So it’s not about this story but damn I was reading the novel right?… Go away am gonna yap a life update or sumn idk a meltdown
tell me THE FUCK WHY IN FUCKING WORLD calm
Calm down
Why am I crying againn? WHA HAFEN VELLA??? it was so unprovoked. I remembered a memory. Fuck. The tears mann. Fuck. Fuck I SHOULD REALLY SLEEP 12 mn tops. 3 ams be making shit memories win.
Idk. Maybe it’s because this is a story about chances. Like any other story really. A chance to change fate.
And here I thought I’ve moved on. How in the fucking world am I even going to do that. I’ve tried everything. I went no-contact. I literally broke off the connection. Blocked. Deleted. But for the life of me. Even when I broke no contact and got torn to shreds. Fuck bro. There’s no fucking escape.
I fucking need truck-kun.
Send me to another world really. Not even.
Amnesia. That’ll do it.
make me forget.
This is my curse. Karma. I severed the connection. In hopes it’ll stop hurting me. There really was no other way. I would’ve chosen differently. I would. Now the thread clings to my arm like melted candle wax. Not exactly burning but hurts you enough to remind you it’s there.
And funny thing is, not really funny, more like pathetic, pathetic thing is, it makes me hope they also still think of me or something. Like the universe is not done with us yet. Like a fucking moron. Sometimes, even when I hate being dumb, I can’t help but being one.
I. I won’t go back. Never. Not again. Not after everything. This is seriously a curse. How’s it even my fault anyway why am I getting this shitty ass karma I was fucking crying every two days back then FUCK THAT
That actually made me feel better FUCK IT ALL honestly fuck my brain for remembering fuck me for hoping fuck the universe for letting us meet
Hugss. I’m going through nearly the same thing, but with friends. We can get through this!
WTF ?
He’s such a yearner NGL even if he was not the ml I would pray for him to hit that ass ONCE
I’m not even gonna expect some (=・ω・=) next chap huhu it seems weirdly slow burn I meannn how do I say this anywayyy if he do be able to tap that ass next update, I will feed a hungry soul (probably me)
Can’t WAITNKWJASAWISZLPWLK
IM DEAD ME ASF I feel the same
Hes not the ml?
no he is hahah they're just saying that even IF he wasn't, they'd wanna see him fuck the mc at least once XD
I’m at chap 36 and wtf?
He dragged his friend’s drunk (I think he drugged him or smthng idrk) body to a fucking casino. Stole all his everything and put some things on loan? Whose car was ittt?? Did I read that, right? Doesn’t even matter WTFFFFF
Ohmyghad wtff not only was he drugged, kidnapped (idk there has to some typa word but i cant rn), stolen from, and then when he woke up HE WAS SUPPOSED TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT TOO?
Oh wow. Wow. WOW.
I had to comment. I’m actually… how is he not AT THE VERY LEAST slapping the hell out of this bird brain? Jesus. I will never be Saint. I can’t ever be. Not only was that a sure way for an FO, drowned in debt or not, I will fucking sue his ass.
I just can’t, the uke is too calm for me bro. And he was deliberating on assaulting another *good fortune* person. I… am I just gonna let all that carry on and focus on them getting saved? I can’t. This is too calm. I will literally rip his hair off. AND GROPING TOO? Bro. He might be looking for money but shit. There will be no calm in the area, there’ll be CALAMITY though.
he too calm FOR ME. Just tryna balance this out. I kinda hope they beat that motherfucker. But idk. Seems unlikely considering the initial reaction. Yap yap yap.
Bruh I just want the uke to sneak in a slap in that first few revelations but he did not and so I am here.
Idk bro just make a quality circle your life will definitely better LIKE FR. Choose your friends wisely. Fuck that man. I am just like in disbelief. Tf did I just read. That was so fucking dumb bruh. Dragging an unconscious body, too. (Bruh end this) anyway, fuck that dumb bitch (and he was not too bad looking. Tall. And a big build. Shoulda just gave up on the looks and maybe traded that for some braincells.)
So, instead of looking for a charger. He looked for someone to assault. I mean, he did assault the boss.
My braincells are coming back to me ngl. I had to turn it off. This was supposed to be no brainer but now my brain is suddenly awake.
Cause why in the flying fuck is he tryna assault someone again to HELP a shitass flu infested brain that quite literally USED HIM. Had the audacity to say, ‘you’re not gonna win if you’re not gonna sit’
wow.
