Rose

Ngl you have to go away cause like I really am just here for the smut and this is a smut review. MY pov on the smut…. I just finished this shit is too long but it is my raw thoughts. Have a go if you have the time.

Idk what to feel about that. The sex. I can always swallow a little bit more toxicity but damn have I gotten soft? This didn’t sit well with me. Maybe I love me some romantic stuff now ╥﹏╥

The sex was just so… it didn’t connect. And I felt like he was building up his tolerance until he (uke) thinks to himself that he can take whatever bdsm stuff the seme will push to him. I didn’t like the sex. I felt like they had no chemistry. And ngl while reading the last sex scene. I wanted it to end so badly I was about to scroll down but I am a smut lover I wanted to see it through ╥﹏╥

Will there be a baby? I stopped at ch 21. Since it was where the good translation ended. He took that condom off. I think he took it off but Idk he seemed shocked too. So idk bro.

And mannn the uke is so naive. I mean, wow. Damn their trust on those condom bruh. Not even taking contraceptive pills. An extra fertile womb. An omega. Surely the seme could’ve warned him. He didn’t want a child but blindly trusted a condom. Wow. I can never. AND IT’S MESSING WITH ME SO FUCKING BAD. I can’t. I am emotionally invested on those. Oh god. A baby while being a baby himself. I mean- he is not a baby but boy is he so fucking naive (⊙…⊙ )

Idk if this will turn sweet. Humans will naturally follow their natural rhythm. If he’s into bdsm, he’snnot going to change but maybe becoming mates might just tenderized(?) his heart. (Like a steak or sumn huh… anyway) orrr maybe becoming mates might just make him (uke) tolerate it.

or just.. idk.. since basically… it’s his welcome party to adulthood. He’ll come to like bdsm. An acquired taste. A salute to the firsts of his life. Personally I kinda don’t like bdsm. I was about to drop this when I knew that that might be the path this story was leading to but I was kinda interested on the love story.

So I saw this on X. And ngl it hooked me. They had sex in public. They haven’t in the chapters I’ve read. Well, they kinda did but it wasn’t “sex” or maybe the x post wasn’t sex. I just jump unto it ta know.. I’m a smut lover. the point is, I was here for the smut, I didn’t even looked at the cover and now seeing it. It’s bdsm. I only like specific things about bdsm so I usually don’t go for it… and now..I kinda stayed for the love story or something…

Man this is too long. This got me yapping bro. Anyway, they babied him too much. They babied him in a way he couldn’t quite understand. Not exactly spoiled, I don’t think that’s the word. Maybe that’s why he grew up naive BUT strong enough to try new things.

It’s not even being rebellious instead he knows he holds his fate so he acts on it but pursues it in a naive way. He does have strong mental prowess. Yet he is naive. Idk it’s somewhat disconcerting.

All I’m trying to say really is that there has to be a perfect blend to parenting kids. Idk. I don’t have a kid and I don’t have much care for it. But seeing him (uke). It actually made me think of that topic. He’s a result of it.

Maybe you can’t be too soft. Can’t be too rough either(?)

how’d you end up with a kid so loved yet not even concerned of being pregnant just coz the other person “SAYS” he doesn’t want kid. Like was he not warned? Just protected but was not explained the basics?

Like no self-preservation bro? Ya get me? He is so loved yet he don’t care for himself, not ideally at least. Do you get me, hopefully not-tired af future self? Idk if I am saying what I want to say/convey right… maybe he is just liek that.

Nowadays I just accept characters as they come. Ngl people can be dumb or just saints... I mean, my grandma gave up hectares of land coz she doesn’t want a fight… they did fight. And she got no land. Welp.

Do I like these peoples choices? Not really. But It’s hard not to be mad at people’s choices like you get mad at your own really. I guess, that’s how they naturally are. Yeah. they do, naturally, piss me off though.

And there’s the matter of his love story… if I even talked about it I might as well just write a fucking book so lemme end it here.

It was the top (?) manga. I might just never get used to straight sex (≧∀≦) I couldn't read it like I read bl smut. Hmmm. The story is pretty interesting though. I mean, I really did stay for the story. The smut was okay. It was a lot of smut.

this story did left that detail right after it was spoken to existence. And the nonchalantness of it all, her, was something so sad and so real.

I came for the smut but this...ngl could shed some light on deeper, darker aspects of poverty. That's some serious plot tbh. So I am super interested how this would play out.

An adult, her new and fast ticket out of that place. But then again it could be that "out of the frying pan and into the fire."