I would love to read more subverse bl stories. I don't mean role-playing dom and sub, but dom and sub as secondary genders like alphas and omegas are in omegaverse.
I have read:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/zettai_fukujuu_meirei/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/antinomie/
what about this recently uploaded one? http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/collar_kiss/
Can you rec me BLs that feature semes that have been abused in the past? Either by their romantic partners or as a child or something else. Both physical and mental abuse count.
In this one, seme was abused during his childhood and uke was currently being abused, thus creating a connection between the two. (The uke gets r4p3d in the first chapter but i think theres a tw note)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/boku_o_warui_ko_ni_shite/
FOUND: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haikyu_the_whereabouts_of_happiness_doujinshi/
It had the red string of fate in it. I think they were childhood friends and the uke had unrequited feelings for the seme. The uke could see the string but he didn't want to be connected to the seme anymore because it was painful and I think he wanted to "free" the seme or something. So, he cut the string multiple times but it always connected back. Then one time when he was cutting it, the seme walked in on him and said something like "so it was you who kept cutting it".
I thought it would be "Akai Ito No Shikkou Yuuyo" because the cover looked familiar but it's not it
Thank you in advance!
!!FOUND!!
It was an Iwaoi DJ "The Whereabouts of Happiness"
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haikyu_the_whereabouts_of_happiness_doujinshi/
If I remember correctly, the moment I'm basing this on was in the last chapters of the story. I think the uke had had an unrequited love towards the seme and was prone to depression or some kinda mental health issues. The seme was kinda cold and a bit of an asshole most of the story but in the last chapter or so, he came home from work and found the uke in bed. Apparently, he had been just lying in bed and crying for days and the seme was really gentle with him even though a bit frank. He showered him and they took a bath together, I think they also had sex in the tub. He cooked for the uke and allowed him to go back to bed after that and they fell asleep together (I think...). It was a really beautiful and somewhat surprising ending for a story that didn't impress me that much otherwise. I'd love to read it again but it's a tiny needle in my "already read" haystack ╥﹏╥
It was a story where the omega at one point got bitten/bonded with an alpha but he wasn't really in love with the alpha. He was in love with another alpha (or a beta, I can't remember...) but their relationship didn't really work. I think the omega wanted to be bonded so bad that he allowed the other alpha to bit him, so he could have the bond. But he regretted the bond because he couldn't be happy with the alpha. He got back together with the other alpha/beta but they couldn't have sex because the omega's body rejected the other man and he always got sick. Then the omega decided that he wanted to have the medical procedure that would break the bond and it worked but couldn't bond again and his life expectancy was cut really short. I think the doctors gave him about a year before he would die.
Does this sound familiar to anyone?
I think Romantic Joutou has a similar idea but it's not that.