respect yourself.
I am probably just a malicious person but that person putting the blame on me? HA! You won’t leave unscathed bitch. I’ll run your reputation through the ground.
But heck the MC got shit in the head. He says their team has solidarity thats why he’s accepting getting yelled at. AFTER he got BLAMED. That’s some dumb shit right there.
But again he stayed for 3 years in a shit job where he gets stepped pn by basically everyone. 3 years. That’s a SENIOR CITIZEN. Fuckers a spineless fool.
Anyway, why doesn’t he have a disability though? Am I asking too soon? Probably. I just want to rant. If he stays a dimwit, I’m leaving.
I am down from my high... am I really high off of emotions... I guess... nah not really I just feel like I am not rooted in this world and I feel that especially I finished another story.
I thpught I was gonna write a review but this is probably a life update .. we'll see I never know what I am going to type next...so go away... really
It's like destined to type what I type. Like it is meant to exist. Like everything in whatever progress stage they're at .does i make sense? i dont have much braincells with me tonight.. dawn.. I stayed up.. all night.. all day really just reading. Again.
Maybe I'm scared or maybe it just doesn't seem important to me. The world and what life I get off of it. I am just happy to disappear in between stories and I wish I could always live like that. To exist but not exist. I wish there were no consequences in living such a life. A life were I just take a corner of a space and witness a thousand lives.
Maybe I am irresponsible. I really am. I can't take responsibility with my own life much less with others. This is really just me running away. I was going to write mean things about myself but I won't. Not now. Not ever. I did pretty well. I really did. I really did. But I can't help to just wish I could be a ghost and haunt my phone forever.
Not even eternal rest, i just want to live life through others.
(I wrote something else entirely for that second last half but the universe ultimately decided to delete it and I have no way to bring it back. I thought it was a good paragraph though but I coudln't remember it now.) But I wanna write this instance here this moment where I feel like everything is exactly where it should be so the next moments will be the exact moments like it was written) its just crazy talk i am without rest and i am extremely sad this is nothing but musings of a broken person i guess)
I wonder what you future self will think of this.
Will you and I be any different?
i know what you mean (´-﹏-`；) oh, to be a little wisp witnessing different stories and to be content with that. ah, now i feel sad (or just disappointed) our time is limited and i would never have all the time in the world to just keep on reading, nor would i ever get to maintain the physical capabilities to do so. some days i wished to just die in my sleep, some days i feel higher than the stratosphere, but then i'd feel guilty right after for even having an inflated sense of self-importance with my waning vocabulary, even more so when i did nothing all week but to read novels i know wouldn't really help me in this practical world. but is it so wrong to indulge in these stories without wanting for anything "more"? (´ . . . `)
i am so fucked...
I can't ever achieved a love like this（/TДT)/
mannnn this story...
huhuhuhu
idek huhuhuhuhuhuhu
( T﹏T )
I need to comment like essay typa comment but i havent eaten all day and it's 6:08 pm I dont think I have anymore braincells and i dont think ive even drank water today... drink your water guys .. i needta eat.water too. but was this so good huhuhuhuhu if I can i will comment later :")
I read this too late I'm dehydrated coz of crying and laughing and there's no next chapter
Soooo... I'm just reading righttt.. and it's so goodddd but like.. I'm chapter 99 and heck her boobs are so big hahshahshahhahahahahahahaq
But like i know it was big but like that panel shocked me I had to comment (￣∇￣")
"His stomach and other parts of him were already wet from the amount of semen I spilled. I looked at the man who was spraying his cum to no avail and pulled him once more. I pushed myself with everything. Then my penis, which was fully pushed to the root, set within the man."
Tanginaaa HAHSHAHAHHSHAHA
Makakaya ko ba to??? (≧∀≦)
If anyone's wondering... below is the link to the novel
https://blsnacks.wordpress.com/2021/06/25/kiss-me-if-you-can-volume-1-chapter-12/
Dang luv it when smexy scenes are through the top's pov
But I didn’t care and inflated my penis to the bottom even harder. I will put everything inside. I clench my teeth with a heavy breath. I will put everything in this boy. Until it’s completely filled with me and it’s mine.
“Ah. Stop, eh.”
Natatawa lang ako shettt (≧∀≦)
Hahahaha oh my ghaddd grabe nmnnn ang wordong HAHAHAHAH
Wording ksi un
Pretty depressing day and I almost dropped it when Uke was like I want to get away from you (triggered some more sadness in me)
And in a way it made me jealous… and sad how can anyone endure that kind of blatant disgust. How can you continue loving someone who spent their days looking for something different.
