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So I beinge read this and I have to say I don't really like the uke here's why
First the reason why the uke never told the ML that he knew his mother was becuz he knew that his current "mother" killed ml mother but at the same time the "mother" and her son were his family and he longed for this so he didn't want to give this up by believing his speculation with no evidence ( I think this is the reason why he was obsessed with the ml mother case to prove to himself that his "mother" is not the culprit)
But still he can't help but to feel kinda guilty so he starts sending financial support to the children house that the ml lived in and occasionally go check the result of his efforts , so at the panel that showed the uke watching the kids happy with the money hee so was not particularly happy or excited as the other but the whole scene made the uke satisfied " that's it , that's how I will make heeso happy " but at the same time he didn't want to get too involved with heeso because it would be as a daily reminder of his guilt
Second when everything came together and no he has a proof for himself especially that his " mother's " was the culprit he confronted her "okay she would only spend few years in prison and when she gets out I would keep my family and heeso's mother would receive her justice and at the meantime I would take care of heeso provide him with the support he needs and everyone is happy " but when he knew that his " mother" had cancer and only had few years to live ( I kinda think it a scheme) every thing shattered and what added fuel to the fire was heeso's reaction at this point the uke broke down like this is too much now he has to choose between his dying " mother " and the kid but he didn't want to be the one to leave so he said hurtful things to heeso to make him leave willingly
As if the uke left heeso with his own accord that would make him feel guilty .
Finally at the recent chapters when his " mother " " beat" cancer
U know that this woman is the killer of the person that u cared about now she is living her best life with to healthy sons and a government position , and I bet u would celebrate with her making peace with the fact that heeso already took his " revenge" by staping you
Which was the last straw for me I mean we as humans are selfish but that still pissed me off
If I may add my heart goes for heeso
His life is literally a lie especially the ten years after his mother death
He lived his life pulling the suicide attempts to understand why his mother (where his roots lie ) abandoned him only to know she never meant to leave him
But he choose to hold into the new soil (uke) and " forget" about his previous soil ( mother) only for him to be abandoned again without knowing why ......