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I can’t believe I started reading an incomplete story again with just 19 chaps out. Anyway, pretty good. See ya in 2 years? Hahaha huu.. huu.. huu

Pretty good. Down bad seme. They’re down bad for each other. But it wasn’t able to portray the extent of the down bad”ness” I wish it had though this was super cute lol. The wholesome kinda down bad. I am into the uhh toxic side so… BUT I finished it nonetheless. It’s really good.

It’s confusing at times honestly but you’ll definitely get it as you read. Honestly, I didn’t think much while reading. It’s just too wholesome to nitpick lol HAHAHAHHA it’s just too cute. And I love love love Zhong La? What was the name of that baby dragon :( he’s super cute ╥﹏╥

Also the love letters BRUHH its so fucking cute what the fuck and I love me some shiny things so this hit me right. Yeah. I love this hahshahhahaha

I don’t think this is an exceptional story but their love was. It was something that was portrayed really nicely. I don’t even know what kind of feeling it made me feel. It was very homey. Like it was truly meant to be. That kind if stuff? Like the kind of love that didn’t need to be forced. It’s there it exist so naturally. It was quiet but it was also strong. Idk bro… it was really good how it all came together. Nice.

That was a good one.

Thanks to all that made it possible for me to read this. I guess I needed that story. I feel okay now.

He's so like Hyesung the dumbfounded blushing loook aarrgghhh I miss him ...

my baby Hyesung :( he's gone through so much and now freely expresses himself.. ╥﹏╥
I will legit cry but no (︶︿︶) HYESUNG MY BABY ╥﹏╥ ╥﹏╥ ╥﹏╥ I don't even know if I remember clearly (even though I've reread it a couple of times already (╯°Д °)╯╧╧) but like I have such fond feelings for Hyesung he's so fucking cuteeee

I hope this turns out well.. i kinda have an expectation hehe

One of the most down bad characters in any stories I read. He'll lick his feet honestly if Hanbin lets him lol. And he probably has at some point. The kissing bro. Damn that was good. I could definitely see the vision though the drawing sometimes is tight. I can definitely see what they were tryna do.

The smut is not exceptional, it's there. I can see the vision but sometimes the art is tight. But its all right. Honestly not even here for the smut but for the story haha. I love LOVE LOVE me some GAYmers and I'm happy to find this gem (there's honestly not a lot LOT) unexpectedly.

This was a good read. I binged that.

I don't regret. Wished it was longer and was given more in depth take but oh well. We can't have it all.

I was in smut-binging mood that night. And so, I looked... I MEAN I DIDNT SPECIFICALLY LOOK FOR A DAMN MONKEY OKAY?? IT WAS UNDER THAT COMPILATION "WHY GET ONE WHEN YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL" AND SO I THOUGHT THIS WAS HAREM!

spoiler alert, it wasn't. and THERE'S NO SMUT.

BUT GUESS WHAT

This was so interesting like I'm not even gonna lie this shit is right up my alley AND ITS NOT WEIRD OR ANYTHING (it kinda is but it does make some sort of sense) LIKE HONESTLY FUTURE SELF GIVE IT ANOTHER GO!

I guess it'd be pretty convenient to have someone destined for you instead of working on having someone. How nice to be promised love just for existing.

I've always been that someone too close for it to just be friendship but not quite someone they'll be willing to commit to. I've always wondered why that is. Why do people come along just to bring me to my knees to ask for a love I didn't even wished for in the first place... when I am so sure I'd live alone all my life, just to be entangled with a person I'd be willing to break that promise for.

And I guess, in my selfish kind of thinking, they needed me. They needed to meet me to be introduced to a certain type of perspective they'd need in the future, ya know, reckless rage. And an abnormal amount of overthinking. Unnecessary thoughts. Shit doesn't make sense.

It's funny now that I've lived through it. But at those moments...
I don't even want to remember.

I guess that's what makes destined partners in stories seem so... godly, to me. Because to the me who wasn't ever worth the risk, it was beautiful to be loved for simply being you... warts and all. Risking it all for the love to continue even just for a moment.

