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This fandom is so nice and supportive. A lot of you are very excited and happy to see this webtoon.
This is actually a really nice fandom to be in, compared to many other fandoms of Lezhin authors... xx

CHAPTER 46
Mananan Monday Mono and Baron are all in The Netherworld which is ruled over by Hades ( if you're familiar with Greek mythology you know exactly who this is, and who Persephone is along with Orpheus and Eurydice )
Mananan tells Mon, to not look back while they walk up from the netherworld, to the door they see at the far end of a staircase. ( This is due to The story of Orpheus and Eurydice ) So they begin to walk, with Mananan holding Monday's hand as he is walking in front of him. Baron says
We can just walk side by side "
They all begin walking and Mono is thinking and says
" Remember when we explored the school when it was dark "
IN THE TEXT OUTSIDE OF THE PANELS
" Why... "
Mono talks again and says " I hated dark staircases ever since~ Even though there wasn't anything there. "
Baron replies with
" I remember "
IN THE TEXT OUTSIDE THE PANEL
" Why am I even talking about this to you? "
Mono says
" Haha... that's strange, why am I bringing that up? "
Baron just looks at him and then Mono tells him
" I didn't regret what happened at all... "
They reach the door and Baron says
" " What happened " " ( The text is in quotations in the bubble and he starts to put his hand on the door and says
" I see... "
IN THE TEXT OUTSIDE OF THE PANEL
" Eh, but... "
Baron says
" There's something I wanted to ask you about that time. "
IN THE TEXT OUTSIDE OF THE PANEL
" Why did I do that back then? "

THE NEXT PANELS AREN'T MONO OR BARON BUT IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT THEY SAY AND WHAT HAPPENED, TELL ME AND I WILL WRITE IT.


OK, but to follow on what happens, as Baro exits he turns to look at Mono and says
" Mono. "
Mono exit's and is in his adult form

remember that the authors are still having a bad time... even if this ending wasn't what you wanted, think about the authors... They draw, sleep, eat and repeat for days on end without even taking breaks for the readers, and still don't get fair treatment from the publisher... I thought the ending was nice and it was worth waiting for, a little rushed but it was sweet...

Skyler's mom just tried to kill Skyler. I have wept real Jesus tears tonight.
She slashed him across the eyebrow I'm sure.
ONLY because he got in a fight, DEFENDING DONG-HYUK AFTER HE GOT HIS ASS BEAT BY A FUCKING DICK.

The story is getting so good.
TURNS OUT, cloud hair guy is a counselor, not a student, But he's cool...
NOW I WAIT for chapter 21 to see what happens!

