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More of a life update than a comment. So uhh you can go.

I just. Well. I just came back here to read for one last time. This was my favorite manga of all time back then. And to say that, when I am as much of a smut lover as I am human, is crazy.

I’ve probably read this more than 10 times. I would know. For reference, I watched the whole series of I reincarnated as A slime (anime) at least 4 times. And I even read the manga. It’s one of my favorites. I’m practically bragging atp. But my point is, this manga hit the center of my soul. I feel like when I read this it became my core memory HAHAHA. It’s crazy but it truly is something that ignited something in me.

But what I am here for is really to have some sort of recollection. And I feel like my core manga is the spot to put my heart to.

I read this when I was relatively young. Like super young. I am not sure what my exact age was but definitely under 20.

I was scrolling down memory lane. I went back to my very first comments on here. And I was really young. Like I couldn’t express myself. Incoherent. And my vocabulary was dry AF HAHAHA I was using the same thing over and over again. And I am truly not saying this to diss that part of myself but to express my awe for the hard work that that little me must’ve put herself in to become this me, a better teller. And truly, I am impressed. I really did it. I really tried and here I am. And it’s only going to get better from here.

And I just, I can’t believe it that you truly truly get better, unconsciously. I was always looking around…seeing the world is just filled with so much trophies that I can’t achieve but here I was, blinded, I couldn’t see that my path was also filled with trophies I didn’t know I collected.

And it speaks to me now, the little things. Slowly carved a path I didn’t know I was also going. And it’s for a lot of things really. That those small decisions, they do matter. Everything did matter. Every choice, every action not taken, is creating me a future I don’t know about.

So what is this telling me? I know. But it’s hard to admit that I’ve just been a shitty decision-making adult HAHAHA. One who doesn’t make a choice but truly, it was also a decision after all.

So yeah, it feels kinda dramatic to say it. For me to leave with this wall of text. All about MYSELF. As if I was ever something. But I remember I wrote on my profile when I was super new here. I wrote leave bits and pieces of yourself wherever you go. And I truly honored that to this day. To not be afraid of criticism coz they will always come, to just let a piece of you exist coz the world will still go round. The people will forget but you, you will remember. That your heart wanted to say something and you let her be. That she thought it was important to share and you didn’t cower of other’s thoughts but prioritized yours instead.

You will remember it even if the world forgets. You will remember how you still chose to let yourself exist even if the world may deem it unnecessary. Cause it wasn’t even unnecessary in the first place. There is always a space for a memory of you. Even if that space has no audience in it. It could still live on. Longer now that you let it free. Instead of killing it at its first conception.

You didn’t need to be something, someone, the ONE or whover you think are the only ones allowed to make a mark. The fact that I exist and have the audacity is enough. We can all have the audacity. The world is big. There will always be a room for you. So let your piece exist. Let the world store your capabilities.

I was gonna say I’m straying but what are thoughts if not a jumbled mess of ideas. I will let it exist and not berate it for being. After all I am just here to commemorate my exit, may whatever thoughts arise be a symbol of my time here.

My past self would’ve been so proud. ‘Hey, in a sense, you did it.’ You made me ‘me’. Aren’t we pretty awesome? Haha!

This illegal site. Truly build me up. Made me dig deep and reflect on every story I’ve read. I wouldn’t have done it without a material, mangago. You made me see my moral compass and the values I hold. Thank you.


Super dramatic tbh I would have hidden this on my notes app lol if I wasn’t truly leaving. Haha. But I’ve let go of a lot of things now, it would be unfair if I couldn’t leave here.

I want to say more just so I could stay. I want to stay. But it’s unfair for the others. They were equally important. But alas, I made a decision, it’s a decision this time. I hope wherever this leads me, at the very least, makes me feel at peace.

Signing off.

HOLY MOTHER FUCK THE GUY WITH THE CUT IS THE ML while I was trynaget back to my chapter I thought maybe its that guy and I scrolled back so fasttt and HE IS

Mhm kneeled begged marked okayyy sirrr

So I couldnt help but be curious…

Who’s the maderfreakin ML? And people are saying Daejun Daejun Daejun who the fuck is that （/TДT)/

Did I miss it? Ngl I had to go back to that part where they introduced the members and all this time I thought that Yoo San(?) Ose was the ML cause bro licked his neck but he isn’t and I thought it was that guy the manager was like dont cause any trouble greeting or something his name was Yoo Sin wait are they borthers with that Ose… no the point

Where in the living fuck is the ML ╥﹏╥ and I got myself a little bit spoiled by the comments are the members going to be shittyyy?? Cause am at chap 14 and there just no way but ngl I can see it but maybe once they knew mc was getting bang for a buck. Idk.

I wished it didnt go that route though … the members being secretly shady. Idk. All I was thinking earlier reallly was who the ml is. I sure do hope he’s loaded everywhere uhhuh yagetwhatimean … and if he’s handsome on top of that could he be mine instead (≧∀≦) sue me for hoping

That yoo sa kid seems shady to me now why yhe fuck he licked his neck then when hes not even the ml (●￣(ｴ)￣●)

JUSKOPO JUSKOPO JUSKOPO

Got me looking for the novel

the link:

https://readhive.org/series/76657/6.1/

There’s a live action adaptation too (I found an ep on youtube) but I’m not that interested (they’re human. malamang.)

I'm gonna shit myself there's so many characters ╥﹏╥

This is so good. I actually love this.

I’m still at chap 7 and I’ve just been smiling like crazy ╥﹏╥ this is so cute also that ending panel for chap 6 was to die for PLEASE PLEASE IDEK what I’m begging for huhuhu this just fills my heart.