This is not an attack to the uke actually. I just had thoughts… (an entirely different thing) why we tend to endure the constant hurt to keep familiarity?
And how lucky… to be the other side of the coin. That you are loved enough you get to think about what’s next. What’s beyond your current life’s baseline. To have something to fall back on. To knowing you’ll always get to keep someone. Having the luxury to choose.
Maybe it’s not that black and white. Maybe it’s really not that simple or maybe it is that simple… just that we couldn’t accept the 4’s are 4’s and 1’s are 1’s.
What am I even saying…
I’m tryna make something out of this sadness I am in. Creative juices be popping out of nowhere whenever I’m in this state. It’s really just a bunch of crap. Everything is. Reminds me of that quote I read… ‘nothing ever ends poetically. It ends and we turn it into poetry. All that blood was never once beautiful. It was just red.‘
I THOUGHT THIS WAS COMPLETED(╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I KNOW I CLICKED THE ONE THAT WAS COMPLETED FROM MY TBR or did i
:(((((
I knew that 39 chaps was too good to be true ╥﹏╥
I set myself up ┗( T﹏T )┛
Why do I always do this to myself…
Anyway
THIS IS SO GOOD FUCK YEAH MORE CHAPTERSSSSS ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
I can’t wait for the smut scene. Yes yes (▰˘◡˘▰)
They’re just so.. so silly and good I’m gonna start crying hahshahahhahahaha
Bless their hearts, those two fools ╥﹏╥
wait it’s tagged shounen ai….
?????
WDYMMMMMM
this is not yaoiiii???
（/TДT)/
It is yaoi although they have not gone all the way yet. I read up to ch 61 and it's really good. They have not done it yet up to that point but i believe they will soon. Regardless this story is so good.
WHERE DID YOU FIND THE OTHER CHAPTERS? I love themmmm
It was a spanish translation from a scanlation group. Although I'm not sure if there website has some issues because it's not working for me. I also believe ive seen a french translation link posted in the comments before. If you speak any other language you might find a fan translation that you can read
Yayyyy (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
This is making me happy and sad at the same time :( Why the fuck I feel so lonely today and it’s not even noon yet what is happening ╥﹏╥
The MCs are so cute :( I really wish there were more chapters :(
Here’s the tea.
He told the ML to change his personality.
HAHSHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
He’s a dimwit.
Get it?
HE’S GOT A DIM WIT.
shit’s so ridiculous HAHSHAHSHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Okay lemme explain this.
The ML has been suffering because of an illness. Ml tried to tell him na bruh maybe its you (my person) coz its your name on my chest and I feel better and see clearer now that I met you again.
And what did he do. He tried leaving the car and say no bro iz not me there’s a lot of names like mine plus (the translation pretty uhh subpar so like its kinda hard to understand at times) I am a nameless person in my understand he dont got a name in his body. He didn’t even thought of giving it a chance.
And the ml was like I’ve read it bro that there are 1% of the population that has like an unfair ruling in this supposed to be mates typa world. It must be you.
mc still denied. Then, ml tried to like sleep with me bro i’ll pay you. You know what I get it. He’s fucking desperate. 3 years of that damn illness. If you can you’ll get right into the foolproof way of getting better. If money can solve it. Throw dem cash. Money is seriously just a tool to make life better.
Is it kind? Is it respecting to the other person? Nah, but understandable. It’s not like we don’t know why he offered. Plus the mc’s been denying the MLs claims. He was tryna be like you on me. Me on you. So what we gonna do. NTM been trying to run away the whole conversation. Not giving him any chances. It was a desperate attempt really.
Also, I really am on the MLs side. At least he makes sense. The mcs a fucking dimwit. I feel bad he got paired with that kind of personality really. I hope they built a better character.
He’s a moron, alright. And idk if it’s the translation that’s making him even more stupid but he’s so dang pointless. He was scared because the ML knew he grumbled. That ipad part. Man, brain dead. My brain died. Coz why in the heck he got scared coz of that.
He’s got some pointless worries. Puts a plastic personality. Hidden animosity. And just overall miserable.
If it was on the MLs side that was being followed. I’d read this. But the mc is such a shit character. I don’t want to be polluted by a shitty way of thinking.
I’m still at chap 12. Good luck to the ml. The damn mc is such a wackass dimwit. Bye.