I've read the raws and things WORK OUT.
Kyung-soo does not get stabbed.
Yule DOES stab himself after realizing everything he has done and he does self-reflect to the point where he does remember his mothers' death. He begins to regret everything and does stab himself after realizing he hurt the thing he holds most dear. BUT he does not die.
After he stabs himself, Kyung-soo runs to him, throwing Dong-Hyuk off. He picks him up and cries while dialing for I-Yeon( the sister) They come get him and take him to a hospital but leave Dong-Hyuk alone.
Kyung-soo DOES NOT HAVE STOCKHOLM SYNDROME. He was in love with Yule way before but now is not.
You do realize that when Dong-Hyuk and Kyung-soo were together, in the beginning, everything was great and happy and Dong-Hyuk was helping Kyung-soo with his nightmares and began to be a light source for Kyung-soo UNTIL YULE showed up again. DONG-HYUK GOT BEAT UP, KIDNAPPED, AND THEN HAD TO WATCH KYUNG-SOO GET RAPED.
Kyung-soo took his place in order for him to stay safe. HE DID NOT want Dong-Hyuk to go through what he did. THAT IS WHY HE HAD TO BREAK UP WITH DONG-HYUK AND TELL HIM THAT HE LOVED YULE AND ALL THAT. Because he knew that if he didn't, Dong-Hyuk would not let him go and possibly get hurt by Yule. He knew that YULE was crazy and capable of anything, so that IS WHY HE CHOSE TO GO WITH YULE.
Jeez, he isn't doing it because he loves sex. He isn't doing it because he's sadistic. He isn't doing it because he loves Yule. MAYBE when Yule came back from his trip( when Geon was raping Kyung-soo) Kyung-soo felt somewhat safe with Yule and maybe even had the tiniest hope that everything could be like before, when he thought they were happy and that Yule and he had love. But no, all of that was a lie that Yule did so Kyung-soo could come crawling back to him.
OK but now onto the end.
Kyung-soo leaves Yule after he wakes up in the hospital/house. Kyung-soo shows up there with the sister (I-Yeon) and Kyung-soo informs her that he will be leaving Yule, and she says that he can't when he's like this and how could you do that blah blah and then YULE says that he had his friends rape him and SHE BREAKS DOWN IN DISGUST AND REMORSE. I'm talking mental breakdown.
Ok, so Kyung-soo leaves and passes by Geon and they look at each other but Kyung-soo leaves and then he goes back to his neighborhood where he meets Dong-Hyuk.
Dong-Hyuk says that he never meant to hurt him and that he is deeply sorry for even thinking about hurting him and that he only wanted to help him and that he's sorry and Kyung-soo apologizes too for bringing such a good guy into all this. That he's sorry and they both hug and basically, end things.
Ok, so our Kyung-soo is now back at, working at the convenience store where he used to work and has his own place and is eating and is having a free life, THAT HE DESERVES. OK
One day, Kyung-soo is buying fruits/vegetables and someone is looking at him from a distance, and when Kyung-soo walks, he sees Yule standing a few feet away from him.
YULE SAYS " Hello, Kyung-soo. " AND WHEN I TELL YOU YULE LOOKS LIKE SHIT, I AM SAYING HE LOOKS SHITTY.
He looks thinner and has serious eyebags under his eyes. He won't even look at Kyung-soo directly.
(past)
Ok, so then Kyung-soo remembers the car scene, you know after Yule raped him while Dong-Hyuk was there and then he takes Kyung-soo to go get his stuff from his apartment, remember? Yeah ok, so what he remembers from that is when he says " Now that I've hurt a good guy like him, I'll never be happy... and you won't be either since you're with me. " Then Yule says " okay. "
(end of flashback)
OK now, Kyung-soo looks at Yule and he says " Hello, Choi Yule. "
AND THAT IS HOW IT ENDS
I can easily see that, it TOOK BALLS AND SERIOUS THINKING for YULE to go find Kyung-soo again. I mean after everything, that man indeed loves Kyung-soo. DOES HE DESERVE HIM??? NO. But he does indeed love him. HE HAS A FUCKED UP WAY OF LOVING OR HAD. BECAUSE i can definitely see that YULE will not hurt Kyung-soo anymore or even think about forcing him to be by his side. HE CAN'T EVEN LOOK HIM IN THE EYE. He does indeed feel regret and that is proven.
IN MY OPINION, IT WAS A FAIR ENDING.
KYUNG-SOO IS FREE, HE AIN'T DATING NOBODY. HE NEEDS NO MAN, AND YULE LEARNED HIS LESSON.
11/10
the author did amazing with this webtoon.
YES SHE IS SANE, AND HONESTLY, SHE INSPIRED MANY other authors to create more sadistic material.
This was very heart-wrenching, and that is why you should not get emotionally involved but there were times when things were very dark and very well placed and also times where things just seemed too fucked up and cruel, BUT TO ME, THAT TAKES BALLS.
To write something that isn't sunshine and rainbows, and to keep throwing dirt on the wound takes dedication.
BEEN A FANTASTIC AND HARD TIME READING THIS, BUT COMING FROM A PSYCHOLOGY MAJOR- IT WAS VERY WELL WRITTEN.
And PS.
Some of you, should get someone to talk to... This fandom is kind of messed up, and even worse than KS fandom... but kisses! bye

