Ahhh-hhhhhhhh!! Finally!!! I am just planning to re read this again, and the side stories appeared yay!!
Fifth time reading this and I must say that whenever you enter a fuck buddy relationship, you shouldn't be delusional about making your partner fall in love with you or even feel the same way about you. That's just a one way street to heartbreak...just like our mc. Oh well.
It was really a rollercoaster ride for uke and seme.
Uke is very delusional fanboy and borderline stalker while seme is childish, immature and your typical jerk. I was very annoyed with the uke though, it was like his feelings all throughout blah blah but duuuuude you agreed with the fuckbuddy role and now you're giving meaning to all of his actions, like really that's your modern era of being a delusional one.
Not really feeling any animosity towards the seme tbh since as a person who've experienced having a fuckbuddy, it's not really your fault if you fall in love with them but it's on you if you start giving meaning to any of their actions but yeah.
Just my own opinion
in general yea but DG wasn’t all that delusional, he kept himself in check that this was only about sex and was fine with it till Alex started sending mixed signals, I mean alex got jealous and paranoid about MD being interested in DG so much that he even took it out on him TWICE, Alex was too stupid and clinging to past trauma and couldn’t admit till later that that’s what it was but DG picked up on it that it’s jealousy (so not an entirely feelingless situation),
DG wasn’t ever imagining things, what he was picking up on WAS actually there, Alex had feelings for a while now by their breakup point when Dg finally explicitly asked if Alex loved him and Alex still couldn’t admit it to himself and blurted out stupid shit again
I am searching for something to watch for my BL cravings then I saw this one in a recommended list. So I decided to check my mangago acct and see if I had already read this one and BAM! I rated it 1 star and tagged it as romanticising rape.
I hope the anime is a bit mellowed out with the SA, will try to watch it since the first episode, the SA didn't happen unlike in the manga. Hmmm, we'll see.
Okay, if you haven't read it with an open mind, please stop reading. This isn't for you. End of discussion.
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I went through different phases of emotion while reading this. Siding with the MC, hating him, hating the ML, feeling his struggle on figuring out his emotion and eventually understanding him and loving him, but ofc adoring the second ML, doubting him, pitying him and hoping the best for him and I know that he has a lot to work on himself first for him to be happy.
MC - I got chills when I read that part that it should be his story. Why the hell is the story all about the 2 ML, their thoughts, their past and everything about them. And bam! I just realized how true is that. From all scenes before, there's nothing about MC's past at all. It's all about the present, his feelings for the 2 ML and then everything else are all about their thoughts. Whoa that just changes everything. Imagine talking to a wall? He expressed all his feelings but no one is hearing and understanding him. That just hits so effing hard! That's the time I understood why he is the way he is. He is just a lovable person who wants to be loved but also HEARD.
2nd ML - ahhh-!!! I love him!! Idk what else I have read that I screenshotted every scene he is in! He is just so adorable but behind that, what the ML said has also some truth in it. He is a bit shady. Why? He remembers his past. And he is using that past to stay with the mc without even telling him anything at all, just all vague information about him. Tbh, if it's irl? That's just sounds like a stalker. The way he is, exactly like what he is in the past, a faithful and loyal dog. But the MC didn't know anything so how do we expect him to acknowledge Cain's feelings? Cain didn't grow as a person, he lived his life still like a wolf so he wasn't able to move on from his past life. So everything happened because of his choices but not all of those are good for him. He definitely needed to meet the MC in order to have a closure and discover himself as a human, as a person.
When and how did Keith fell in love with Yeonwoo? So weird that there hasn't been any signs at all LOL.
Funny enough that was somewhat explained in the side stories which I feel should have been better explained in the main story ahead of time but the best part about the side story was how it took another major jab at Keith for being an asshole ( ^ω^ )
True enough! The timeline from the side stories aren't really clear and connected enough to the main story of how he DID fall in love lol and yeah I agree, he's an asshole until the end
This process of falling in love of seme pov is the best thing to read ever!!!!!
gdi that's some intense rough and angry and hot sex whew!!!!!! i need some of that deymmm