Holy fuck.
What in the fuck was that honestly.
What in the flying fuck am I reading at 2:46 am.
Mannn I need to sleep maybe the story’s different maybe am just too tired for this.
This is so sweet but I’m worried sick what does the Empress mean when she said that come crashing down statement.
Also, what if someone followed them ╥﹏╥
I binged that. This is really good. The smut ヾ(☆▽☆)
more MORE i want to read more stories like this :’)
Ngl you have to go away cause like I really am just here for the smut and this is a smut review. MY pov on the smut…. I just finished this shit is too long but it is my raw thoughts. Have a go if you have the time.
Idk what to feel about that. The sex. I can always swallow a little bit more toxicity but damn have I gotten soft? This didn’t sit well with me. Maybe I love me some romantic stuff now ╥﹏╥
The sex was just so… it didn’t connect. And I felt like he was building up his tolerance until he (uke) thinks to himself that he can take whatever bdsm stuff the seme will push to him. I didn’t like the sex. I felt like they had no chemistry. And ngl while reading the last sex scene. I wanted it to end so badly I was about to scroll down but I am a smut lover I wanted to see it through ╥﹏╥
Will there be a baby? I stopped at ch 21. Since it was where the good translation ended. He took that condom off. I think he took it off but Idk he seemed shocked too. So idk bro.
And mannn the uke is so naive. I mean, wow. Damn their trust on those condom bruh. Not even taking contraceptive pills. An extra fertile womb. An omega. Surely the seme could’ve warned him. He didn’t want a child but blindly trusted a condom. Wow. I can never. AND IT’S MESSING WITH ME SO FUCKING BAD. I can’t. I am emotionally invested on those. Oh god. A baby while being a baby himself. I mean- he is not a baby but boy is he so fucking naive (⊙…⊙ )
Idk if this will turn sweet. Humans will naturally follow their natural rhythm. If he’s into bdsm, he’snnot going to change but maybe becoming mates might just tenderized(?) his heart. (Like a steak or sumn huh… anyway) orrr maybe becoming mates might just make him (uke) tolerate it.
or just.. idk.. since basically… it’s his welcome party to adulthood. He’ll come to like bdsm. An acquired taste. A salute to the firsts of his life. Personally I kinda don’t like bdsm. I was about to drop this when I knew that that might be the path this story was leading to but I was kinda interested on the love story.
So I saw this on X. And ngl it hooked me. They had sex in public. They haven’t in the chapters I’ve read. Well, they kinda did but it wasn’t “sex” or maybe the x post wasn’t sex. I just jump unto it ta know.. I’m a smut lover. the point is, I was here for the smut, I didn’t even looked at the cover and now seeing it. It’s bdsm. I only like specific things about bdsm so I usually don’t go for it… and now..I kinda stayed for the love story or something…
Man this is too long. This got me yapping bro. Anyway, they babied him too much. They babied him in a way he couldn’t quite understand. Not exactly spoiled, I don’t think that’s the word. Maybe that’s why he grew up naive BUT strong enough to try new things.
It’s not even being rebellious instead he knows he holds his fate so he acts on it but pursues it in a naive way. He does have strong mental prowess. Yet he is naive. Idk it’s somewhat disconcerting.
All I’m trying to say really is that there has to be a perfect blend to parenting kids. Idk. I don’t have a kid and I don’t have much care for it. But seeing him (uke). It actually made me think of that topic. He’s a result of it.
Maybe you can’t be too soft. Can’t be too rough either(?)
how’d you end up with a kid so loved yet not even concerned of being pregnant just coz the other person “SAYS” he doesn’t want kid. Like was he not warned? Just protected but was not explained the basics?
Like no self-preservation bro? Ya get me? He is so loved yet he don’t care for himself, not ideally at least. Do you get me, hopefully not-tired af future self? Idk if I am saying what I want to say/convey right… maybe he is just liek that.
Nowadays I just accept characters as they come. Ngl people can be dumb or just saints... I mean, my grandma gave up hectares of land coz she doesn’t want a fight… they did fight. And she got no land. Welp.
Do I like these peoples choices? Not really. But It’s hard not to be mad at people’s choices like you get mad at your own really. I guess, that’s how they naturally are. Yeah. they do, naturally, piss me off though.
