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never in my life have i cried this much to porn. i cried like five fucking times in five different sections of it. every death abd separation made me sob. how was i even crying when he was getting plowed for three days. how is this possible. im writing this still with tears in my eyes. when he died i actually cried so hard my throat hurt and i couldnt see. this has bbeen the worst experience of my life. i usually listen to piano music while reading on this website when its late so i get sleepy and i think if i were this time i wouldve actually jumped. i was listening to full on rock hard ore music and just reading this shit tuned out the blasting music from my phone and made me actually want to die. do not read this when ur sad or at all if ur like me and starts crying when gay lovers sinply think they hate eachother. this was a mistake. i read the full thing in like two hours. ive never had my throat hurt as much as it does right now except when my parents threatened to throw me out. thats how traumatic this is. im not even kidddibg