I have reread the second season... Okay, first thing, Mono was very interested when he saw Baron again in chapter 30.
In chapter 37 it is said
" The old me...believed everything would go the way I desired...I believed that when I wanted something...it would be mine "
Then Mono wakes up from sleeping, and I believe that those words were meant in his perspective, such as him saying it. But then Lego walks in all under some magic and he needs to be extracted it. Okay so this carries on into chapter 38 so Mono starts doing that and changed into his true form, and as he finishes extracting it, the door is opened and in walks Gram with Baron where the text begins to say
" The old me... thought everything...would naturally go the way I desired. "
And that text is put when Baron enters the room, and then Mono says " Dammit. "
Ok so now to chapter 39 the text says
" Angels are born to love God, And so if they cannot find another to love, they instinctively find a way to devote themselves to god. Ultimately, they are tools of god.... and their emotions are merely a borrowed concept... And just when I was wondering what there is to love....I...met you. "
Ok so when this is said, Mono is supposedly the one writing down the emotions part and how they're a borrowed concept back when he was in school. He is writing down, and there is someone across from him reading a book. When Mono says,
" And just when I was wondering what there was to love.... "
An image is shown of someone reading a book in front of Mono since Mono's hands are scene writing. Then when it's said
" I... "
The image of Baron as a child is shown. And then when it says
" ... Met you. "
Baron walks in with the text being right beside him.
So then, Mono and Baron are talking and Baron says
" I don't care enough about my old friends to worry about their personal lives. "
and Mono turns making a face when he thinks
" ...That's funny. Friends Eh? "
Mono continues talking with Baron about the company and blah blah...
So we don't see much serious interaction worth mentioning until chapter 42 when Baron hands Mono a cup of coffee and their fingers brush alongside each other.... Mono looks up and thinks
" What's he thinking "
A picture of Baron is shown and Mono thinks
" Friends? "
He takes a sip of his coffee and says
" Even if we pretend that's true for me...." Then an image is shown of some shoes where it says " There's no way it is for you. "
And Mono thinks
" Or rather, it shouldn't be- "
Mon and Mananan come in and interrupt Mono's thoughts and stuff but then Baron and Mananan argue because of father and son stuff. So Mono takes Mon and exits the room with him and then Mono begins to think and says
" Then again when I think about it.... "
Lego then shows up and they pass by each other and as they do Mono thinks
" It was enough time for the both of us to change. " AND THEN Mono thinks
" We're just going to split again, anyway. "