And there’s the matter of his love story… if I even talked about it I might as well just write a fucking book so lemme end it here.
Alpha gives him a contraceptive pill at ch 21 (but says it is aspirin). Hope he drinks it.
Wow you are very dedicated i appreciate this review
Man this review is so endearing to me
Wow, thanks for your detailed reply. I personally like the smut in thi story but everyone is entitled to their own opinion. It’s not the only reason I’m reading the story but I won’t say that it’s a downside to the manga.
I agree that Joohyun was babied and sheltered too long by his sister and Minwoo and that’s why I think he feels like rebelling with his relationship with Seojun to prove to both of them that what happened when he was younger is in the past and he’s an adult now and can make his own decisions and use his own judgment.
While reading the story, I can say the elder sister and Minwoo always told him not to do certain things since he’s an omega but it appears that they never truly explained why he had to avoid certain things as the first couple of chapters, we see him ask Seojun to explain to him why he hesitated to do anything with him due to him “being an omega”. Seojun at least has educated him on certain things he should know more about since he’s an omega.
It was the top (?) manga. I might just never get used to straight sex (≧∀≦) I couldn't read it like I read bl smut. Hmmm. The story is pretty interesting though. I mean, I really did stay for the story. The smut was okay. It was a lot of smut.
this story did left that detail right after it was spoken to existence. And the nonchalantness of it all, her, was something so sad and so real.
I came for the smut but this...ngl could shed some light on deeper, darker aspects of poverty. That's some serious plot tbh. So I am super interested how this would play out.
An adult, her new and fast ticket out of that place. But then again it could be that "out of the frying pan and into the fire."
That was calming... they're so calm..?? Like I am at peace after reading that wtf ..? (≧∀≦)
I enjoyed reading that. It was interesting. I thought this was finished, it felt like an old story (I meant the styling(?) Idk ) so I didn't expect getting transported here...
And it's like a smut scene (probably) in the next chapter but I am not really looking forward to it that much ╮(￣▽￣)╭ and I'm a smut enthusiast. Idk. I am just looking forward to the domestic scenes. Like child-raising or something.
I wanna say more. But I can't pinpoint what I wanna say about this. Hmm.
I did enjoy reading that.
Huh... the peaceful feeling won't go away. In a brooding... thoughtful subspace it left me.
What do I want to say??
(This is too long. Spend your time (wisely)elsewhere lololol)
Wow. I-
:’)
Hmm. Lemme gather my thoughts…
That was honestly a really good one.
:((((
I. I wish I have more thoughts but now that I am not reading I am slowly overcome by anxiety. Whew. But that was really good. It helped me calm down. Damn, I sincerely have nothing to say.
Uhm.
Okay.
The art was fabulous. The smut was pretty romantic that it truly made me sad HAHAHA it’s so weird. But like not like SAD but like it’s not even smut really. Maybe it was. I don’t really remember much of the sex tbh. But the post-coital (lol) made my heart shiver. Those cuddles added years to my life. I wanna highlight that their hugs and kisses are what makes the world go round hehehe. I love stories like this.
Writing this while listening to someone blasting AI music is an experience.
I definitely would love it if there were more chapters. I feel like it does need more (PLEASEEE I BEG). I read that there will be side stories but it’s been a year, I checked, since this was completed so maybe .. idk.. it’s okay ( ╥﹏╥) that was still overall great.
Something about that line… not the exact words but it was like.. ‘The young dragon has many fears but he is willing to do whatever it takes for his beloved.’ :’)
Also, when
SPOILER
When (fuck I forgot his name)
But he was like “Our second child. I can’t name him in my own. You must help me.” “The stomach pains are frequent this time. I’m always sick. I need you.” Like that’s my BABY POOKIE RIGHT THERE. Melts my freakin heart bro huhuhu and also his spirit form (fuck I need to know his name) THEO that was why I was gonna write Leo for his name (not too bad brain just few letters off. That’s slay of you)
Anyway, Theo’s spirit form and how the young dragon SETH SERAM MORANI OR SUMN anyway they were absolutely adorable :((((
This was good that I honestly wish I wrote a better comment to remember it by. Also, my previous review of this got a long ass life update. 2023. Crazy how time flies.
I wish I could’ve written this better. But I wanted to make a lasting memory to remember it by. But I guess rereading would just be as nice. I’ll be here again when my memory fails to remember.