he isn't even a bad guy or wrong in his way of thought. he's really just trying to protect her and save her, health and social life wise. not to mention all the lies and rumors placed into his head at a young age, he thinks that loving her will do nothing but ruin her. that's not his fault, none of what he does is with bad intention and I can't ever hate him.
the cremation part stung me. like.. aw man... that really sunk in the fact that he gave up, he had to give up.
FR, it's so sad to know even if he froze sada-kun, his body would still deteriorate because he was already dead that's why there was no more options to save him because he couldn't be saved... IM SO MISERABLE
aaaa reading that part made my crying worse, it was so heartbreaking