What seems to be the first harem genre I ever liked ended up not being harem. Hahahahahahahha FML
Hahaha, I don’t think he was deceiving them, but to be fair, he was pretty passive about their feelings for him. I doubt he even realized that it’s always been, and always will be, Taewon. Honestly, I just wish the story had taken a polyamorous turn—it would have been unconventional, but it fits perfectly with the narrative.
Before he went on his last mission, there was this eerie sense of foreshadowing. They were talking about his future and his desire to start a new life, which already made it feel like he wasn’t going to come back. True enough, he was attacked during the mission. His injuries were so severe that he was unconscious for a long time, needing someone to care for him. It felt like he wasn’t going to make it back, but miraculously, he did. Now, he's heading out on another mission, and it feels even more ominous, like things are going to be worse this time. :(
While I don’t hate the story, the main characters in this story seem to do everything except engage in meaningful conversations. The most moving moment was when they finally confessed their feelings to each other, but getting there was exasperating due to their consistently poor communication skills. Many parts of the narrative felt unnecessarily stretched out and unrealistic, almost as if they were fillers.
After the confession, the subsequent events were rather underwhelming and lacked the emotional depth one would expect following such a pivotal moment. I enjoy spicy scenes as much as the next reader, but the storytelling here was disappointingly flat and monotonous. Overall, while the potential for a compelling romance was there, the execution fell short and was disappointing.
Uke is just restating the boundary set at the start of this so-called relationship, or whatever Seme wants to call it. If Uke dared to interpret Seme's actions as affection or anything beyond a master-slave dynamic, Seme would likely become uncomfortable and furious. He very possibly would berate Uke for misinterpreting his behaviour and for overstepping these boundaries. It's a classic damned if you do, damned if you don't scenario, leaving Uke trapped with no way to win. Lolll
SO SORRY BUT HAHAHAHAHA I COULDN’T STOP MYSELF FROM LAUGHING WHEN THE VERY FIRST ACT OF KINDNESS HE MENTIONED WAS WIPING THE CUM OFF OF HIS FACE WITH HIS BARE HANDS. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH LIKE WHAT A FKN SENTENCE!!! HAHAHAHAHA