Earlier I was crying over someone saying I worded something out nicely and they thanked me for it— after reading it the SECOND TIME (like the next day) turns out I am just on my period. But I usually cry anyway

I kinda wanna yap well I already did but there will be more like I did not talk today typa MORE so you can go now.

I wrote it. It was hella long. But I think it’s for my notes app instead of here hahaha

I just wanted to say this story is my favorite type of trope. Connected by fate. We all are truly, I think. The ones who are reading this we are connected because we are readers of this story and our interpretation of it creates its own threads. Like me who decided to write a comment that gets read by people. And maybe you who will recommend it to a friend. Idek what I’m saying hahshahahhaha

Anyway I love this to BITS PLUS HE’S ALWAYS ON HIS LAP PLEASE IT’S SO SWEET AND DOMESTIC I will actually cry okay byeee I’m gonna go read ╥﹏╥

I just started reading this. And damn, “saintness” won’t really take you anywhere.

So… he caught his bf in bed with his younger brother and got scolded instead? I- what? What in the fuck was that honestly? That little slap ain’t AAAAAAA I was so fucking frustrated. Like surely there aren’t people like that? Like I CAUGHT YOU CHEATING. No way in fucking hell you’re gonna be raising your damn voice at me. I will wage WAR. ARGHHHH fuck. And that was like chap one bro. That was a LOT. But get this.

Fuck.

he got accused of murder. Uhm. Honestly. That was so fucking stupid but I can’t even laugh. A murder. A MURDER. MURDER. That’s murder he got accused of.

There is no way everyone is stupid. No way in fucking bro. There is no way in hell he didn’t win that one. First off, the vaseee??? Surely there were some shards on the grandpas head. The time of arrival? If there were no cctv’s on the inside surely the outside has at least one. And that was like …what? A super quick murder of 5-8 minutes. No way in fucking hell the lawyers would lose that shit. Also, the damn hospital records. If he’s clean all his fucking life…

fuck bro.

Why am I even trying…

That was so fucking dumb. Like. And only 5 years? What is happening bro. This is honestly solely for the plot. Couldn’t even do 2 chapters for the cheating and the murder. What in the fuck is in that 400 chapters then.

Also, fuck bro… he’s going to be out tomorrow. And still went to that place (I’m not even gonna talk about the seme)… like seriously? Seriouslyyy? “They have a back up even if I don’t come” or some shit… what do you mean you willingly walked to your own murder scene. Rather be waiting for that shit ass back up plan in MY OWN CELL (of course with the fellow inmates if there are). Locked up along with THEM TOO CAUSE THEY ARE ALSO CRIMINALS. Pretty good chances I must say. No eating food. No poisoning. Rot in my cell even with mu bladder about to burst. I can fucking pee and shit in MY FUCKING HOUSE TOMORROW ANYWAY. honestly. And also, angering that “big bro” anyway as if he wasn’t as thin as a twig (im exaggerating if you couldn’t tell) if he comes out of there alive (I didn’t continue reading cause I needed to rant) Idk. That’s plot armour. And he very much did stay alive cause ya know it’s 400 chapters.

ngl I kinda wanna see how dumb this gets. Or it might get better. I am just on chap 4 and surely those 400+ chaps is something lol. It can’t be all that bad honestly.

And even though I hate “Saints” I kinda also applaud them for staying kind and calm even with how life fucks them in the ass. There should be retributio for that little brother ‘white lotus’ was it? They call it in chinese..? I read in a lightnovel like looks pure but are actually demons?

I looked it up. It is. And it is called lotus flowet because it is white in color but underneath its roots are dirty and covered in mud. So there’s that.

I hope that twink gets burned alive. Like actually. But idk I am not that creative. So am just gonna see how he gets killed in this one. If he doesn’t.. well, wow.

400 chapters… I’m wishing myself good luck.

(This is too long. Spend your time (wisely)elsewhere lololol)


Wow. I-

:’)

Hmm. Lemme gather my thoughts…

That was honestly a really good one.

:((((

I. I wish I have more thoughts but now that I am not reading I am slowly overcome by anxiety. Whew. But that was really good. It helped me calm down. Damn, I sincerely have nothing to say.

Uhm.

Okay.

The art was fabulous. The smut was pretty romantic that it truly made me sad HAHAHA it’s so weird. But like not like SAD but like it’s not even smut really. Maybe it was. I don’t really remember much of the sex tbh. But the post-coital (lol) made my heart shiver. Those cuddles added years to my life. I wanna highlight that their hugs and kisses are what makes the world go round hehehe. I love stories like this.

Writing this while listening to someone blasting AI music is an experience.

I definitely would love it if there were more chapters. I feel like it does need more (PLEASEEE I BEG). I read that there will be side stories but it’s been a year, I checked, since this was completed so maybe .. idk.. it’s okay ( ╥﹏╥) that was still overall great.

Something about that line… not the exact words but it was like.. ‘The young dragon has many fears but he is willing to do whatever it takes for his beloved.’ :’)

Also, when

SPOILER

When (fuck I forgot his name)

But he was like “Our second child. I can’t name him in my own. You must help me.” “The stomach pains are frequent this time. I’m always sick. I need you.” Like that’s my BABY POOKIE RIGHT THERE. Melts my freakin heart bro huhuhu and also his spirit form (fuck I need to know his name) THEO that was why I was gonna write Leo for his name (not too bad brain just few letters off. That’s slay of you)

Anyway, Theo’s spirit form and how the young dragon SETH SERAM MORANI OR SUMN anyway they were absolutely adorable :((((

This was good that I honestly wish I wrote a better comment to remember it by. Also, my previous review of this got a long ass life update. 2023. Crazy how time flies.

I wish I could’ve written this better. But I wanted to make a lasting memory to remember it by. But I guess rereading would just be as nice. I’ll be here again when my memory fails to remember.