Before he went on his last mission, there was this eerie sense of foreshadowing. They were talking about his future and his desire to start a new life, which already made it feel like he wasn’t going to come back. True enough, he was attacked during the mission. His injuries were so severe that he was unconscious for a long time, needing someone to care for him. It felt like he wasn’t going to make it back, but miraculously, he did. Now, he's heading out on another mission, and it feels even more ominous, like things are going to be worse this time. :(