Now onto chapter 45, Mono and Baron are watching the events and Mono says
" Phew. It's finally the last event. "
And Baron replies " It's almost like a school festival."
Which makes Mono turn to look at him and Mono says
"Ah. I wonder. Did they do these~?"
To which Baron replies
" They weren't particularly memorable for me, so. "
Baron continues with
" You weren't the type to hold things in. Which is probably why you kept that appearance. "
Then Mono says
" That's right ~ "
Baron replies with
" I'm guessing you're still as popular as you are good looking? "
To which makes Mono look over at him and say
" Huh? "
And Mono thinks
" What are you talking about? "
Baron then says
" I heard a lot of rumors these past few days. "
Mono then says
" They're not being fair to a workaholic like me, are they?... But I don't do anything useless. That won't be enough to fire me. "
Baron looks at him then drinks his coffee and says
" That's not why I brought it up... I'm was giving you advice, because of the affection we had for each other. "
Which makes Mono flinch and think
" excuse me... affection? "
And a text says
" These cheap provocations are a bad habit. "
Which he probably means that he thinks Baron is provoking him. Then Mono walks towards Baron and says
" Ah, yes, there was affection... and we were friends. "
Mono then thinks
" Though I'm just going along with whatever you're saying. "
Then Mono says
" And we were close for other reasons, too. "
While touching Baron's chest, I suppose where his heart might be.
A text then says
" Did you ever... think of me like that. even once? "
Which is coming from Mono's thoughts. So Mono then says,
"Are you here to cry about how you can't forget those feelings. "
ALL WHILE being so close that their noses are practically touching. Baron then clenches his fist and covers Mono's mouth to get him to be quiet and get him away, Baron then says
" Watch what you say, Mono. "
while making a very concerned expression. Mono just smirks even though his mouth is covered but says
" It's your expression I'm more interested in. "
Flowers from the roots then begin to wrap around the handle of the floor, like where you can lean on so you don't fall for the second or third story etc. Mono continues talking seeing as neither of them has noticed and says
" What were you fantasizing about~? Wait, don't tell me, you look so full of regret because of me. "
I'm not sure if Mono says this but it or Baron but someone says
" That must mean you were disappointed by how I looked. "
Mono then says
" Or... Is this what you prefer? "
JUST as he licks Baron's glove.
Baron flinches and says
" You're so arrogant. "
While snatching his hand away from Mono.
Then Mono says
" Ah, Haha~ I'm just kidding~ And I don't have any immoral hobbies eith- "
Just as he is about to finish, the glass starts cracking from where they were watching, and flowers begin appearing, Baron reaches for Mono as Mono is being sucked into a vortex of sorts, and from the last panel, it looks as if Baron had just pushed Mono but is actually holding his hand out to grab him while Mono makes a very concerned and almost regretful expression as he thinks
" Goodbye...? It was nice to meet you, Baron "

This is getting really interesting, The English version is on chapter 19 and I'm glad Skyler is not just standing by anymore... He really does care for Yeonduk and it's all just a misunderstanding of feelings... The mom is horrible though, both of them.
Skyler actually worries for Yeonduk and went bat-shit after finding out that he got hit

Seeing as I have finished this webtoon, I can say that it was definitely worth reading, but there were times when I did stop reading but brought myself back in order to know the outcome.
SPOILERS-
I am not mad nor do I disagree with the end, it was fair to Kyung-soo to be free. He is no object and no slave. He is a free man, and that is what he needs to be. Yes, he was wrong in accounts to his actions seeing as he never tried to run away. But remember, that his light source ( dong-hyuk ) was BEAT, KIDNAPPED, AND FORCED TO WATCH KYUNG-SOO GET RAPED.
He did not want Dong-Hyuk to experience that once more, and he knew that even if he ran away, that Yule would find him one way or another or even go after Dong-Hyuk again to seek him out.
Yes, he was indeed " AN EASY TARGET " because he had someone to take care of. He is not the wisest, but he had motives to deal with these things.

I get a feeling that Kang-hun is going to find out and he's going to hurt DG since he's so angry all the time... It would most likely happen after Jiwon " falls " for DG and then he goes bat-shit because Kang could hurt DG
OH NO IS THIS A GUY LIKE YOU AGAIN

Despite everything that happened with Kyung-so and Yule, I didn't know how to feel about what Yule did in the end. I wasn't mad or glad that he almost died, I was kind of just " You deserved it. ". I was glad to see Kyung-so living his best life, just working and having a nice time.
It was a surprise seeing Dong-Hyuk act like he did, but I could definitely see why he changed in that aspect. It definitely hurt him and probably caused him despair seeing such a nice guy like Kyung-so go through so much. I didn't fully understand why he tried to hurt Kyung-so but I could tell that he wouldn't have gone through with it.
In the end, they did talk it over and made up but Kyung-so just continued living his life without them there.
The end wasn't what I expected but even though Yule came back and met Kyung-so again, I doubt he'd hurt him in any way.
It's been a long time, and if he did, Kyung-so wouldn't act like how he did back then. Yule knows what he's done and loves Kyung-so, proven in the end.
They might meet, but i doubt they will end up together, it's too much to just forget and forgive.