In my weakest nights, I wished to be loved. I wished for my own love story to bloom. And I imagine what it would be like. And how strange and sweet it would be.

I guess this is one of those nights, where I think of the feelings, no matter how it hurt, it was beautiful. Even if it was not meant for me. Even just for a moment, I was able to experience their fate.


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There will be nights like this in the future I imagined. The loneliness of living alone. I guess I haven't grasped it yet. How to cope with a life where there is only myself. Maybe then, I'm be able to find a way to make money off of it. Wouldn't that be nice? To write my most vulnerable thoughts for an audience to read and criticize.

But maybe there will be one or two people who'll like it and that'd be enough. That in this world where love seems to be the fate of many, there are a few of us who share the same the same sentiments.

damn that was a good yap

I am so disturbed that I had to log in on my tab get my keyboard out. (I was reading on my phone) I need to get these damn thoughts out

I am just in shock. like i'm not even tryna dramatic (i am) but what the fuck is this. what the fuck bro. that was so fucking weird.

I dunno where to fucking start.

alright

let's start it with why in the flying fuck is everyone so fucking loud? they're so damn talkative bro. and at the early stages of this damn story too. they don't fucking shut up. almost like i can't distinguish between them. they all have the same damn mouth.

Give me a fucking moment, shut your trap, and just let a damn narration do the paragraphs. let a narrator do the fucking telling.

and I dunno bro ha. i dunno if this story is too advance for me but why in the actual fuck are they always talking about the damn seashore trade, the war, and their fucking political standpoint.

1st noh... how in the fuck will the first fucking prince get his shine when everyone in the fucking kingdom know goddamn well he went to the fucking war himself that's why he fucking got injured. if the damn king will be the fucking one choosing the damn heir why in the fuck does is so fucking worried what the public thinks (they're a fucking monarchy) when he has his own merit and seriously anyone with a fucking brain knows that the other prince is nothing but a figurehead.

a damn announcement doesnt do shit the fucking soldiers knew who fucking went. its mental to me how this was the topic they discussed so seriously like what the fuck what fuck what the fuck. yeah I wrote that three fucking times, and here's another what the fuck for good measure.

correct me if i'm wrong because at that point of the story I was fucking shit-faced with all he fucking talking bruh.

Anyway, picture this, you intentionally walked behind a stranger and talked about how apples in asia are significantly smaller than apples in the west and maybe it's because of the west scientific breakthrough's and further talked about it's implication to importation and people's health and all this because the stranger briefly touched an apple. if that's not subtle smart bragging idk what that is.

A stranger. A slight touch to the butt. opened up a can of worms in her mouth that otherwise she refuses to let out in the face of her ONLY BLOOD relative that fortunately FAVORS her.

but get this bruh (man am tired) if you're a soldier with a sword longer than your forearm would you really hide it on your back while sitting with a cloak on? you were back from a war and is still vigilant because of its affect on you (he was also a great war hero. come on now) how fucking slow was that reaction to a miss wearing a full dress that dragged through the ground, mind you fabrics rub against each other ps it's not quiet, climbing on the little hill he was on.

Anyway, it was so bizarre the way it tried so hard to have a casual "witty" conversation. I was almost suffocated by the tightness of the way the author made it went through just for it to make fucking sense. but in the end, it was so fucking weird my soul was almost drained.

and you see that theme throughout the damn 10 chapters. JUST 10 chapters in.

I'm tired what made me do this?

Anyway (I'm out of energy I'm hungry and dehydrated) it was so fucking dramatic how that damn dog of the prince literally had to support himself with the wall just because he found out the girl wasn't as smart as her half sister.

But you can't tell me bruh that what he asked about wasn't discussed and she didn't have an opinion on. they were the third something closest lion shit of the imperial family she had a bunch of tutors and fuck, their education isn't like the educaton in fucking schools on earth they were heirs and top students so surely the topic was gonna be fucking politics along with their standpoint in the fucking market world. that would've been on the test that SHE PASSED. Passed a TOP "university" at that.

if the school solely runs on merit alone there was no fucking way she was dumb as fuck as she was portrayed to be. okay let's say she's fucking dumb. no fucking way man fuck off, a kid borne out of a good gene pool raised in a wealthy environment they may be nasty but no way dumb.

that got me feeling shitty. it was all over the place. the characters. what the author really wanted them to be.

