I had to stop at a few chapters because I had mental breakdowns, it's all painfully real and excruciating but it also makes me happy that my experiences, emotions, and mindset can be portrayed and aren't impossible to convey. i guess that's way too simple? But i can't put it into words, it's not something you just read, it's an experience
really I haven't felt this way since oyasumi punpun
am i literally the only one who wants the bully to top
the reason i want the bully to top is because the gap of him being rough but fond of the bottom is what feeds my fujoshi self. imagine the after-sex cuddles(please happen) like, man im tearing up. therefore it saddens me when people are commenting that the bully should bottom. who are we to decide? it all depends on the author-san (▰˘◡˘▰)
Pain, smiling through it all!!