When life gives you lemons, get the seeds and plant cause quarantine be depleting all our resources so we gotta make a garden at home. (when will the com sec here be back am dying to read interaction of readers after a fresh upload)
If you came here cause I look very unwell in my life updates, uhh, that's true but ya know who isn't unwell nowadays. I just try and write about my life cause in writing it down it feels like I really did something, productive(?) Idk isn't it nice to look back on how you were in the past? I have fun reading my shit posts and comments. Especially my journal, I do a lot of dumb thinking so it's pretty funny lol. You should, too. No one will know you anyway. It's not like people are gonna be as invested in your life story as you are. So, yeah write it here. Write it anywhere.
Leave a little bit of yourself in anywhere you are interested in. I do and I find it really fun.
So yeah, I'm fine even if I'm not, I will be. I'm positive like that. Clouds don't hold rains for that long.
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I'll be gone for a little while to change my life. Char.
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I'm back and my life did change only because I am taking care of puppies. I've become a mom now. Never thought I'd be this dedicated, honestly.
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Are we finally getting the comment section back one of these days? I don't see that yellow reminder anymore.
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Honestly, I need to start writing again in my journal cause if somebody I know finds me because of my life updates, I will pass away.
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We can comment againnnn! Honestly, I am not just starting to ease myself to reading comments and commenting again.. it feels kinda weird and out there now. I'll get used to it. In time.
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I'll be gone again to fix my life. I should write a life update. Hmm. Let's see. 18/10
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everything’s been weird as fuck please let me be in peace huhuhuhuhu 20/10
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I guess I wanted to stay for a bit cause living life beyond this is scary and unknown. I’ve always been in comfort, well, for the most part. There’s not so much hardship I guess. I would say the comfort trumps it all. But that’s not realistic even though I want it to be. I’m gonna need to be out there cause there’s no one who’ll save me.
There’s only myself BUT luckily, it’s ALSO just myself I have to save. 31/10
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I wish I can think of other options. I wish things were different. It’s not though so make sure if it’s gonna be anything make it HIT THE SKIES OR DOWN THE DEPTHS OF HELL fuck them honestly I will not take this silently how dare they disturb my peace November 1 how fucking fitting
bye for now or forever
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Not forever I guess
I was being dramatic if I cut reading out of my life might as well die.
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I have to change.
TIS CRAZY (≧∀≦)