
haejoon stop being relatable mission impossible. buddy went thru so many struggles of being alone and now hes supposed to be an adult, while he is still this little kid who desperately misses his mom. adulthood is the scariest change in your life, especially when u have so little behind urself... hopefully it is a hurdle he can overcome, grief is really hard to deal with even when years pass

the approach of stealing habits in childhood with all regret, temptation and confusion actually made me feel so understood i cried LOL. the strong hatred towards things you stole in the past and fear of ever wanting anything for urself...
more adults should be like haejoon mom, instead of using force and raising voice, simple questions and reassurance can do so much better. so happy hed broke the habit, it takes lots of strength! haejoon ull never stop being relatable
people who complain about zens mistakes need to finish reading! the entire story is about building up trust and being able to forgive urself and others. he becomes a better person in first TWENTY CHAPTERS. he was isolated for his entire life, of course he will mess up, of course he will be gross, filled with anxiety and fear of rejection. but thats why the plot exists. you can already see his personal growth in aoi arc
also hes so lucky god i wish it were me. they match each others freak perfectly