I had to stop at a few chapters because I had mental breakdowns, it's all painfully real and excruciating but it also makes me happy that my experiences, emotions, and mindset can be portrayed and aren't impossible to convey. i guess that's way too simple? But i can't put it into words, it's not something you just read, it's an experience
really I haven't felt this way since oyasumi punpun
i'm looking for a yaoi where the seme was summoned by a ritual circle in the wall? i remember some dude's semen accidentally going into it and then the seme came out LMAO. anyways, the uke has brown hair and the seme has black hair (i also think he was a demon of sorts in another dimension. they both agree to a contract i think?? i read it a long time ago.
If not the one above, is it this?
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/isekai_trip_sex/
Pain, smiling through it all!!