Again, it's trying so hard. It's so in the face. it loses the essence of story-telling of letting stories reveal itself. i mean it is the story and it is revealing itself but idk man it feels off.

i'm tired.

I just want to say I was here for the flirting but honestly I think it's just gonna be subtle and HIGHKEY smart bragging, "witty" banter, and all the ways in the world to say the MC is a genius despite just wanting to live a lowkey life of an apothecary.

the MC that:

1. didn't want pay for some reason but is tryna build a business but also don't want to ask her dad for money.
2. the MC that is positive someone is a soldier with a mere brushing of hand in their butt.
3. the MC that wrote a fuck you note to ruin her sister's shit but was also scared of her stepmother's threat as a reaction to her competing with her daughter.

I am slowly forgetting so I will end it here.

Make up your minds when you start a damn story it's so fucking hard to draw at least make it a damn good plot.

Look at me acting so perfect and mighty lol cause I have not give out something that can be in scrunity if I had I probably wouldnt be so reckless with my words but alas this is here

dont mind this.. like actually dont mind people saying shit because people say anything about your stuff anyway its not like you can stop them so just keep creating and through creating tons of shit you'll definitely create a gold mine.

shit workS are still works that can propel you to greatness. this wasn't even that shitty honestly. my word count for the day was just low. i had to yap.

Work experience with NO PAY? You gotta be fucking kidding me. And the owner wants to pay her too. Girl take the damn coin.

What the fuck is going on with her?

The MC strikes me as… well, dumb.

I mean, I’m still at chapter 4. But I want to comment cause fuck bro she just created her own misery. She’s dumb as fuck and idk if I can continue reading.

But I’m kinda interested. But she makes it so dramatic for no reason.

Do people just not talk? Mannn, I really can’t sympathize right now I’m so hungry. She can’t talk to his Father that she KNOWS loves her mom so much. She feels like the counTESS has more power than the COUNT HIMSELF.

Making the problem seemed bigger cause of being tight-lipped. She knows the count do FAVOR her. I get that she doesn’t love him or some shit but bruh use your fucking resources.

You’ve given yourself a chance to change your life by letting them take you away and that ha when she declared she doesn’t trust anyone. People change so why in the fuck don’t you tell your dad THE VERY THING HE TALKS TO YOU ABOUT.

The more I talk about it the more I get pissed off.

Also, I feel like the author is lost. She’s lost in what the hell the MC is. First off, she introduces her as weak. Then, could make a show as to not get bullied. Distrustful but open. And then, when she got older she was somehow meek?? When she was sly for exposing her teacher by luring her dad out.

If you didn’t get that, she USED her dad.

The author needs to get this maderfreakin straight cause it don’t make sense. Why she acting like she got no choice but be a damsel in distress.

Girl stand the fuck up.

It’s probably for the plot. I know that but fuck.
Come on.

I was sure when I started reading this it was up to 75+ chapters. I’ve read this before but even after forgetting and picking it back up again it’s still up to hear.

At this rate I’ll die first before all these unfinished stories gets completed.

This was so good ╥﹏╥ watch me pick this up again years later not knowing I’ve binge this twice.

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I kinda wanna do a life yap so you can go now

I’m somehow happy I’m forgotten. It’s done me a great favor. I felt my freedom in my hands again. I was feeling helpless but how strange how the very few words we exchanged broke me free from that feeling that I was trapped in for years. Strange. I’m grateful for it. It was sad but I’m free now. Ohmyghad what a cringy thing to say. fuck. I guess it needs that cringiness, it was quite the run. The memories might just be worth being cringy over. Here’s to my last dedication to you. Under a story that took two lifetimes to finish.

didn’t expect anything going in but that was pretty good